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What's up everyone?

2010-10-02T11:23:00.001-07:00

DANG !!! I've been gone for a long long long time. :)

How's everyone?

JB fanfic feats U-know part 4

2010-04-15T20:28:00.001-07:00

HB: Can we really do this?

HJ: Of course we can

HB: It's Yunho-shi~~~ should I answer it?

HJ: Yeah! tell him your meeting him up~~

HB: Yeoboseo?

Yunho: Where are you?

HB: Uhmm! ( Looking at HJ ) Where are you, i'll just go and meet you up

Yunho: I'm on my way to the dorm

HB: Oh really? okay, i'll see you soon.

HJ: Where is he?

HB: His on the way to their dorm.

HJ: Perfect! Let's go~~

HB: I don't know if this is really a good idea Joongie

HJ: Don't be scared~~ I'm here! I won't leave you alone anymore.

HB: Since when did you learn to talk big?

HJ: I became a man after reflecting the things I've done wrong.

HB: So your here now to make it right? Aigooo~~ your trying to seduce me with your manly self now?

HJ: Aniyo~~ you were already so in to me since we got married.

HB: Aish! I think I got it wrong~~ your still the same.

HJ: I was just teasing you~~~

HB: Aigo~~ this isn't the time for a joke. We got a big problem to solve

HJ: Why are you saying it like the world is about to end with this?

HB: Don't you think it will end?

HJ: How can it be? When I'm staring at it and she looks completely intact to me?

HB: I can't live another day talking to you~~

HJ: Relax!! I'm just trying to calm down you down. You looks so nervous.

HB: So what are we going to tell him?

HJ: Hmmm~~ I'm taking my wife back and that you guys can't get married.

HB: What?

HJ: Yeah! after I say that~~ I grab your hand and leave.

HB: Are you crazy?

HJ: Don't you watch dramas? don't they usually walk out like that?

HB: Yaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~

HJ: What?

HB: Are you really planning to just do it like that? Here all along I thought you got a speech planned out. Omo omo omo~~ ottokie~~ Aisssh chincha~~~

HJ: What do I need a speech for? Am I running for president?

HB: Stop the car~~~ Let's plan this right.

HJ: Waeyo? We're already here

HB: Omo Omo Omo~~ ottokie~~ ottokie~~~

HJ grabs her hand and looks at her in the eye. He smiled so calmly at her with a straight confident look at his face.

HJ: Stop worrying~~ you don't have to say anything, just be right next to me. Okay?

HB: Araso~~~

HJ: Let's go?

HB: OK!

My Ideal Man :)

2010-04-14T15:32:00.000-07:00

Yup! I'm officially and finally found my Ideal Man :) How does he look? Pretty awesomely charming, right? kekekekeke!

Jung Kyung Ho is the name & a name that I would remember for the rest of my life. :)

JB fanfic feat. U-know part 3

2010-03-27T14:30:00.000-07:00

HJ: you were never good at lying.

HB: What is there to lie about anyways?

HJ: DID? Pssssshhh~~ it’s clearly you still do. Other wise, you won’t be here right now. Other wise, you wouldn’t worry what I would think or do.

HB: Don’t get cocky little boy and don’t think you know me that well to say those things.

HJ: It’s not being cocky. It’s knowing that I have the confidence to say that I do know who you are and the real you.

HB: Oh really? You have that much confidence? Then tell me why I said yes when U-know proposed to me.

HJ: You want me to answer?

HB: Yeah, since you take credit of knowing me damn well.

HJ: I know one thing for sure. The reason why your asking me this question is because you~~ yourself don’t even know the real answer for it either. So if I were to answer your question, then I would say NO! I really don’t know why you said YES!

HB was embarrass caused it just hit her and naturally realize that she really didn’t know the real reason for it. She doesn’t have a respond to give and it was a total knock out defeat situation for her.

HJ: Why the long silence? Coz I’m right?

HB: Does it matter? If I love him enough, if I care for him enough? I can learn to love and care about him you know. It’s not that hard, that’s how relationship starts.

HJ: Why are you being so stubborn~~~

HB: I’m certainly not being stubborn. What is it really that you want Joongie? So we can get this over with.

HJ: I want you!!! I want you back!!!!

HB: It’s not going to happened

HJ: Why not???!!?? Why is it impossible???!!???

HB: Because I already said the word “ YES “

HJ: that’s it?

HB: It’s already complicated joongie, please.. Just let go already!

HJ: I can’t~~~ that’s the reason why I’m here! That’s the reason why I’m fighting this out of you~~~ that’s the reason why I wanted you to end it!!! The reason why I’m begging you~~~ because I LOVE YOU!!! And I want you to spend your entire life with ME and not him~~~ I want to have a family with you and no one else!!! I want to built that soccer team I’ve always been dreaming about with you. YOU!!! Don’t you get that?

HB: Why tell me this now huh? Why confess to me now? Why put me in this position? Why are you making me suffer like this.

HJ: Why are you thinking I’m making you suffer? I’m here~~~ I’m right next to you!! You really think I’m gonna let you go through it on your own? What kind of a man would I be? If I ever let you go through it on your own? That would only prove me not worthy of you. If your going to end it with him, I promise you I will always be right next to you~~ We will face it together, even if it will ruin everything.

HB felt secured in HJ’s words. She felt it again for the longest time since they were separated. That exact warm and secure feeling she’s been missing from him was brought back by the same person who she’s been waiting for unconsciously. Somehow she feels complete when it’s him. She feels alive when his around her. She feels nothing, but his presence and right there she knew what her own true feelings was hoping and longing for. It was him~~ It was Hyun Joong and no one else.

To be continued..

Joongbo MV

2010-03-23T21:56:00.000-07:00

full credit: Lovemain 1028 @ YT

this is prolly by far one of the best JoongBO MV ever made :D

JB fanfic feat. U-know Part 1

2010-03-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

Part 1

Headline: Hwang Bo got a surprise proposal from a famous and respected idol star in Korea. Not only one person would be crying of happiness, but millions of fan girls are and would be crying from sadness upon hearing they will about to lose their beloved idol.

the proposal happened in a public street of Seoul and indeed it was a sudden proposal, basing it on a fanvid that was captured by a fan who was innocently walking by the same street with the lovebirds.

U-know dropped his bomb and caused a major commotion in one of Seoul's smallest streets. People who knew them or even people who didn't was anticipating for Hwang bo's reply. She was blushing and it wasn't something she couldn't have hide or run about. She then give him the biggest smile and said the word " Yes " in the sweetest voice anyone could possibly hear. As you all know, Hwang Bo has a different voice and at that moment, everyone heard it clearly and it was something really special.

Hyung Jun: Oh crap! I don't think hyung would wanna see this

Hyun Joong: What is it that I don't want to see?

Hyun Joong looks at the TV and saw a big picture of his on screen ex-wife with another man that he sure personally knows.

Jung Min: TURN IT OFF DUMBASS

Hyun Joong: No, don't even think about changing it. I want to watch the whole thing.

Hyun Jun: Hyung, I don't think it's a good idea.

Hyun Joong: Why not? it's a TV. It's meant for watching.

Jung Min: Just remember we just bought it and that one surely didn't came out cheap as what the set of numbers in the receipt appears.

Hyun Joong: Don't worry~~ I'll get us a new one.

Hyun Jun: Hyung~~ don't be like this. I really like this TV.

Young Saeng: Don't we have warranty for that?

Hyun Joong: There you go~~ solves the upcoming problem.

Jung Min: Saengie-shii~ your such a big help.

Young Saeng: Glad to be at your service

Jung Min: Hah, really funny.

Young Saeng: Look I'm laughing~~~

Jung Min: Whatever! I'm going to take a nap. Break whatever you want to break, just be sure to clean them up right after.

Hyun Joong: Go take your horsey nap
session.

Jung Min: Sooo bitter

Hyun Joong: and your so annoying

Jung Min: It's okay, I understand.

Hyun Joong: You know what.. I think it's a better idea to break horse jaws than a TV

Baby & YS: woooahhh woooahhh!

Jung Min run to his room in a speed of light. I think it was better that he did or else he might have lost his jaw. Seems like mr. jealous wants to be a jawbreaker and not a heartbreaker? or is he the one that got a heart that is totally breaking as of right now?

to be continued.....

Note: I decided to write, yet another Joongbo fanfic. I was really moved and motivated. hahaha!

Kyu was missing in action, but what the other members didn't know about was that he went and secretly called Hwang Bo over his phone.

KJ: Noona, is it really true?

HJ was looking for Kyu and it was the perfect timing he heard the man said " is it really true. " HJ immediately took the phone off Kyu's ears and put them in his.

HB: Uhmm, yes it is..

HJ: Oh! so it was true then... Not a scandal or anything.

HB: Wait, who is this?

HJ: No other than your ex-husband.

HB: OMO!

HJ: I'll pass back the phone to Kyu Jong-shi. Oh by the way, congratulations Hye Jung.

HB was speechless and didn't know what to say back, but even if she did said something in return, HJ wouldnt have abled to hear anything, since he left right away knowing what he saw on TV was true. He was kinda hoping it was just a scandal and did ease his anger and didn't even broke a thing, but now his whole body was going numb. It took him awhile to get to his own room and it surely took seconds to hear Hwang Bo's respond that actually made his body that way.

KJ: Noona, are you still there? Bian, I didn't know hyung was behind me.

HB: I really was going to tell him, but I didn't know the media would out run me for that. I had like hundreds of missed calls in my phone. He could even check it, if he wants too.

KJ: Don't worry noona, we will take care of hyung

HB: Please do! You guys already know how his temper is like. I don't want him to be doing something stupid.

KJ: We got this noona. I guess right now isn't the perfect time to talk about this situation, so I'll just call you back again.

HB: okay.

HJ locked himself in the room and wouldn't open the door for anyone. He couldn't even hear them, coz he was out of the real world and going crazy thinking of what to do.

HJ: I can't believe he really did it. I thought he was just kidding, when he told me about it. I should call him.

HJ called U-know and he answered the phone.

U-know: Hey Bro! My bad dude~~ I was going to call you, but I got hundred of calls earlier and didn't even got a chance to answer all of it. Guess what man~~~ I finally did it and she said " YES " Up until now I still can't believe it.

HJ immediately hanged up the phone without saying goodbye. He heard what he wanted to hear. U-know gave him
the crystal clear answer of what he wanted to know and confirmed.

HJ: same here, I still can't believe she said YES to you.

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HJ: I can't believe she didn't even told me about it.

HB: Why would I be concerned if he does something? Why do I have to let him know that I'm engaged? his not even my father.

HJ: As her ex-husband she should at least give a notice

HB: What does he want? A notice that I'm engaged?

HJ: Yeah, at least that. right?

HB: No, I won't be bother by him anymore. To think his the one who left me.

HJ: To think I left just for her.

HB: What am I doing~~ it's not like he was really my husband. Tho he did act like he was mine.

HJ: Maybe for her it wasn't real, but for me it was. That's why I never agreed to that stupid mission to
divorce.

HB: Wait did we got divorce in WGM?

HJ: Wait we never got divorce in WGM?

to be continued......

JB fanfic feat. U-know Part 2

2010-03-17T18:13:00.001-07:00

Part 2

Hyun Joong couldn’t take it and needed to see her as soon as possible. Hearing it on the phone wasn’t good enough for the man. He wanted her to say it right before his eyes and ears, even within his nervously breathing self, as long as she was there in front of him admitting each details from yesterday was all true. He would rather accept that, than taking it second handily over a piece of electronic. Which by the why was almost slammed on the floor, and could have been turn into tiny pieces as of right now, but nope the guy was able to control himself and passed it onto it’s rightful owner.

Even if this confirmation he wanted for himself could and will hurt him completely at the end, he still didn’t hesitate to give his ex-wife a call and told her to meet up with him. He is willing to take all the chances there is left, if it all means that this could be just a joke, prank or even better a mere dream that he got stuck into. At least if it were to be a dream, he could just wake up and everything would be back to normal and he will now be given a chance to do something about it.

HJ: Calling….

HB: OMO! It’s Joongie. Should I answer it? ( Asking her manager. )

Manager: It’s your call, you already gave me the biggest problem that I could possibly handle right now. You take care of that on your own.

HB: Hello~!

HJ: ( Sounded so serious ) Do you have a free time today?

HB: I have a photo shoot in like 10mins. What’s up?

HJ: Can you meet up with me? Right after your photo shoot?

HB: Uhmm…. Sure?

HJ: Okay, thanks. Just call me when your done, and I could set a place for us to meet up privately.

HB: Ye, araso.

HJ: I really have to do this or else I won’t be able to do anything. And this would seriously just drive me crazy for the rest of my life.

YS: Hahahahahahaha

HJ: Ya~~~ what’s so funny ?

YS: You

HJ: how is being me a funny thing?

YS: You, talking to yourself and saying it drives you crazy. It already has driven me crazy to think that you and her have gone out for quite a while now and since then… YOU STILL HAVEN’T MADE A BIG MOVE. Now that someone did, your like a worthless person trying to deny all of this thing is happening. Face it Joongie~~ Noona is a one hot lady. Sorry, but even if you ask random people in the streets right now, they would be damn stupid to say no. Everyone wants someone like her, she’s everything a man could ever dream of marrying. I just don’t understand someone like you who had her in hands and you let go of it

HJ: We did got married

YS: See, that’s your problem. Wake up kiddo~~ I’m talking about reality over here. You keep thinking that you had her already, but honestly bro.. You never had her from the start, coz you never told her or even showed it to her. She is blind as a blind woman can be.

HJ: You already know I’m not good with those things. I mean, she should have known already and waited for me. I thought she was waiting for me.

YS: Are you really that stupid? What do you think of her? A psychic? Even if she felt it, people need confirmation. What could have been so hard on telling someone you love them, when you really do. Did you?

HJ: You already know that’s not even a question anymore.

YS: I do, but does she?

HJ: You think it’s too late?

YS: Dude, it’s never too late. You can always meet her halfway, if you know what I mean.

HJ: I honestly don’t know what your talking about, but it doesn’t matter. I need to at least try.

YS: Good! That’s what you should do and you better do it fast. I heard yunnie wants the wedding ASAP!

HJ: He must be really that excited to steal my wife.

YS: Correction! She was never your wife.

HJ: Wait, I thought you were on my side?

YS: I’m not on anybody’s side.

Hwang Bo got done with her photo shoot and called Hyun Joong after she was done changing into her normal clothes. She was a bit hesitance to call him at first and even felt weird about it. Of course it does feel weird since she is now a fiancee of DBSK’s leader, who happened to be a good friend of her on screen ex-husbands.

HB: Calling…

HJ: Hello?

HB: Silence…

HJ: Hye Jung-shi~~

HB: oh! Hello~~ so yeah.

HJ: Meet me at the beach… I think it’s the safes place I could think of.

HB: Ohkay…

HJ: I’m already here, so just give me a call when your close enough. Araso?

HB: Ye, araso.

Hwang Bo reached the destination and saw Hyun Joong waiting for her patiently. The beach was so peaceful and not that much people were around. Mostly there was just old people taking a walk along side the beach.

HJ: Traffic?

HB: Nah! I was just hesitating if I should go or not.

HJ: Why? Are you afraid to see me now?

HB: Not that… I think I know why you called me and why you wanted to meet up.

HJ: Seems like YS was wrong. You’re really a psychic, but just not good enough to see that I was your man.

HB: Pardon me?

HJ: Anyways, I should get to the point. Hye Jung~~ is it really true?

HB: What is it that you really want me to say Hyun Joong? No?

HJ: I’m really hoping for that..

HB: You think this is just a joke? That I would make up stuff like this? A child play?

HJ: Why are you getting mad? I’m just asking you a serious question…

HB: I JUST…. I DON’T KNOW~~~ At the moment, I’ve been really confused lately.

HJ: Your confused? Maybe coz you know deep down that you don’t really love him good enough to marry his ass.

HB: You better watch your mouth

HJ: Oh! So your going to defend your fiancee now?

HB: Grow up damnittt~~~ I’m outta here. This conversation is pointless.

HJ: Wait~~~ don’t go! Break it off~~

HB: What?

HJ: I SAID~~~ BREAK IT OFF!!!

HB: You must be out of your mind.

HJ: Yup, your right. I am going to go out of my mind thinking that my wife is marrying someone else.

Hwang Bo was in deep shock to her the word “ Wife “ she wanted to speak up, but couldn’t. Nothing was coming out from her mouth. She just stood there in front of him looking terribly shock.

HJ: I don’t want you to marry him Hye Jung.

HB: And why not? Your not my father you know… You can’t just tell me what to do. You already left me, so why are you so concern about me getting married anyways.

HJ: I LEFT YOU TO PROTECT YOU! I didn’t want you to get hurt in the process of everything. I was thinking you would have wait for me. I was thinking to do my move on the perfect moment. But no~~~~ you go off and get yourself engaged.

HB: So this is supposed to be my fault? Coz you left without saying anything? Coz you expected me to wait without saying a word? Are you that selfish enough to put all of this things to me? You know what~~~ ever since.. I never felt so secured and love since U-know came into my life.

HJ: How is that even selfish when the whole time I was protecting you? Why can’t you get it that I did all of those things so you can live a normal life and no fan girls would be waiting and trying to hurt you in any way.

HB: I’d rather take that, than being hurt with someone who you once loved.

HJ: say what?

HB: Yeah! I did loved you~~~ DID!!!

TO BE CONTINUED!!

Pyramid - by: Charice feat. Lyaz with Lyrics.

2010-03-02T16:54:00.000-08:00

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh!)
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey!)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

Strong Heart ( Remix ) FINAL

2010-02-06T00:02:00.000-08:00

( Some of the cast from last week was able to comeback on the show. Hyun Joong was a little nervous. Why? maybe because he was anticipating for someone to comeback. Could he be? )

HJ: ( tense )

PD: the show is about to start soon, let's go people~~ be on your respective places already.

JM: That's a little disappointing

HJB: What is?

( HJ was just eying Jung Min and didn't say a word at all. What was he supposed to say back anyways, he got caught. Jung Min knew what he was thinking he didn't have to say a word, his actions says it all. )

JM: T-H-A-T Y-O-U-R here

HJB: Aish~~~

( Everyone started sharing their individual stories in life and Hyun Joong was one of the cast that got chosen to share his own personal experiences in life. He went on and talked about a ghost that he once encountered, just a normal story for a 4-d idol. But like always, his story cost a major laughable matter in the set. Other than Hyun Joong, someone also shared his personal stories in life. The person went on and talked about his hardship. He even went farther as to reveal his past relationship. The guy then confessed that the girl he dated once before wasn't a celebrity and even that didn't changed a thing at all. It was still hard, since he was an idol. )

MC: How about our dear SS501? Hyun Joong-shi are you guys able to date? Or are you guys currently dating right now?

HJ: Not that we aren't allowed to date. Just that sometimes it doesn't work out.

Brian Ah: this guy, you sound like you're dating someone. Who is she? a celebrity?

HJ: yes, she is.

MC Lee SeungRi: Oh chincha? Did you guys went out alot?

HJ: Yes, we went to movies, fishing and sushi.

MC Kang Don: In public places? Like public dating?

HJ: Yes!

MC: How long were you guys dating?

HJ: ( Thinking deeply ) FIVE months?

JM: Yaaaaa~~~ Are you sure you it wasn't a ghost?

HJ: Was she a ghost?

Brian Ah: Maybe you thought you guys were dating, but for her it wasn't a date.

HJ: ( Thinking hard... ) It could be too~~

HJB: I think I know who it is

JM: Who is it? tell me.. tell me..

HJB: Hyung~~ you should know. I can't believe you dont know this.

HJ: Hey, let me know too.

JM: Yaaa~~ why do you need to know, when your the one who dated her.

HJ: Well, now that you mentioned it. I'm doubting myself, if she was really a ghost or not. What if the ghost lady tried to possess the girl I was dating, in a way to seek revenge on me.

(HJ's unique way of thinking, his 4Dness is what made everyone almost rolled over the floor. Even Seungri couldn't breath anymore. Most of the people on the set got all teary from laughing. )

MC Seungri: Chincha~~~ Chincha~~~ Hands down to you HJ-shi~~

( The show ended and it was all a success. Everyone said goodbye and SS501 left right away to go on to their next schedule. )

JM: That's more like it, your slowly loosen up.

HJ: Yaaaa~~ Stop it.

HJB: I can't believe Jung Min Hyung didn't know who you were talking about.

JM: I did know, stupid~~~ I just did that for a reason. I wouldn't want the revealation be coming from my own mouth. Someone might KILL ME~~~

HJ: Stop it!

JM: okay okay okay!!

___________________________________________

After the show ended, it was HJ's turn to recall his past. A past that includes one particular person in his life. She was no other than his Hwang Bo noona. No, actually she wasn't just a noona or a sunbae towards him. He acknowledge her as his buin and no one else. She was the very person who shared wonderful memories with him and damn right the same person who left him for a painful truth and damn it! for it was a reasonable truth. It was just simply a reason that none of them could have avoided, because it was an obvious truth, that not even a good liar could have pulled it off in any way of escape.

"What could have been and what might have happen, if things continue."

Seeing it realistic wise and putting it in a reality perspective way, it hurt the both of them to accept it. Their hearts felt like it was ripped and yanked out from their very own weak bodies.

What can we do?
What should we do?

Questions like that were both clashing within their confused minds.

The reality ahead of them was too cruel and in some point they wanted to be in a fantasy world, but...

Is there even a fantasy world?

Such place could be in any existence in this world?

Why are they still trapped?

Why do they feel like reality is constantly hunting them?

Should they wake up?

Maybe its time...

If reality broke them apart, then reality is the only way that can bring them both back together.

"Reality is the only place to see things right, and the only right
thing for me is to see you standing on it." - Hwang BO

" Buin~~ your absolutely right. Reality is where we both stand and
this kind of reality is where I rather want you to be. " - Hyun Joong

HB: If given a chance, and if it's really meant to be...

HJ: I want to meet you again... in this world of reality.

THE END! :)

told you it was a short one. LOL!

Chapter 37 - ENDING CHAPTER -

2010-01-24T11:33:00.001-08:00

( Hyun Joong hasn't called Hwang Bo for about a week now. Hwang Bo was getting worried that her hair is falling off from stressing out. She doesn't know what's going on with Hyun Joong and neither did the boy wanted to tell her any of his plans and why is that his not answering his phone. None of the members are answering their phones either. It seems like they're hiding something, no they're are really hiding something from her. )

HB: Yaaaaaaa~~ if you don't answer your phone right now, you can call it OVER!

incoming call....

HB: so now you decide to call me back?

HJ: WOW! is that a way to greet your boyfriend who sincerely miss you alot?

HB: this is how I treat people who gives me stress.

HJ: Chill out~~

HB: Where were you? How come you never answered my calls... It's been a week now, have you even notice that? I was about to call the police out there and reported you missing

HJ: Hahahahhaahhaahaha! you would really do that?

HB: Of course I would~~ Who knew, after that stupid speech you did at the award night.. your fans found a solution to kidnap you.

HJ: Thanks, but you didn't really have to worry about me that much. I don't think Triple S would be that crazy to even kidnap me. I think the Joongboers would prolly be the one having that plan ready. Hahahaha!

HB: Joongboers? Anyways, are you going to tell me what happened to you?

HJ: I'll tell you, as soon as you open your door right now.

HB: Open my door? Huh? Why would I open the door?

HJ: Uhhh~~ to come and let me inside?

HB: Why would you be here?

HJ: You want me to leave?

HB: Ohhh, what? your here? your outside?

HJ: I just said thattttttttttt~~~ now, come and open the door, it's a little chilly out here.

( HB opened the door and found a young man with his brightest smile, that even other people could have mistaken him as a sunlight flashing at them. The boys were there too, waiting for HB to open the door for them. )

HB: What the... when did you guys got here?

( HJ kneeled down and proposed to her right away )

HB: What is this?

HJB: His way of proposing to you noona~~

HJ: Can you just please say yes, it's a little embarrassing and my knees are starting to hurt.

HB: What if I say no?

KJ: Then I'll be the one proposing next

JM: If you dumped both of them noona~~~ don't worry, I'll be the third one :) They say, third time is the lucky charm.

HJ: I feel like it has been my biggest mistake for bringing you guys along with me.

HB: Ani, it's just the perfect time to bring them here. I wouldn't want them to mess this time, when I say YES to your propose.

" YES, I would love to get married with you Kim Hyun Joong "

THE END :)

Strong Heart Part 3 ( Remix )

2010-01-18T18:41:00.000-08:00

Manager: Ya! Hye Jung~~ What was that earlier? A death wish? Didn't I told you not to~~ Ahhhh! Chincha, I'm going crazy.

HB: It's done already, right? Nothing happened, so why are you still worked up about it? Stop worrying already.

Manager: How? How am I going to easy up on this? When you know well enough that I'm not doing this to hurt you. You know damn enough, that this could led into assumption for other people. We both know damn well this is going to ruin you in the future. Hye Jung~ remember that you made the choice. Not me, but you did.

( HB turned her back from the manager and started walking a few steps ahead. She suddenly paused and looked back. )

HB: ( Looks back ) I made the choice, because I didn't have any.

Manager: Why are you being like that Hwang Bo-shi? Your stronger than this...I know you're.. Don't let this thing~

HB: If you know someone or anything that can take this away, then be sure to let me know. Coz for the most part? I'm so so so tired of it.

Manager: is that how desperately you've loved him?

HB didn't respond, but she did turn her head back towards the manager for the second time around. Her eyes were getting watery, tho she held it strong. Fighting for those tears to not come out and start running to her cheeks. She didn't want a single tears to fall off. The manager stared at her and saw the agony and pain she has on her eyes. Hwang Bo didn't have to explain or speak, it was all there. Written all over her face expression and her sorrowful eyes. Manager-nim understood it clearly than any other person could. The feelings that Hwang Bo has for Hyun Joong wasn't just a silly love thing, but something more serious than that, something more deeper than that and that's why Hwang Bo herself is having a hard time handling it. She was in this position way back, but she was never in a position that she's closer to being broken.

Manager: OMO~~

( Hwang Bo turned around right away, afraid that she might have been showing it to much. Afraid that she's revealing everything without a word. Which scares her to be that obvious to people.)

HB: I don't have any schedule or today right?

Manager: No, not at all.

HB: Then may I have this day to play? I want to rest and relax.

Manager: Yeah, yeah. Sure, sure. Do that. Do you want to take a vacation? A week? Go to Jeju island? Oh wait, maybe not Jeju. I don't think Jeju is ever a good idea. Just somewhere else?

HB got in her car and sat there for awhile. She was calming herself down, but instead of doing that she suddenly had a flashback of what happened earlier. The scene where she meet HJ's eyes for a couple seconds and how that affected her. Tears suddenly came out, yes the tears that she was holding and fighting for earlier are now sliding down her cheeks.

HB: ( Laughed) A tear? It used to be bucks of bucks of them. If I did collected them all, it would have been a river by now.

( She continued laughing by herself like a crazy women. )

HB: If he were to hear what I just said right now, then he would have prolly have told me to always carry a boat around. Just incase something like this could be happening. Such a silly 4D thinking, but why did I ever find that attractive? Maybe coz I'm crazy too?

( She continued to laugh, seems very amused of what her mind is thinking. But she knows after recalling all the beautiful memories, this is something not good for her. It's amazing how she can be happy to just be thinking about him, but suddenly too, when all of those memories are done recalling itself, she feels nothing but a sudden burst out of pain, coz reality is where she is standing and her reality where her bad memories started.)

Strong Heart Part 2 ( Remix )

2010-01-18T18:40:00.000-08:00

( Everyone started sharing their individual stories and it came up to a point where someone from the set talked about her personal relationship. A relationship of an actor/actress/idol's and how hard it was back then to have someone who worked at the same industry with you. The pain of having to keep it, so you can keep your job as well. It was sad and painful to hear and watch the person talking, because it is the truth. A fact that everyone in this industry knows about. Even Hwang Bo's heart started pounding even faster than usual. Not because she felt that she was about to have an anxiety attack, but rather she felt and knew the other person's feeling. She felt that connection to the person who was talking. She felt it deeply that she wanted to share her own thoughts too, very eager that she couldn't hold herself to stay put and shut her mouth. She wanted to console her and tell her that she isn't alone on this matter. But how? She's being strictly instructed not to mention anything. Even a word that would trigger the topic of her and hj. Would she be able to speak out? )

HB: Actually, I too have witnessed something like this... It was right before my eyes if you could say.

( Everyone became shocked and for most of them they were really curious. Specially the manager who is cringing on the side watching the whole thing happening. )

Manager: Omo.. Omo... Otokie?

(HB was hesitating if she should continue what she started. But she had no way out of it now. Everyone was looking at her directly, very focused that not a single strand of hair can escape from the people eyes around her. All were very anxious and waiting impatiently for her story. Most importantly the two boys were there and that didn't help her at all. She was blaming her auto respond, but then again it was auto, so nothing can be helped in that situation either. It was simply just like in a situation when someone says "Hi" to you, then you automatically say "hello" without thinking it thru and process it even longer to counter and stop that.)

HB: Uhmm, it was a story of one of my friend in the industry. I wont tell you guys the name, coz I rather want her privacy to remain hidden and safe where it should be. But yes, it is very painful to watch. They weren't allowed to see each other as much as they wanted too. Can't even look at each other face to face and have a talk freely. Only thing they could do is stare at each other thru mirrors and when they walk by pass each other. I too, honestly hated the idea of being restricted. We aren't robots to begin with and we're simply human who love and wants to be loved back. It's upsetting and hurtful indeed to witness it, but at that time... I was in no power to do anything for the both of them. We all needed our job and because of that, I didn't do anything. But still it didn't escape the fact that it did hurt to watch the both of them being in that situation, so I was thinking how much more the both them? How much pain could they have been feeling inside? From then on I promised myself not to be in that kind of position, because in anyway.. reality os still what counts and probably our reality would just bring pain for me and for that other person too.

(Everyone got all teary, coz they all know it's the truth. They all don't have to experience it to know and understand the situation. Having to pick this industry, it wasn't easy for all of them. They all know how hard it can be sometimes and how many rules were being demanded and a must for everyone to follow. This line of work has it's luxurious and cruel side, and if want to be in this kind of work style then you must have to accept this facts. The show ended with an emotional closing ends. Everyone couldn't have forget todays episode, since pretty much everyone shared alot of their personal stories, it didn't matter if it was in or outside work. It was finally time for everyone to go home and some of them stayed to chat, coz they didn't have any other schedule for the rest of the day. The boys said their goodbyes to HB before they head out to meet their van who's been waiting for them. HB hugged KJ first then right on to YS. Before KJ took a step into the van, he waved back again to HB and baby who was inside the van suddenly stuck his head out to say his playful greeting to HB. That made her smile, the maknae of the group was once being spoiled in her hands too. But one thing for sure her eyes didn't escape.. it was HJ, who happened to be sitting right next baby. It was pretty impossible for her not to noticed him, since both of their eyes meet for a couple of quick seconds and then she looked away.)

JM: We came here a little early and you couldn't even say "Hi" to her?

HJ: Who said we came here to say "Hi" to anyone? We came here to pick up these two, who happens to be lagging so much.

KJ: We can't just be all rude and not say bye to everyone. We were late earlier, remember?

YS: Yup, coz the makane has to take a dump first, when he knew all along that we had a schedule.

HJB: Hey hey, it was a call of nature. You can't prevent nor predict that from coming.

HJ: I bet you need to take a leak, when we get there.

HJB: Hehehehe~~ I actually do need to take a leak when we get there. How far are we? I need to go~~~~

HJ was spacing out a bit. Recalling HB and his gazed meeting earlier.

HJ: Buin hasn't changed at all. She still beautiful as ever. Even cuter, when she actually starts blushing. Was she blushing, coz she saw me? Nah, that cant be. She hates me to her guts.

YS: Yo!

HJ: ( distracted ) Oh yeah? what's up?

YS: Uh! we're here?

HJ: Oh!

JM: Dude, calm down. You cna pee now.

HJB: (excuse me 3x) I can't hold it anymore.. I really need to pee now. ( Excuse Me, sorry3x ) Ahhh, my bladder is about to blow up.

YS: Hey Joongie~~

HJ: Uhmm

YS: Something interesting for you to watch the next week episode of strong heart

HJ: Why? did someone shared something funny?

( KJ jumpe into the conversation. )

KJ: Oh it is really really interesting hyung. ( Smile )

( Both YS and KJ went inside first while having that big teasing smile on their faces. )

JM: Ya~~ are you both crazy? laughing for no reason?

KJ: Why are you so in a bad mood?

YS: Baby made him wait~ remember?

KJ: Oh yeah~~ hahaha

(HJ remained outside thinking again. He seems to be spacing out a lot these days.)

HJ: They really didn't have to tell me to watch it. I was going to watch it anyways from the start.

HJB: Oh hyung, why are you here and not inside? Waiting for me? You didn't have too.

HJ: Yeah, I was afraid that you might get lost.

HJB: How sweet of you.

HJ: Hey hey, no touch. Did you wash your hands?

HJB: Of course I did. let's go inside~

Strong Heart Part 1 ( Remix )

2010-01-14T13:10:00.000-08:00

It was that same day, when both Hwang Bo and Hyun Joong was supposedly have to appear together in a variety show called Strong Heart. One of them opposed to this arrangement and there was nothing that can be done to force the person to come out right at the same time with the other one. Maybe it could be better this way, them avoiding seeing each other for some time being.

Hwang Bo arrived at the studio a little early, she was scanning the place hoping to see the person she wanted and didn't want to see. She spoke to herself softly that even a fly can't hear a thing from what she was talking about.

HB: Why in the world would I be looking for someone who doesn't even wanna be in the same place than I do? Well, maybe I wasn't expecting him to turn down the offer. Ahhh, can he be less immature than this?

Hwang Bo's manager suddenly interrupted her thoughts and told her the things she need to do, like the seating chart and the things she shouldn't be talking about.

Hwang Bo: I know.. I know.. I shouldn't mention his name in anyway and avoid as much to bring the WGM topic.

Manager: ( Sight ) I'm sorry Hwang Bo-shi, but this is for your own good.

Hwang Bo: I know, you don't have to remind me all the time.

Manager: I feel like I have too, everytime I see your lonely sad face.

Hwang Bo: I'm just tired.

Manager: I guess, if you really wanna put it that way.

Hwang Bo: I said I'm fine, you don't have to worry about anything.

Manager: How long has---

Hwang Bo: Please~~

Manager: Araso!

The show will be airing soon and Hwang Bo chatted to a few of the people who will be on the same show with her. She didn't spot the two other SS501 members. She somehow felt worried, wanting and eager to know what's going on and why hasn't the two membere arrived in the setting yet.

Jong Ri: Yaaa~~ your like a giraffe. Your neck keeps turning and scanning the place.

HB: Where are the boys?

Jong Ri: Who?

HB: Kyu Jong-shi and Saengie

Jong Ri: I heard they're running late.

HB: Oh chincharo?

Jong Ri: Waeyo? are you waiting for someone that might come with them?

HB: Eh?

Jong Ri: Come on Hwangbo-shi~~ I might be a comedian, but serious things I can be serious too. Spell it out sister.

HB: I don't know what your talking about.

Jong Ri: There are rumours and we comedian like to gossip them all. Better tell me now, or I might open it up later.

HB: Go ahead~~

Jong Ri: I'm just kidding~~ but if you don't want to share it right now.. I completely understand your privacy. But if you do decide to talk about it openly, then don't forget to call me. I'm one of you guys fan.

HB: Hahahaha~~ unnie, you never fail to make me LAUGH!

Jong Ri: Oh it is my only my JOB!

The show started and the boys were late indeed, but was able to catch up with the show. Hwang Bo gave the two boys a welcoming smile and they too responded respectfully to their noona. Both also greeted everyone and apologized for being so late.

Jong Ri: Why so late? did you guys know someone was waiting impatiently for you guys?

Everyone was curious and eyed Jong Ri the moment she finished her statement.

MC Kang Dong: Who would that be? care to reveal it?

Jong Ri: She's in here. She's very beautiful and just everything or everyone would want.

MC Kang Don: Stop the thrillers and reveal it already.

Jong Ri: Naega Naega Naega!!!

that revelation exploded everyone to LAUGHTER, while Hwang Bo on the other hand was having almost an anxiety attack, but ended up bursting out laughing at the end, together with everyone. Jong Ri almost got Hwang Bo right there, but she kept it low key in any way.

Chapter 36 cont.

2010-01-14T11:34:00.000-08:00

(Everything is settled now. The scandal died down like all scandal issue usually do. The MV has given quite a great response from the netizens, because of its realistic captured scenes. Alot of them commented about how they both got great chemistry together and it would be good, if they could have a drama together or perform together somehow. The concept of Noona and Dongsaeng relationship became a trending thing and thru this, Hwang Bo and Hyun Joong gained a lot of fans and supported their couple appearance quite massively that anti's wont ever dare to say a comment to ruined them both.)

Scene: Award Night

MC: The Best MV that moved a lot of netizens of this year goes to SS501

HJ:First of, I would like to thank someone very special. This award wont be in our hands right now, if it werent for a specially person who made it all happened. Hwang Bo noona~~~ this is for you too! Triple S friends of mine this award wont be nearly in the tip of our hands without of your support. ( Did a heart shape ) Thank you.

HB: is he crazy? has he gone crazy? is he stupid? what the heck is he doing?

( the rest of the member did their little speech and said thanks to Hwang Bo as well. The other members simply supported their leader for revealing this big news to everyone. they all said encouragement things to their leader.)

MC: Oh wow, that was a very big suprise revealation from the leader of SS501.

Scene: After the award night

HB: Yaaaaa~~~ chincha!! Have you gone CRAZYYYY? Are you insane? A fool?

HJ: Calm Down~~ why are you so mad at me? Aren't you supposed to be HAPPY? A normal GF would be speechless as of right now. I just reveal my feelings in a national television. You know how hard that is? I can't even count how many times I had to repeat those lines for me to say.

HB felt guilt for yelling at HJ over the phone. She knew how hard could have that been for him to say those words. Specially infront of so many people and also infront of fans who some of them tried to tear them both apart.

HB: You didn't have to do it.

HJ: I wanted to do it.

HB: For what HJ? the scandal just died down. Are you really looking for a new one?

HJ: It wouldn't be a scandal, if it is true.

HB: that's beside the point. Aren't you afraid of what could this bring to you and the rest of the members? Why do you always have to make it so difficult.

HJ: It is already difficult. Aren't you hurting inside? Arent you tired of HIDING? aren't you tired of this situation? coz I am.

HB: Your being selfish Joongie.

HJ: Yeah, I am selfish. I'm really good at that area aren't I? isn't that my specialty of all.

HB: I didn't mean it that way. You didn't even told me about this and what about the boys? Have you even discuss this with them? Your manager? president?

HJ: Yes, I have. Once again in my life... I want to be selfish for you.

HB: *sigh*

HJ: It sounds like I've just been dumped.

HB: If I don't love you enough to tolerate your crazyness, then I would have dump you instantly

HJ: What can I say... I'm crazy for you to do these things.

HB: You make me VOMIT!

HJ: Oh that is so TOUCHING! that's just pure LOVE!

HB: Maybe I'm the crazy one to accept your feelings. Maybe I should return it back

HJ: Fine, then I'll just give it to someone else.. Like CL, Lee Hyori noona

HB: go ahead and do that. I don't care... eh eh eh!

HJ: It sure is a LOVE LIKE THIS!

HB: It sure is.

HJ: Love you, I'll call you back later.

Chapter 36

2009-12-31T23:20:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!!

Chapter 36 preview

( Hwang Bo never spoke a word to any media reporter as a promise she made to Hyun Joong. She did had a hard time, but endured it for the man he loved. She wasn’t about to ruin his carrier now or ever. It does hurt her to deny their relationship to the public, but it would hurt her even more to destroy his dreams and for the other members as well. )

HJ: Your having a hard time aren’t you?

HB: Huh? What are you talking about?

HJ: I can tell. I can feel it too.

HB: Am I really that obvious?

HJ: It’s not really that hard. With our current situation right now, it would be weird for us not having a hard time. I feel so... Coward? Ani~~ more like useless. Useless that I can’t even do anything to make everything right for your sake.

HB: Have we talked about this already? Haven’t we finished this conversation along time ago?

HJ: It’s never going to finish til I find a way to keep you away from all this.

HB: I’m fine, what are you worrying about? They aren’t attacking me with rocks or anything. I’m not physically hurt by them, so there isn’t anything major about this.

HJ: Maybe not physically, but I know your hurting emotionally. I know I am~~ Having to hear that my fans are attacking you verbally, it hurts me twice. I felt like I had to pick between you and them. It hurts that I can’t reveal what I feel. It hurts that they're( fans ) hurting the most precious person to me. It hurts me that I can’t tell them you’re my girlfriend and express that to the world even. I hate that I’m Hyun Joong who is useless of a person.

HB: Joongie-shi, do you think everybody has to know? Do you think it matters that we can’t say it to the world that we’re both in love? Maybe it hurts a little that we have to deny it. But I don’t really care about that. I care about your feelings and what we have for each other. Only the both of us matter. As long as I know you love me and I love you back, then that’s good enough for me. If I have you and I’m already happy with that. Don't you think that's enough already?

HJ: you know what? Your happiness is too low, that it sounds so unrealistic.

HB: So your saying I’m just lying right now?

HJ: Aniyo~~

HB: So what are you trying to say now?

HJ: Omo, it’s turning into a fight now.

HB: I’m not trying to start an argument with you. I just wanna clarify what were you trying to say.

HJ: I’m just saying, your becoming too cheesy these days.

HB: So you would want me to say that I don't care~~~ ( singing the 2ne1 song )

HJ: Can you stop teasing me with that.

HB: Your the one that confessed that.

HJ: I merely did it, so people wont be so suspicious anymore.

HB: Why are you giving me a long explanation? It's not like I asked for it. Hahahaha! Are you guilty?

HJ: I'm not and stop it already.

HB: CL-shi is a young bright & talented girl, while I'm an Ajumma. Omo, Otokie?

HJ:Seriously? Look... Can CL-shi make my heart skip a beat lik you can? NO! Can she make me feel so happy in a split second without even doing anything, but just being by my side? NO! Does she know me? the real me that is? NO! Do you? YESSSS!

HB: Now look who became cheesy.

HJ: that's not being cheesy at all, that's just speaking the truth.

HB: Oh please~~~ like that is all true. I bet it has some sugar toppings on top. hahahaha!

Merry Christmas :D

2009-12-25T12:15:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas EVERYONE!
I hope your having a wonderful time with your FAMILY/ FRIENDS

- twacywacy/ tahrehsi -

Chapter 35

2009-12-14T13:36:00.000-08:00

Scene: Anything to keep her safe.

(HJ didn't even spoke a word with the questioned being asked and went out of the room the moment he got the chance to do so. KJ went behind him too, when he detected his hyung was about to leave the scene.)

KJ: Aren't you going to say something?

HJ: Like what? Manager you shouldn't have done that? You shouldn't have released it without our consent?

KJ: So your fine about it being in public? Aren't you worried about what's going to happened to noona?

HJ: Of course I'm worried about what's going to happened to her. I want to protect her as much as you do. I wouldn't want her to go thru another problem again. I've already put her in a difficult situation countless of times already and I don't want that to ever happened again.

KJ: So what are you going to do now?

HJ: I'm going to call her and that's why I stepped out of the room. She has to know as soon as possible, before she sees it.

KJ: Yeah, that would shock noona big time. Ok hyung, I'll leave you to talk to her.

Scene: Ssorry

Ring Ring Ring~~~

HJ: Babe?

HB: Hi hon, what's up?

HJ: Did I woke you up?

HB: No, why?

HJ: We kinda got a bit of a situation here.

HB: What is it? something wrong? did something happened?

HJ: Well, a scandal came out about our trip over there.

HB: What scandal?

HJ: About me and you. Just all of us.

HB: I'm not quite getting what your trying to tell me.

HJ: Someone took a secret video and was following us the whole time. Actually there was two crews who followed us. The company and unknown source who tried to get a captured of everything we did overseas. Since what happened to my scandal and our sudden vacation trip, they were speculating that something was going to happened overseas and they wanted to get a scope of it.

HB: Really? OMO! did that really happened?

HJ: Manager-nim took care of it and played off the whole thing. He released part of the video as a teaser MV drama for our next album. Now we practically got the copy right of the whole thing and the media can't release it. But eventho they can't released their video, they're still able to spread the word in every article. Now, I'm pretty sure a lot of media people will come and looking for you. If anything happened, just don't let them interview you until I tell you. Araso?

HB: Yeah yeah, don't worry about it. I wont let them interview me or even answer a single question.

HJ: Babe, I'm so sorry about this.

HB: this isn't your fault, okay! so stop blaming yourself.

HJ: Yes it is. If only I'm just an ordinary person who fell in love with you, then things like this wouldn't be happening and you wouldn't be get involved in such things like this all the time. I feel like I'm always causing you never ending problems. I don't want you to get hurt in any way. Even if it's not intentionally.

HB: PABO! even if you were an ordinary person, you were never an ordinary person to me. I love you to the extraordinary extent and if shutting my mouth would help you and everyone in this situation, then that's what I'm going to do.

( HJ was silent for a moment and couldn't process the whole thing. He couldn't believe the person his talking to in the other line is actually Hwang BO. HJ never have heard her expressed that kind of things towards him, since he knows how she dislike cheesy stuff nor does he like those type of things. He never thought in his life, that he can and able to hear those words coming out from her. The sudden confession got him all choked up. It was prolly ordinary for other people, but it was surely something different coming from Hwang Bo. )

HB: Yeoboseo? Joongie-shi? Babe? you still there? Hello!

HJ: Yeah! I'm still here. Don't worry babe, everything will get cleared out after this MV and issue gets passed. Thank you for understanding. Really! I must have done something really good in my past life to receive such a girlfriend like you.

HB: NO, you already have done it in your present life right now and to think of it? I should be the one who have done something good in my past life to have received such a boyfriend who comes and protect me in any situation. Maybe you haven't noticed it, but you actually helped me out on deciding things that I would have never done. Like coming over here? and finishing my dream and having to take a step of it. You were the one who drove me to take it.

HJ: is that so? How come I'm just hearing all of this right now? You know how much I felt bad about it?

HB: Hahahaha! Well, it was a pay back too. For ignoring me the whole time.

HJ: Hey Hey Hey! You can't really say I ignored you babe. I was just confused at that time.

HB: yeah yeah yeah~~ excuses!

HJ: Are we really going to start this again? BABE~~

HB: Araso Araso, lets just leave the past behind and concentrate on what have become of it.

HJ: Yup

Note: Hehehe, sorry for the soooooooooo LATE UPDATE!

Jang Geun Suk being pretty

2009-12-05T10:50:00.000-08:00

HOOOOLLLLLLYYYY CRAPPPPNESS! can life be any unfair? His good looking in both GENDER!

I gotta admit, when he ate that FRUIT! that was just too damn HOT. :)

Happy Thanksgiving everyone :]

2009-11-26T11:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE! ! !

I'm very thankful to my Family, Friends, Ssangchu 101 classmate and just being here today to celebrate it once again.

Have fun and eat lots lots of Ham and Turkey. kekeke!

Chapter 34

2009-11-23T15:32:00.000-08:00

Scene: I love you

HJ: Noona~~ are you okay? ( Waving both of his hands in front of her )

HB: ( Stunned )

HJ: Noona~~~ kwenchana?

HB: What just happened?

HJ: You mean this? ( Kissed her again, but this time it had lots of emotion and meaning to it too. )

HB: ( her eyes went wide open ) Ya~~~ you already got me twice

HJ: Let's make it a 3rd time? shall we?

HB: ( Went back a little farther, from where HJ was sitting at.) You stay there~~~ and don't you move a inch.

HJ: Noona~~

HB: Joongie~~ I mean it... let me just breath and think.

HJ: What's there to think about? isn't it obvious that it happened coz we wanted it to happen? Don't tell me your going to say you didn't responded on that earlier?

HB: Can you stop talking~~ ( Covering her ears, coz she was guilty enough to have responded on HJ's act earlier. She would be a fool to deny it in front of him, coz she knew he wouldn't buy it. )

HJ: I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you...

( People that were passing by started looking at them, coz HJ wouldn't stop yelling the word I LOVE YOU. )

HB: Ya~~ stop it. People are looking at us weird.

HJ: I don't care, I LOVE YOU~~~~

HB: Ya~~ what if your fans sees us and will be front page for sure.

HJ: I don't care, that would be good.. so everyone would know that I love you.

( HB covered HJ's mouth and grabbed him to another place where they could talk and less people than the spot they were in earlier. )

HB: ( Sets him free )

HJ: ( Starts screaming again )

HB: What the heck is your problem? Stop screaming...

HJ: My problem? that you wont accept my LOVE!

HB: Fine Fine... I love you too, can you stop it already?

HJ: I love you... I love you

HB: I mean it~~~ stop being so childish.

HJ: That wasn't convincing... say it again. ( Smiled )

HB: ( Whispers ) I love you too

HJ: Say what?

HB: ( Serious ) Don't push it~~

HJ: Araso Araso~~ ( happy )

HB: Psssh, look at the BI-POLAR person.

HJ: Bi-polar? Who?

HB: You~~~

HJ: Me?

HB: So mad earlier and now your smiling like a crazy person.

HJ: Well, I'm not really mad... More like I'm confused.. it's like this issue is never ending. Now my brother is the father of JY? How did that happened?

HB: That prolly explains why JY looks like you. The first time I saw your older brother, he did reminded me of you. The 3 of you do really look alike.

HJ: Yeah about that.. How did you meet my older brother?

HB: Melanie and Jinwoo-shi introduced me to him.

HJ: Oh wow, what a small world. I can't believe everyone is connected to each other in some way.

HB: Yup, it's pretty amazing now that I think about it.

Scene: Thank you

( The both of them went back to the hospital where everyone was waiting for them to come back and they all had a good meeting. Everything was out and issues were being cleared out one by one. YJ and SH decided to just let the kid think HJ is still the real father, it would be very difficult for the kid to understand this matter as of right now. HB didn't object to the proposal and neither did HJ. )

YJ: I will find a way to make JY understand the whole thing. But for now, please bare with this situation. I'm really sorry to have cause this problem.

HB: Don't worry YJ-shi~~ I completely understand the things you have to go thru and ever since... I never blamed you for anything.

YJ: Thanks unnie~~ I can't believe your still treating me like this. I can't believe I have done so much hurt in your part and just for everyone. I'm really sorry and maybe my sorry wouldnt even be enough to make everything right.

HB: Stop~~ you don't have to say sorry. I told you, I completely understand the situation you were in.

YJ: Thank you unnie...

Scene: Jackpot

Anon: ( Calling... )

Person on the line: Perfect timing, I believe you got some good news for me?

Anon: Yup, a very big one.

Person on the line: Spit it out, I want details by details.

( The Anon explained everything to the person on the other line and how he got everything they needed. )

Person on the line: It was really a good idea to sent you out there with them. I can't believe this is turning it out like this. I wouldn't have expected it. I'm sure this will become a BIG HIT!

Anon: Yes boss-nim~~~ We hit the big JACKPOT!

Person on the line: OK, just be sure to come back safely and take care of that content.

Anon: Araso boss-nim.

Scene: Back to Korea

( A full video surprised the SS501, when they reported themselves to the Manager )

HJ: Hyung, what's going on? Why is this clip?

Manager-nim: Amazing right?

KJ: What's amazing about this? Has this been filmed when....

HJB: How could this happen? When I was the only one who took a video cam? and I never even remember giving it out to you yet hyung.. and I never remember getting a clip from this scene ( watching the clip that was in front of them )

Manager-nim: That's because this wasn't from your video cam.

HJ: ( Mad ) Then who filmed it?

Manager-nim: Our crew

JM: WHAT?

Manager-nim: I know if I sent someone out there with you guys knowing about it.. then nothing like this could have come up. I never expected such a scene really did happened out there. We could actually use this as a MV drama series in your new up coming album. We already released the mini drama teaser clip. Actually, if you can see this chart... the teaser have received a very good attention to the viewers. Despite your long absence and not a word, I think the fans have missed you.

JM: Hyung, you can't do this... that was a personal.. How could you do this without our permission.

Manager-nim: Yeah, it was very personal that you guys never even thought of someone else could have captured it. You know how easy it was for our crew to have followed you guys and captured this whole scene? Actually, it was being captured with someone else. But I already cleared that out by releasing the mini clip teaser. I was fast enough to have thought of a plan to make it stop and turn it around. Now tell me? was it wrong of me to have covered the exposure of Hwang Bo-shi and for just everyone else who was involved? or did you guys rather wanted me to just let it be? and let everything out and destroy your carriers?

to be continued....

Jang Geun Suk & Park Shin Hye's lipstick CF

2009-11-17T14:55:00.000-08:00

I never knew this CF existed til now, but I don't know why I'm not mad at it. She's kissing Jang Geun Suk... THE one and only Jang Geun Suk. but she's NO ordinary Park Shin Hye either and maybe that's why I'm not totally hating this CF.

Wait, maybe its my Tae Kyung and Go Mi Nam love pairing fan mode that's making me think about it differently. LOL, either way... this CF is making me giggle. XD

News tips: K-portal @blogspot
V-credit: JKsell @ YT

Note: I want one of those lipstick now and maybe I can get a bite of those Jang Geun Suk lips too or he could bite mine? Oh wait, that was too much info to give.... but I bet you guys were imagining the same... pwahahahhaa!!

Chapter 3

2009-11-15T02:34:00.000-08:00

Scene: SS501 Commercial Photo shoot

(KJ greeted YS first before the other members could. I guess, coz they were still getting ready and KJ was the first one to get done.)

KJ: Hyung, you’re here. How did you meeting go? (He had his two thumbs up)

Manager-nim: It went good.

YS: Yeah, like he says.

Manager-nim: Let’s get going YS, and get you ready for the shoot.

YS: ye~~

HJB: Hyung Hyung~~ your back already. Did you do it? Did you sign it?

HJ: Ya~~ can you stop bothering YS and go back to your corner.

(HJ was right next to YS who’s hair was being done by a stylist.)

HJB: Araso!

HJ: So how did it go?

YS: It was okay, we discussed the concept of the show and signed a couple of paper works.

HJ: That’s good. I’m proud of you man.

YS: Thanks! I’ll be needing some of your help from now on.

HJ: Sure, don’t hesitate to come and ask me. I’ll be glad to help you out bro.

Stylist: Your done! Do you want me to put more hairspray on this part?

HJ: Ani, that’s fine noona. Kansahamida

Stylist: YS-shi~~ your up next.

YS: Ye~~~

Scene: Destination

Director: Well, this is it guys. We’re going to assign you the countries that each and everyone of you will be staying and going.

YS: ( Raising his hand, like a little student who wanted to answer or ask a question.)

Director: Yes, YS-shi?

YS: How long are we really going to stay over to that country?

Director: It all depends on the mission and how well you played your part of the program. there are situations and missions that you have to do. You also get to choose, either you want to go back or end the program at all. It’s a survival kind of thing.
YS: Oh okay.

Director: Any more question?

( Nobody answered, so the assistant director started passing out a couple of folders to each and everyone, who was a cast member of the program. )

YS: ( Reading the content ) Pelepins? Chinchao? But don’t we have a fan club over there? What if they might notice me? Manager-nim~~~

Manager-nim: Yeah? What’s wrong?

YS: Don’t we have a fans club in the pelepins?

Manager-nim: Hmmm, I heard that you guys have a couple of fans over there.

YS: Then how will this thing work? How can I become the ordinary transfer student in this country?

Manager-nim: I’m pretty sure they assigned you somewhere there wont be any trouble like that.

YS: Are you sure?

Manager-nim: Remember~~~ that person right there ( Pointing at the director ) His someone who plans everything out, before making a move. Haven’t I told you that already?

YS: Oh okay~~~ If you say so, but if things really get worst.. I’m so out of this program.

Manager-nim: Don’t worry about that too much! Most importantly right now is to concentrate and prepare yourself for your departure.

Scene: Departure

HJB: Hyung, don’t forget to call me? Araso?

YS: Why? Are you my mother?

HJ: Yeah, you should give us a call and let us know how is it over there.

YS: Yeah, for sure.

HJB: Wae.. Wae? How come when HJ hyung said it you agreed instantly.

YS: He sounded more reasonable for me to call, than the way you said it.

JM: I think our maknae is already starting to miss our dear Prince.

HJB: ( Did a fake sob )

KJ: What a cry baby…

HJB: I was just joking~~ gosh!

HJ: Pssssh, joking..? Lets see tonight, who’s gonna start looking for YS!

( All of them were looking at HJB and HJB only. )

HJB: No wont and stop staring at me.

YS: OK, I have to leave now.. I have to be there early to talk with the director.

HJ: Isn’t he going with you?

YS: Of course he has too~~

KJ: What about the others? Who’s going to be with them?

YS: Well, I was picked to be the first one to go.. Other idol’s wont be filming til I get done. Great? Right?

JM: Wow, this project must be a big one. I mean, you guys are sent out overseas. That’s a lot of FUND!

YS: You guys are not helping me at all. Knowing that it is a big project, makes me even more nervous that I’m doing it and I’m the very first one to do it too.

Manager-nim: Okay guys, your just making him more paranoid.. Let’s go Saengie-ah!

HJB: Don’t forget to call us hyung~~~~

YS: Ye, araso!

KJ: Have a safe trip!

HJ: Don’t be too nervous

JM: Don’t forget to get us something nice, when you come back

(YS already got into the VAN, he seemed to be spacing out.. Next thing he knew, he was already standing in front of his director, who was talking to continuously without stopping one bit to even breath. He was really amazed by it and just kept on staring at him. He didn’t even gasp a thing he said.)

Director: Are you listening?

YS: Oh, sorry director-nim.

Director: Are you okay kid?

YS: Yeah, well.. Truthfully, I’m quite a little nervous.

Director: That’s okay.. This is your first time being away with your fellow group. I wouldn’t expect you to be alright right away and feel comfortable with it, but you’ll get used to it, trust me.

YS: Kansahamida director-nim, please take care of the inexperienced me

Director: Don’t worry kid. I got your back.

(The Director had calm down the nervous YS. His very much comfortable with the situation that his actually in.. Having to leave and experience this new line of work. Having to be away with his fellow members and doing his own activity has made him realized, that his carrier has gone one step farther this time. He wishes this project could really be a successful one and he promised himself, that he will do everything he can to make it a successful one and he can finally proved it to his fans that he can do this for them and he will do it til the end. He also thought that if this show become a top rating one. He isn’t just putting his name to be known, but also his fellow members.)

YS: It’s my turn to put our name on top and be recognize once more.

To be continued.

Chapter 33

2009-11-14T00:40:00.000-08:00

Scene: Hospital

( HB & YJ spoke in unison towards Jinwoo, who they all found sitting
beside Melanie's bed in the hospital room. )

HB & YJ: She okay? ( looking @ each other )

Jinwoo: Yeah, the doctor already gave something to put her in a calm condition, and now she's finally sleeping. She was too in shock and that made her fainted earlier. I didn't know she would have reacted like this seeing an idol. I didn't even know she was that of a fan of you guys, since she never spoke of you before.

( YJ & HB who knew exactly why Melanie-shi had fainted, stayed quite in their distant corners. HB can see HJ glaring at her from the spot she was standing at. Moments later, she also spotted KJ who was standing right next to YS, trying to avoid her eyes meeting his. KJ couldn’t take it any longer and left the room. HB was not about to let him go for the second time, and followed him right away. She hated seeing him like that, having the sad expression on his face, because since she had known KJ, the kid was unbelievably happy all the time, and always have that smile on his face. He might not be the typical person who would just joke around out of nowhere, but he definitely had his own charm, that charmed to make a person happy. HB from all people was once comforted by his charm, that particular smile that could make a horrible thing become just fine. If it weren’t for KJ staying by HB's side, then she wouldn’t have able to survive being right next to HJ at all those times. It was because of that boy, HB was able to cope herself being close to the person she loved, but in a horrible painful situation. Having to endure the pain for awhile, KJ has never left her once in that painful situation she was in. She even thought of this herself, if she had to pick between KJ and HJ, then she would pick KJ instantly, but she also couldn't make a fool of herself, because she knows that in her heart, it only shouts out for HJ, yeah.. that exact person who puts her in a painful situation most of the time. The same person who made her think, that love is a hurtful thing to have.)

HB: Kyu-shi~ stop right there. ( Ordering at him, as if he was a robot and she was the controller remote of him. )

KJ: ( She can hear HB’s foot step getting near him.. ) Stop, Hye Jung~~

HB: ( Stunned ) What did you just called me?

(HJ seeing HB going after KJ, he too stepped out of the room... SH, who was right next to HJ saw him coming out and wanted to follow him, then YJ wasn't about to stay still inside that room and went outside too. Now the 5 of them are facing each other. )

HJ: Hwang~~

SH: ( Caught HJ's hands ) We need to talk

HJ: ( Looking at his brother ) Whatever it is, let's talk about it later.

YJ: SangHwan~~ ( terrified ) What are you doing?

SH: His my brother and he has the right to know.

( HB, KJ and HJ turned their focused on SH and YJ )

HJ: Know about what?

SH: Jongyi~~

YJ: Stoppppppppppppppp~~

SH: His not your son HJ. His mine.

HJ: ( Shocked, looking at YJ to confirmed ) What? is this true YJ? So it was all true? JY was really never my son?

( YJ run into HJ's arms and came down onto her knees, asking for his forgiveness. )

YJ: Oppa~~~ chincha~~ I didn't mean for this to happened. I didn't know you and SH were brothers and and... I just~~ I just don't know what's going on anymore.. Oppa! Pleaseeee forgive me. ( crying out loud for forgiveness... )

SH: YJ-shi~~ get up!

( HJ didn't even looked at her, he was too confused… angry? He doesn’t even know what he was feeling. How could this be happening? Was faith of life really that messed up to him? or for the all of them? )

KJ: Noona~~ Noona~~

( HB was in shocked and her legs started to get weaken, she fell over almost to the ground. But KJ was fast enough to catch her, before she could hit the bare ground. )

KJ: Kwenchana? ( Shaking HB ) Noona~~~

HB: ( Got back to her senses ) Oh, yeah yeah... ( Looking at YJ who was on her knees just below HJ, who didn't even care at the lady beneath him. )

( HB got up and started walking towards HJ. She stopped right in front of him, she then bend over to help YJ, who was kneeling down. But HJ seeing that view, he caught HB's hands before she could help YJ and dragged her away from the 3 people who were surrounding them. )

KJ: ( grabbed HB's hands on the other side. )

HJ: KJ-shi~~ let go of her ( He looked like he was being possess by a demon. )

KJ: No~~ where are you taking her?

HJ: I said let her GOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ( He yelled loudly at KJ )

HB: KJ-shi~~ it's okay. ( Scared )

( KJ was exchanging his looks from HJ to HB's eyes. He knew right then, when he let's go of her hands, HB will never come back to his side anymore.)

HJ: Kyu Jong~~ don't make me say it again.

HB: KJ-shi~~ pleaseee, just let go

( KJ finally gave up, coz of the look that she saw in HB's face. )

Scene: Where are you taking me?

( The both of them got out of the Hospital and end up somewhere in a park near by. )

HB: Ya~~~ can you stop dragging me. Let go~~ your hurting me.

( HJ who finally had cool down a bit, realized that he was gripping her a bit too tight. He lets go of her right after noticing it. )

HJ: Bian~~

HB: Why did you dragged me out here?

HJ: I dunno, I just felt like.. I needed to get out of there and I needed you to be right next to me right now.

HB: I'm not your personal assistant anymore, and even if I was still your assistant.. This kind of things isn't included in the job. ( She got up from the chair that they were sitting at )

HJ: ( Sniffing~~ a tears were dropping.. ) Please, stay with me~~~ even just for now

( HB couldn't resist him, she was in a situation just like before again... She couldn't hold herself but to be on his side once again. How could he left a man like that? He obviously need her that time, and she knows that too. )

HJ: Noona, is my life really that messed up? Even my path of life has to be against me?

HB: Don't say that... you just took a path that wasn't too easy. Life was never easy to start off.

HJ: I'm sorry~~~

HB: For what?

HJ: For putting you in so much pain. For having you meet me in this horrible path.

HB: Yeah, you should feel sorry... Because of you, I had to go thru a lot of hard ship and pain. ( Trying to joke around a little, to make the atmosphere a little better )

HJ: Really noona, I'm sorry for what I have to put you thru... I didn't know you were suffering that much, coz of me. Sorry, that I didn't noticed the feelings you had in me and completely ignored the kindness you showed me.

HB: Regrets, Regrets... They do come in late and last

HJ: The only thing I never regretted in this horrible path I took, was having to meet you noona. I never in life have realized how precious it is to love someone. Specially having to love someone like you.

( HB just stared at HJ's face and blinking her eyes a hundred times. )

HJ: ( slid down a little bit more to get a closer look at HB's face and finally when he reached almost to her lips... He planted a passionate kiss attack on her. )

HB: ( Shocked )

HJ: I love you Hwang Bo Hye Jung and no matter what.. this feeling ( grabbing her hand and landed it on his chest for her feel the heart beat of his own heart ) will never changed. Having a kid or not.. being a super star KHJ or not. Having to take another path, I would still find that exact path you took...just to be with you. I will love you til this path to another. I promise you that noona.

Anon: Oh man, this is really some good stuff. ( changing the battery from his video cam )

To be continued…..

Chapter 32

2009-11-09T01:55:00.000-08:00

Scene: Go find them

Jinwoo: Babe! Kwenchana?

HJ's brother: I think we need to take her to the hospital right now, she doesn't look good to me.

JM: What about the others?

HJ's brother: JM-shi~~ go tell SH and YJ. HJB-shi~~ go find HJ and HB. YS-shi~~ go search for KJ.

3 guys: OK, we will meet you back out here hyung.

HJ's brother: Yeah!

Scene: His mine?

SangHwan: It is possible YJ, I wouldn’t be here standing in front of you right now, if everything... if this was impossible, then you wouldn't be seeing me right now.

YJ: You don’t understand… This can’t be happening.. That means your HJ’s brother, that means... Otokie!

SangHwan: Oh yeah, how did you know my brother? And why is your kid calling my brother dad? Wait~~ could it be that~~~ His? His… ( Grabs YJ in her shoulder and they both faced in front of each other )

YJ: ( Tears ) His… His.. Yours? yeah.. JY is your son.

SangHwan: ( Shocked ) Mi…Mi.. MINE?

YJ: I cant believe this~~~ This is too unreal.

SangHwan: What relationship do you have with my brother? Could it be~~ ( trying to recall something.. ) His the guy that you were talking about before? the first time I meet you?

( SH and YJ meet up at the club was a complete coincidence. YJ was a bit problematic at that time, she got quite a few shots already and when SH suddenly sat right next to her to get himself a drink too.. She started looking at him so weird, since SH is someone who looks like HJ. SH finally noticed it that she was looking at him so weird and started asking her why she was looking at him so weirdly like that, then that's when they both started talking to each other. YJ finally had someone to vent out her problems, SH in the other hand kind of felt pity towards her and went along and drunk with her and stayed by her side. Both got drunk and ended up in a hotel. That's when everything changed. )

YJ: ( Still crying and just nodded to confirm the person in front of him )

( JM suddenly came in the scene and told them about Melanie has to be taken to the hospital. )

YJ: What?

JM: Jinwoo hyung already left… We should get going and follow Jinwoo hyung to the hospital.

Scene: Can you see me?

HB: Kyu-shi?

( HJ looked at the direction HB was looking at and found nothing but KJ who was hiding not too far from them and started running away. HB separated herself from HJ quickly to go after KJ. )

HJ: Hye Jung~~~ ( He yelled out her name so loud, like ordering her to stop. )

( HB didn’t even heard a thing from HJ, she just wanted to catch up with KJ as fast as she can before the young man disappears from her sight. She saw KJ’s face and it didn’t looked happy at all. HB left Korea without saying a word from the boys, and to be honest, HB felt a lot guilty for not saying anything to KJ, who has always been there for her all those times, when she was on the ground, nobody else was there to picked her up.. the only shoulder she could cry on.. The only person who understood what she truly felt inside other than him. He was the only person who was there completely. )

HB: KJ-ah~~ where are you? ( Looking around the area, hoping to see KJ )

KJ: ( Hiding.. Not far from where HB was standing.) Noona, stop looking for me.. ( Whispered )

( HJ finally caught up with HB and grabbed her by the hands once again. )

HJ: What’s wrong with you?

HB: Stop grabbing me like that.. ( Still looking around.. )

KJ: ( Listening.. )

HJ: Can you stop looking around for once and face me?

HB: I need to find KJ-shi~~~

HJ: Is he really that important to you right now? That’s why your acting like this? You just rushed down and followed him?

HB: Moya?

HJ: You didn’t even heard me calling out your name so loud.

HB: Ahhh, chincha~~ How could you think about this right now.. When your brother is off somewhere. Who knows what could happen to him. ( Still looking around.. )

HJ: KJ is not a kid anymore… He can find his way back, if he wants to. His smart and knows what to do if his lost.

HB: You don’t understand.

HJ: I don’t understand WHAT? What is it that I don’t understand… coz when we’re just hugging each other earlier.. I thought you understood my feelings and I understand yours.

HB: So you think this situation is just like that? Just hugging each other and everything could be just fine? You don’t even know how many people could get hurt.

HJ: Who? Kyu Jong? What do you want me to do? Just give you up? Coz my brother likes you? Is that it?

HB: What are you talking about? Instead of talking non sense, have you forgotten you have responsibilities towards your kid and YJ? Why did you even followed me when I run out? Wasn't it obvious I didn't want us to be in the same room? Having to leave without saying a word.. wasn't it enough to show you that I didn't want us to see each other ever again?

HJ: I have responsibilities towards JY and not his mother. I run out because I wanted an answer straight from you.

HB: What difference does it make? You have a son and a mother who is longing for you. Why can’t you see that?

HJ: You really asking me why I can’t see that?

HB: Yes, I left because I wanted you to see what you have in front of you.

HJ: Since you left, I couldn’t see anything but you… The reason why I can’t see YJ is because of you. The reason why I’m so confused and wasn’t myself is because of you. The reason why I came all the way here is because of you… There is no other reason why I’m here in front of you right now… other than YOU. Now I want to ask you noona, can you see me? Can you? Can you see that I'm here because of you?

( KJ’s tears slid down, upon hearing the words that came out from his hyungs true feelings. Now he understand how much HJ felt for HB. Tears were continuously falling for the fact that he knows how much of an amazing woman HB is and they both love her, but at this point, he doesn‘t have her heart. His tears was because he know damn right from the start, that HB's heart has always been to HJ and HJ only. )

HB: Why are you doing this~~~ why do you always make me feel so trap?

HJ: I’m not trapping you~~~ Just let it go noona.. I know you can see me, you were the only person who can truly see me from the start. Or is it because you just don't want to?

HB: You can never understand what I feel.. don't you? You claim that you don't see anything but me? but you can't even see that... It's not because I don't want too, but because the more I see the real you.. the more pain I feel inside. Knowing that if I stayed by your side... it could cause even more pain not just to me, but to other people too.

HJ: Why do you always have to put other people? Why do they have to be involved for what we felt for each other.

HB: It's because.. they aren't just someone else to you~~ they're apart of you.

HJ: Does this mean, that you can't accept me? Because of my PAST?

HB: It's not about accepting you, but this is what's RIGHT! I left, because it was the only right thing to do.

HJ: If that's how it goes? If that's what you think? then I don't know anything that's RIGHT, other than having you in my life noona. That's the only right thing for me, and nobody can changed that.. and not even you.

( It was silent for a long time, coz HB couldn't replay to him and not a single word came out, but HJB suddenly appeared out of nowhere and told them about Melanie's situation, how she had to be taken to the hospital. YS too finally noticed KJ who was stoned out and grabbed him silently, before the other 3 notices them. )

YS: I think you need to be taken to the hospital too. ( Silently holding on to KJ )

HB: Chincha? Melanie-shi?

HJB: Yeah! She passed out.

TO BE CONTINUED.....

Chapter 1 and 2

2009-11-06T21:32:00.000-08:00

All for the love of GREEN PEAS

Chapter 1

( Heo Young Saeng have signed up for a new variety show called "Foreign Exchanged Student" it said to be a new show that’s going to be airing soon in Korea. The whole concept of this new show is that a couple of chosen idols will be sent out of the country and experience other cultures, while learning something new. PD’s have already decided to which countries these famous idols might end up going and where they could be staying in while being there. As a foreign exchanged student, they would be needing a host family to stay in. Being the reality show it is, the idols have to be living like they’re real foreign exchanged students.)

YS: Hyung, do I really have to do this? I mean, why can’t baby do it? Or Joongie-ah? His the variety show person. You know I don’t like appearing much in reality shows.

Manager: I’m sorry that I have to put you up on this. I have so many complains from your fans, that they rarely see you doing your own activities. Plus, you were being requested for this show and I didn’t made any arrangement for it to happen. If you really don’t want to do this, like you usually refuse to do something by your own, then you might have to talk about it with Joongie-ah. If his willing… that’s if he is willing to do it, then I’ll talk to the PD’s for some changes. Though I highly doubt leader would want to take this reality show offer of yours.

YS: Joongie is pretty busy with his own stuff right now too. Damn, what a bad timing for it… Ahh! What about Jung Mal-shi? This kind of concept of the show would be perfect for him? Don’t you think hyung?

Manager: I agree, Initially.. I was thinking they would have picked Jung Min for it, but JM has been casted with a new musical play. Baby is busy with MC-ing and DJ-ing, while Kyu Jong is very busy with his new drama role.

YS: Aish~~ Chincha! They only picked me coz I’m the only one that doesn’t have any solo activity.

Manager: I don’t think so YS-shi~~ I know the director and producer for this program and they’re not someone who would just randomly pick anyone without any reasons. He specially studies all the possible cast and I believe you’re perfect for this show.

YS: No matter how I look at it Hyung, I just don’t think this kind of concept fits me. You know how shy I am all the time. How am I going to survive out there? I barely even talk.

Manager: Thats why it’s a perfect task for you. Your role is going to be a foreign student. You don’t really have to be anything but yourself trying to learn something new. It’s a reality show after all.

YS: Ahhh~~~ Chincha! I just don’t know what to do anymore.

Manager: Oh! By the way.. I already told them you would take it.

YS: What? You did what?

Manager: Hehehe, I kind of already know you wouldn’t have any choice but to say YES.

YS: Ahhh! I’ve been TRICK.

Manager: Oh shut up, this variety show could actually help you. Plus, it’s time to show your individual charm to your beloved fans. I’m pretty sure its something they all have been waiting for.

YS: Fine Fine Fine… I’m gonna do it.

Manager: Really? Your going to do it foreals?

YS: Because I love my fans so much, that I’m willing to do this for them. I will definitely show them my charm.

Manager: That’s my boy. Okay, I have to leave now and make a fix arrangement with the director.

YS: Eh? I thought you just said.. You already made the decision?

Manager: Hahaha, you got trick again.

YS: Hyung~~~ Watch, a mah get you next time.

(The manager-nim was running away from YS and went to go settle out everything with the producers and directors of the variety show. YS was left in the same spot thinking about the upcoming job that his about to take.)

YS: Ahhhh~~~ otokie? What have I got myself into now. Heo Young Saeng~~ can you really do this?

To be continued…..

Chapter 2

(That same day YS couldn’t sleep and stayed up til the maknae of the group came home tired, from his own individual activity that night.)

HJB: Oh crap~~ Hyung~~ you scared me. How come your still up?

YS: I couldn’t sleep. How’s work for you?

HJB: It was okay. Were you listening to me? ( Smiled cutely )

YS: Nah, I was too scared I might not able to go to sleep at all, after hearing you over the radio. It’s not like I don’t get enough of that voice of you out here at home.

HJB: Yaa~~~ Anyways, I heard from manager-nim your going to be appearing in a variety show. That’s great hyung.

YS: I guess…

HJB: You don’t sound too happy about it.

YS: Not that I’m not grateful for this opportunity that just landed to me, but it’s just that.. I don’t know if I can do it. I’m always nervous when the cameras strikes at me. I'm sure you already know that.

HJB: Well, it should be a good thing for you to get used to it. I bet your fans will be happy about this hyung.

YS: That’s mainly the reason why I took it. I want to show my fans that I can do stuff like this too. I want to repay them for their earnest and loyal support towards me.

HJB: That’s it hyung… Just think of your fans. I get my motivations from them too.. Aside from my family and you guys~~~ They're my ONE main source of motivation.

YS: Yeah, I really do have to step up from now on.

HJB: Aja Aja Fighting~~

YS: Eh? I think your tired. Let’s go to sleep.

HJB: Fighting~~~

YS: Just shut up and go to bed.

HJB: Aja Aja!

YS: ( Giving baby the look... Like, if your gonna say another word! your getting it for sure)

HJB: Araso Araso, Good night hyung~~ see you tomorrow.

YS: I hope not~~~

HJB: Maybe not tomorrow, but in your dreams tonight

YS: Oh don't scare me like that.

HJB: Night!

The next day….

Manager-nim: YS-shi~~ let’s go! We have to meet up with the director today and sign some papers.

YS: Araso hyung.

( The both of them had finally ended up meeting with the Director and Producer of the certain show. They all greeted each other politely and started to discuss everything that was need to be discussed. )

Producer: YS-ah~~ Just sign out here and everything should be settled now.

( YS was hesitating for a moment and looked up into his manager's direction. As if he was trying to confirm to him, if he should sign it. )

Manager: What's wrong?

YS: Nothing~~ ( He finally signed the contract that was presented in front of him )

(Everyone was clapping their hands, to show a warm welcome to YS. The director finally said his greeting personally and has expressed himself to how excitedly he is to have YS, and him becoming apart of this new variety show.)

Scene: Inside at the SS501 van

Manager-nim: See~~ I told you his not someone who would just pick randomly.

YS: The director seemed to be really excited about me becoming apart of his show.

Manager-nim: Maybe he got a feeling, that your just the RIGHT person to make this new reality show a HIT.

YS: Oh thanks manager-nim~~~ you just planted a major pressure on me, before I could even start the SHOW! Oh thank you so much for that.

Manager-nim: Oh come on now~~ Have a little CONFIDENCE KID! Oh yeah, didn't they picked the country that your going?

YS: No, not yet. I hope it will be US. Last time we went.. I really really did enjoyed that time. I'm currently getting better with my ENGLISH too. I just have to get used to speaking it.

Manager-nim: See, forcing you guys to speak ENGLISH with each other is a good thing.

YS: I guess you made your point now.

Manager-nim: Sure I did~~~ I never let you guys do something, that doesn’t benefit you guys in the future.

YS: OKAY hyung~~ let's stop praising ourselves now. Hahaha!

Manager-nim: I'm just saying~~~ that this one isn't something that you wont be benefiting at the end either.

YS: I know I know~~~

to be continued....

Chapter 31

2009-10-31T00:02:00.000-07:00

Let's start the chapter 31 with some SS501 Love Like This MV :]

Credit: Shibogurl @ YT

Scene: 3 brothers

(HJ took the laptop and started typing YJ's full name. A lot of things popped up, but HJ found what he was looking for and started writing down the address of a certain location.)

HJ: Hey, you guys can go ahead~ I need to go somewhere.

HJ's brother: ya~ ~ Oh! your not going anywhere bro.

HJ: I just really need to go take care of something.

HJ's brother: You know it's rare for the 3 of us brothers to be together now a days & Jinwoo-shi even offered to go have fun at his place. Can that business of yours be taken care of tomorrow? C'mon now bro, didn't you say you were here for a vacation?

(HJ couldn't say anything to his brother, it's true that they rarely see each other now. Being busy with their own jobs and having to be separated in thousand of miles away, they surely haven’t had that bonding time as brothers as they used to back then.)

HJB: Uhmm, not to interrupt or anything, but did hyung just said ~~ 3?

HJ's brother: Yeah, the 3 of us. Me, HJ & Sanghwan

Sanghwan: Yo!

HJB: Am I missing something here?

JM: Apparently, your the only one who doesn’t know, coz once again~~~ your the clueless person who or any of us out here could ever meet in our their whole entire life.

HJB: Soooo you mean~~ HJ hyung, Sang hwan hyung and you are real brothers?

HJ's brother: Yes, we're real brothers. Well, me & HJ here have the
same mother, while Sanghwan has a different mom. We're half brothers
to Sanghwan.

JM: Can you not see the resemblance between the 3 of them? Don't they
look like triplets to you? Gosh, I could have never thought, that you would come out as clueless as like this. You're the WORST!

HJB: wae wae? Kyu Jong hyung and leader looks a lot a like, but
they aren’t related.

KJ: What? ( Protesting about what HJB-shi was just talking about, but he was being ignored )

JM: But c’mon now.. These 3 brothers are just obviously related to each
other. They got uncles face. Look~~ ( Pushing the 3 brothers together.)
HJB: Now with this view, they do look like triplets.

HJ: Come to think about it, from this view too~~ Baby looks like a TURTLE.

SangHwan: Now that you have mentioned it~~ I kind of now see that too

HJ's brother: Indeed

HJB: It's no doubt, that you guys are brothers. ( Runs off to YS )

HJ: Where you going baby~~~ why are you hiding.. ( Smiling like he was planning to do an attack )

HJB: Hyung~~ protect me.

YS: Ya~~ why are you hiding behind me.. get off ( Trying to push HJB away from him )

( SangHwan was a son from HJ's fathers affair from another women. After SangHwan's mom died, they took SangHwan and brought him home. SangHwan's mom was being abandoned by her own family, because of her love affair situation to a married man. SangHwan stayed at HJ's house for awhile til HJ was finally born. Their gap wasn't even really that far apart. The 3 of them had spent each other lives as if they were full blooded brothers. But things changed, when SangHwan's grandparents came along and took him. They sent him to US to stud. SangHwan's grandparents are actually very wealthy and wanted SangHwan to be their successor, since his the only eldest grandson of the family. )

Scene: Appa~~~

Ding Dong Ding Dong...

Melanie: Chakaman~~~ ( Opened the door ) Unnie~~~

HB: Do I have a choice? hahaha

Melanie: Nope!

Jongyi: HB Noona~~ Annyeonghasaeyo

HB: Jongyi-shi~~~

YJ: Unnie, your here~~

( A little awkward, but Melanie saved the atmosphere and kept them both busy with the preparations. )

HB: Yeah, Melanie told me about a gathering that's going to happen tonight and she needed my help. How's the apartment hunting?

YJ: Oh! that... Still looking. But I've seen a couple that I'm interested with, so far~~ I still need to look for more options.

HB: True, the more options you have.. the better. Plus, you should get somewhere that isn't too far from the store or a school for JY.

YJ: Yeah, that's what I was planning on doing. I was around searching somewhere close to the store too earlier.

Melanie: Wasn't there a open condo building close to our store? Have you been into that one?

YJ: I saw one, but I don't think it was the same place you were talking about.

(While the 3 ladies were talking and JY was watching TV... the main door swung opened and a couple of chattering guys were entering the main door one by one.)

JY: Appa~~~~~~~~~~~ ( runs towards HJ) MOM, dad's here.

(YJ, HB and Melanie looked at each other before looking at the new arrival of visitors.. )

HJ: Jongyi-ah~~

YJ: HJ-ah?

HB: Joongie-shi?

KJ: Hwang BO noona?

SangHwan: YJ-shi?

Melanie: Oh boy~~ ( Fainted )

Jinwoo: Hon~~~ are you okay?

Scene: It's really you

( HB grabbed her stuff and immediately searched for her EXIT. )
KJ: Noona~~ where you going?

HJ: JY-ah, i'll be back okay?

HJ's brother: ( grabs HJ's arms ) What the hell is going on?

HJ: I can't explain it right now.. I have to go after her. Please hyung~~ I can't let her go any father away from me anymore.
(HJ's brother felt the serious emotions that his little brother was feeling inside and loosen his grip. He has never seen HJ this serious before..)

SangHwan: Why are you here?

YJ: ( Looking at the man in front of him closely )

SangHwan: You don't remember me?

YJ: ( Flashing back at that one NIGHT they both first meet each other ) -gasp- OTOKIE... OTOKIEE... OTOKIEEE... it's really you..

JY: Mom~~ I'm thirsty

YJ: ( Immediately grabbed JY away from SangHwan. ) Mommy will get it for you baby.

( SangHwan was looking at the little boy in front of him and no matter how much you look at them, JY looks more like a COPY cut of SangHwan than HJ. )

SangHwan: Is there something you wanna tell me? Why is this KID calling my brother APPA?

YJ: ( Whispered at JY's ears ) Go to the room first okay?

JY: Okay~~~

SangHwan: What the heck is going on?

( YJ grabbed SangHwan and took him out of the place.)

YJ: You want to know what's going on? do you still remember that one night we have spent together?

SangHwan: I do~~ that day when you left the hotel we stayed in without even saying anything... not a number.. not an address I could contact you. Nothing~~

YJ: What are you talking about? Your the one who left me in that hotel without saying anything.. not even a word.

SangHwan: I never left you~~~ I wrote a note to you in the table.. Saying, I will be right back to go get us something to eat. Right when I came back.. You were gone already~~ not even a NOTE I saw at that HOTEL.

YJ: Liar Liar Liar~~~ stop it. You never left anything.... All your stuff was GONE.. not even a SINGLE thing from you were to be found in the HOTEL, so stop telling me this.

SangHwan: Of course not a single thing you‘ll find that was from me in the hotel.. What did you wanted me to do? GO naked in the streets? I never left you, and I'm not that kind of person who would just leave. I even went to that club countless of times. Hoping I might bump into that same girl who I have spent a wonderful night with. None of the people knew you... nobody can tell me where you were. Even up until now, I still go to that same CLUB once in awhile to see, if it's possible... that one day I might see you again.

YJ: That can't be true.... It's too impossible..

Scene: Stop running away...

HJ: ( grabs HB ) Hye Jung STOP it~~~

HB: Let go of me....

HJ: I don't want too

HB: Kim Hyun Joong~~ let go of me...

(KJ was behind them, he was about to go and do something about the situation, but before he could take another step. HJ already grabbed HB and held her tightly in his arms.)
HJ: Stop it already noona. Stop running~~ No matter what you do~~ I'm still going to find you.

( They both stood still at that scene for awhile. HB never thought being hugged tightly with someone who she initially wanted to avoid seeing could feel so warm and secure. She wanted to let go and separate herself from him, but her body wouldn‘t move an inch from the position she was in. Her brain keeps telling her to get away, but her body wasn‘t responding at all. She became too weak and just rested herself on his chest, listening to nothing but his heart beat. )

KJ: Why do I feel like crying? Noona~~ do you really love Hyung for you to run away like this?

To be continued….

Let's END the chapter 31 with this amazing MV :]

Credit: Sweetjunki @ YT

Chapter 30

2009-10-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

Scene: Unknown Planet

Melanie: Annyeongsaeyo unnie~~

HB: ( Spaced Out )

Melanie: ( Waving her hands in front of HB’s face ) Unnie? Kwenchana?

HB: Oh! Melanie-shi~~ you’re here already? Annyeong

Melanie: Yeah, I’ve been standing here for about 5mins now. Are you okay?

HB: Yeah, just thinking about something.

( Melanie grabbed HB and went into a place at the store were nobody can hear them both )

Melanie: Are you sure unnie? That your really okay?

HB: Yeah~~~

Melanie: Unnie~~ I know what happened and if you wanna talk about it, then I’m more than happy to listen to you.

HB: Thank you~~ but really~~ I’m okay. I was just thinking about the school I’m going to be enrolling next opening. About what happened~~ It already happened and if anything… YJ is the one that really needs our help right now.

Melanie: Unnie~~~ Chincha!! Chincha~~ I really admire you.

HB: Huh? Waeyo?

Melanie: I can’t believe someone like you could ever be EXISTING in this world. He must be really that stupid to let someone like you go.

HB: Eh?

Melanie: Come here unnie~~ you deserve a big hug!

( HB was still confused to why Melanie was acting like that, but she didn't protest nor instigate even more. With Melanie’s warmth hug, HB felt a little better. She surely needed one, after hearing what was going on. The scandal news seemed to have gotten her back in a position in which she was avoiding back in Korea from the beginning. )

Linda: Excuse me~~

Melanie: Oh, Linda? What is it?

Linda: Sorry, but the Kim couple are here.

HB: Oh yeah, they were the couple I told you the other time.

Melanie: Ahh~~ yeah, they made an appointment with me today. Sorry unnie, but I have to go entertain them now.

HB: Don’t worry about me~~ go ahead, they’re waiting. I need to finish doing the inventory with the new arrivals too.

Melanie: Yeah, Linda give HB unnie the list. OK?

HB: She gave them to me already. Thanks Linda

Melanie: Oh okay good. I’ll check them later on then.

( Melanie went and entertained her visitor, while HB was still left at that same spot thinking. )

HB: *Sigh* Just when I thought I could be free and start a new life. Here comes a situation that seems to be so familiar. What should I do? Moved across to another unknown planet?

Scene: Back door

Sang Hwan: I think it would be safer, if we take the back door exit. When we came inside earlier, your fans were waiting outside.

HJB: Really? How do they know, that we’re here?

Lee Hong: I think your fans got the hi-tech radar device, just exclusively for you guys.

HJ: Sometimes fans are better in getting updates & infos, than those reporters.

HJB: Now that you mention it~~ there was a time that a fan said something about me and I didn’t even notice it myself, not til that certain fan pointed it out.

JM: Nah, your just clueless.

HJB: ( Gave JM the look )

JM: What?

HJB: Nothing~~

HJ’s brother: We should leave, before it gets even more crowded.

Lee Hong: I’ll go ahead and bring the car at the back.

Jinwoo ( Melanie‘s Fiancee ): Let’s go Lee Hong-ah

( The boys got out safely and went straight to the Hotel where they all met up, since they were riding two separate cars on the way back. )

Scene: Back at the HOTEL

HJ: Hyung~~ How does the internet works out here? It says I need a password.

Sang Hwan: You need to go down at the front desk area and ask for the password. Actually, I’ll do it instead. We have to check in for now anyways. Our other appointment got canceled, and I don’t want to drive back and forth.

HJ’s brother: What’s going on?

Sang Hwan: Oh, he needs to use the computer. But he needs an internet connection pass code. Wait, just use my laptop then. Lee Hong-ah~~~

Lee Hong: Yeah, what’s up Hyung?

Sang Hwan: The laptop was in the car? Right?

Lee Hong: Yeah, why?

Sang Hwan: Give me the car keys and a mah go down and get it, while you go ahead and check, if they still have rooms available.

Lee Hong: We’re staying out here? At this Hotel?

Sang Hwan: Yeah, unless you want to drive back?

Lee Hong: Hell no~~ Plus, aren’t we doing Karaoke later on?

Jinwoo: Yeah, at my condo. I can’t wait to see the reaction of my darling, when he finds out who’s all coming. She would probably be speechless. Wait, let me go call her right now and let her know we’re all coming later on.

Ring Ring Ring Ring…

Melanie: Hi honey~~

Jinwoo: Hi babe~~ you busy?

Melanie: Ani, just got done talking to a client.

Jinwoo: Really? Was it the Kim couple you were talking about?

Melanie: Yeah, they really do want me to designed her wedding dress.

Jinwoo: Really? That’s good. Congratulation babe.

Melanie: Thanks, oh did you want something? Or were you going to say something? Why is it loud over there.

Jinwoo: I’m still with my friends. But yeah, I invited them to come over later on. They wanna do karaoke and watch the baseball game.

Melanie: Really? But I haven’t cleaned up?

Jinwoo: It wont be til later and I have a surprise for you.

Melanie: Chincha? You do?

Jinwoo: Yup, and I’m pretty sure you’ll love it. I think you might even go speechless.

Melanie: I’m excited now. Araso, I’ll see you later on then… I have to get out early so I can clean up and prepare for later on.

Jinwoo: Okay babe~~ love you

Melanie: Love you too. Bye

Scene: Clean Clean Clean

Melanie: Unnie~~ I have to leave early today.

HB: Oh okay~~

Melanie: Jinwoo just called and told me last minute, that his bringing his friends. Oh yeah unnie~~~ favor!!

HB: What is it?

Melanie: Can you come? I need your help. YJ might not be home yet, coz she went to go look for apartments.

HB: Oh really? Yeah, sure~ After I’m done with the inventory.

Melanie: OK, just let them close. I’ll give you the address to my house. I have to go shop for food. See you later unnie~~ you better come.

HB: Hahaha, yeah~~ I will.

Melanie: Bye everyone.

To be continued.

Note: I don’t think she’ll be just SPEECHLESS! because SS501 are coming~~~ I think Melanie might even COLLAPSE! XD because of something MORE!

Chatting with the Otter Prince ( Chapter 1 )

2009-10-23T02:41:00.000-07:00

Chatting with the Otter Prince

It was one of those days, when you feel like something is about to happen. Your not a psychic of course, so you just ignored it. But somehow that feeling doesn't go away. Your heart started beating even faster, like you knew it was coming. For the second time you ignored it and proceed to whatever you were doing. Hmmm, should I go check out the International Fan site of SS501? I haven't really been checking about their latest update. Been really busy with school lately. Since I have a spare time right now, I should go take a look. Your heart started to beat abnormally again, and you keep thinking to yourself what is this? Do I have a heart problem or what? You decided to ignore that for the third time and tried to distract yourself. You finally decided to say hello to the few people who were online at the chat box.

"Hi everyone"

you greeted them and a few online chatter have noticed your presence, and replied respectfully to your greeting. But one screen name popped out and responded to your greeting as well. You were a bit shocked, for the screen named appeared to be Young Saeng. You have been to this site for awhile now and knew about a couple of rules. Surely one thing you remembered being one of those few rules was that nobody must use the 5members name as their screen names. Of course, you were there late, so you didn't have any idea what was going on before you even came.

Being the ignorant person you're, you told that person off.

" Hey, their are rules in this chat room that we all have to follow and one things for sure, it's not allowed out here to use the SS501 members name as your own screen name "

Everyone got quite and the person who was using the screen named replied back.

" I'm sorry, I didn't know about the rules. I’m new here and today is my first time being in this fan site. But what should I changed it into? Otter? Prince? I have those as my nickname, so should I use those instead? "

Still being the clueless one, you replied once again with a unmanneredly tone.

" You should have checked the rules first, before even started chatting out here and why are you asking me? Figure it out yourself "

The person replied back to you, though he felt like you were being intimidated by his presence at this point. He doesn’t even know why you were being so cold blooded towards him.

" Oh, I just wanted to hear your suggestion. But I guess I'll go with Otterprince then, since I can't really decide between the two. How about Otterprince everyone? Does this screen name fits me the best? "

Everyone started replying.

" YES ", "That's a cute SN oppa" , "It suits you best"

You were confused to why are they acting like that? Oppa? so his actually a guy? you started to type again.

" Your a guy? "

He replied back to you

" Last time I checked.. I'm pretty sure I was a guy. "

You thought to yourself, what a sarcastic guy he is. As much as you don't want to admit it, but you really do feel intimated by him, so you replied back.

"Hahaha, very sarcastic kiddo"

The man replied once again.

" What did you just called me? a Kiddo? How old are you by the way? "

You replied without hesitation.

" Why? interested much? Sorry, but I don't really entertain kids"

He laughed at your response.

" Kid? haha, what if I tell you I'm already 23? does that changed a thing? Would you talk to me more formal and not act like a little diva, just like what your doing right now? "

You got pissed and more irritated than you were just earlier. Your emotions were getting out of control, you were very fed up with what he just said towards you. But you know better that it would be pointless to keep arguing with him, so you just choose to leave the chat room and never said a word to them.

" Ahh~~ really~~ Who does he think he is? No wonder I felt like something was going to happened today and that's probably why my heart was beating so fast, it was to warn me about that JERK. "

To be continued.

Chapter 29

2009-10-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

Scene: Early Morning

( HB got into CAR and saw JY was playing in the back, right when she turn around her view bumped into YJ who gave her a warm welcome smile. )

HB: Good Morning~~

JY: Annyeongsaeyo~~

HB: Annyeong JY-shi

YJ: Morning unnie, did you had a good rest?

HB: Somewhat, I couldn't really sleep.

YJ: Jetlag?

HB: Yeah, maybe~~ Where are we going?

YJ: At the park, is that okay with you unnie?

HB: Yeah, so JY could play around while we catch up.

Scene: At the hotel

Ring Ring Ring...

HJ's brother: HJ-ah~

HJ: Hyung, we just got to the hotel.

HJ's brother: Araso, I'll meet you guys up over there. Just get yourself settled down and we'll all go have lunch together.

HJ: Oh okay, I'll see you guys later on then.

Scene: At the park

YJ: Unnie~~

HB: Kwenchana?

YJ: Eh?

HB: I heard about it and I figured out that's why you wanted to talk to me. Right?

YJ: *Shocked*

HB: Looking at JY & YOU right now. You must have made a difficult decision.

YJ: I did made a big decision that I'm really regretting a lot now.

HB: I understand

YJ: You do? * Confused *

HB: I understand the feeling of making a decision, that you know you’ll be regretting at the end. The feeling of giving up almost everything just for that person who's really important to you. I also understand the feeling of having to choose. Having to sacrifice for the happiness of someone who you care about.

YJ: Unnie, mianhaeyo~~~ I swear, I didn’t mean too. I Honestly didn’t know.

HB: Why are you saying sorry? You had to do, what you had to do. Right? It was all for your KID.

YJ: But still~~~ unnie I had my own greed and people got involved because of my selfish act.

HB: Don’t worry YJ-ah~~ Remember, your the one that told me before. I would only understand all of this stuff, when I have my own. I didn't really need to have my own to understand it. Just simply having to care about a certain someone so dearly, it can make you give up everything and do everything that you can just for that very person. I know you can get through this, just believe in yourself and think of your kid. He will be the one giving you the strength from now on.

( HB misunderstood what YJ was trying to tell her.. about being greedy.. she never thought that YJ was having her own greed upon wanting HJ back and not only for JY to have a father, but to also having her own selfish feelings included. Now HB is still under the belief of YJ saying all those things in the media just to PROTECT the boys and her kid. While YJ also thought that HB understood her feelings completely. What will this kind of misunderstanding led into? )

Scene: Melanie’s CONDO

Melanie: YJ-ah~~ JY-shi~~~

( Melanie opened the room door and found nobody was inside the room. )

Melanie: Where did they go? OMO~~~ did she left already? Otokie~~ Ugggh, I should have just told her last night. I didn’t want to bother her and the kid while they were resting. I was planning on telling her this morning. Ahhh, YJ-ah~~~ chincha! You always make me go crazy on worrying over you.

Ring Ring Ring

YJ: Yeoboseo?

Melanie: Ya, where are you?

YJ: Sorry, I took your car. I had to go somewhere really important.

Melanie: Did you meet HB unnie already?

YJ: Yeah~~

Melanie: Really?

YJ: Yeah, I’ll tell you later. I’m already on my way.

Melanie: Araso, drive safely. Bye. She sounded like everything went okay? What could have happened with their meeting?

( YJ and the kid arrived at Melanie’s condo. Melanie instantly grabbed YJ by the hand. )

Melanie: Ya~~~ pali pali! Spit it out.

YJ: Why are you being like this?

Melanie: Did you know that my brain almost exploded yesterday.

YJ: Huh?

Melanie: Yeah, because HB unnie actually saw the article scandal on the newspaper. Did you know?

YJ: Yeah, she told.

Melanie: So she’s okay with everything?

YJ: Yeah, she told me that I did what I had to do.

Melanie: Eh? Unnie said that?

YJ: Yeah, she did.

Melanie: Really? I don’t know but something is really not right. But anyways, I’m glad you got to solved everything with unnie already.

YJ: Yeah, I can somehow breath now. I was carrying that since back home. It really feels great to finally having to let it out.

Melanie: Good for you~~ Now, I have to get ready for work. Are you coming in today?

YJ: Ani, not today. I have to go and check for a open condo or an apartment

Melanie: Wae? You know that you can always stay here as long as you want.

YJ: Ya~~ your getting married in like less than 2weeks from now.

Melanie: So? It’s not like my Husband to be doesn’t know you.

YJ: Well, you know that I don’t really know him that much. We rarely see each other, since your husband to be works in the Navy. Oh yeah, he was the one who gave me your car keys, it was really nice of him to make us breakfast, while your butt was still asleep.

Melanie: Of course, that’s why I’m marrying him. Hahaha. He knows that you guys are like my family too.

Melanie Fiancee: Your marrying me because of what?

Melanie: Oh hon. ( Gave him a light kiss )

Melanie Fiancee: I would like to be in you guys conversation, but I have to meet up with my best man.

Melanie: Really?

Melanie Fiancee: Yeah, he called me this morning about his brothers are here and we’re going to have lunch together.

Melanie: Oh really? Okay. Tell him I said HI

Melanie Fiancee: Araso, bye ladies. JY where’s my HI-5

JY: *Hi-5*

Melanie Fiancee: Be good okay? Don’t let the ladies have a hard time.

JY: Ye, annyeongsaeyo

Melanie Fiancee: ( Came back to go kiss Melanie goodbye )

Melanie: Take care~~

YJ: Your so lucky, his a really nice guy.

Melanie: Don’t worry YJ-ah, you’ll find that special guy too.

YJ: Ani~~~ ( Looking at JY ) I found him already ( smiles ) JY-ah~~~ come here

Melanie: WHAT?

YJ: Yup, I did found my special guy and his right here ( Hugging JY tightly )

Scene: Korean BBQ

( Everyone meet up and did their individual greetings with each other. )

HJ’s brother: You guys sure it’s okay to eat out like this?

JM: It’s okay. We are very use to it now.

HJ’ brother: Don’t worry, I’ll go ahead and request for a separate room for us to eat.

KJ: Hyung~~~ you don’t have too

HJ: Yeah, hyung~~~ just let them eat outside.

HJB: Really?

HJ’s brother: Hahaha, seems like you guys haven’t changed a lot. It looks like the maknae still gets bullied.

HJB: Good thing hyung is here to save me. Right?

HJ: Who said his going to save you? You might have forgotten~~ that his brother. I got this character from him.

HJ’s brother: Ya~~ how could you compare me to you.

HJ: Don’t you feel honored? Your being compared with the famous KIM HYUN JOONG

Melanie’s Fiancee: Really, no doubt that you guys are brothers. Eventho this is my first time seeing you HJ-ah, but I already knew you’re his brother.

JM: Foreals tho, you guys are like TWINS!

HJ’s brother: I don't agree. I’m more handsome than this RASCAL!

HJ: *smirk*

Ring Ring Ring…

HJB: Someone’s phone is ringing

HJ’s brother: Oh sorry, it’s mine. Hold on, you guys just go ahead and I’ll just take this call.

Melanie Fiancee: Let’s go guys. Man, this kinda feels different. Being with a famous idol and everything.

KJ: Waeyo? Were normal people too hyung. Don’t be nervous. Hahaha

( Everyone was being seated and the side dishes were being distributed in the table one by one. )

HJ’s brother: Sang Hwan and Lee Hong-shi is coming

Melanie Fiancee: They’re?

HJ: Oh really? I thought his in San Francisco?

Melanie Fiancee: Those guys are really busy now a days. He better come to my wedding.

HJ’s brother: They’re here for a business meeting and I guess it got done early. I told him, to call me right after.

( Sang Hwan and Lee Hong entered the room.. )

HJ’s brother: Oh what do you know, speaking of the devils.

( HJ got up and gave the new comers a warm welcomed hugged. )

HJ: Hyung~~~ long time no see. I heard your a big time business man now.

Sang Hwan: You already know that I had no choice, since I inherited it.

HJ’s brother: Ya~~ we didn't came here to hear your sad fairy tale stories. Hahaha! Oh, Lee Hong-shi~~ how many girlfriends do you have now?

Lee Hong: Hyung, what are you talking about?

Melanie Fiancee: Ya~~ his not like you~~

( Everyone was really getting along and having a fun time, eating and just catching up. The boys has no clue that some of their fans were waiting for them to come out from the restaurant that they were eating at. After all, SS501 were international super start group and Triple S fans can’t be estimated. They have the perfect radar to detect the location of the boys wherever they may be across the world. )

To be continued.

KyuJong & Young Saeng's moment @ Seoul 2010 Spring Summer FW

2009-10-19T13:52:00.000-07:00

I miss my OTTERprince

KJ: Seriously? Are you MAD? ( Smiles )

YS: *Stares*

KJ: Hyung~~~ don't be like this~~ ( Continue smiling )

YS: *smirk* Your happy huh? your really happy aren't you?

YS: You see that person right next to you? Go talk to that person INSTEAD and stop bothering me.

KJ: Who?

KJ: Fine, I wont talk to you then.

YS: ( Looks away~ )

KJ: Why is YS hyung being so mean and in the bad mood today? Did he had a fight with Twacy-shi ?

YS: Man~~ Twacy still hasn't called me. I wonder what she's doing right now? She still mad at me?

Note: Hahahaha, what can I say? I just miss my hubby YS :)

Picture Credit: SS601 + wing wing @ wordpress

All in ONE go

2009-10-18T15:57:00.001-07:00

I haven't updated some of my K-POP obsession. :)

EpikHigh: They were able to released their new ALBUM not too long ago. I still don't have a copy of it, tho my friend bought the album. :) I should just tell him to make me a copy. LOL! But other than that~ I'm happy for Tablo and his future wife. ( Aren't they expecting a baby? )

2am: Jokwon got selected to be GA IN's ( BEG ) husband in WGM season 2. I saw the FIRST episode of it and I'm so looking forward to the future episodes of the couple. They're very interesting to watch and because of Jokwon's character it makes it even MORE interesting to see. The boy is just simply FUNNY in his cute adorable way.

F(x): The girls just recently had a CF together with their SENIORS ( snsd members ) it was a commercial for the new phone Chocolate from LG company and they also performed in the DREAM CONCERT. Despite of them being new to the industry, it must be really exciting for them to perform in one of the biggest EVENT in music industry.

2pm: A lot of hotties are making FLASH MOB videos in their AREAS. The hotties really showed how much dedication they have for their IDOLS and that they're willing to do about EVERYTHING, just to get their LEADER back. Fighting Hotties

Super Junior: OMO, sooo many things to update on this part. But where should I begin? Kangin's issue? Suju-M's success in their new album? Ugggh, with Kangin's trouble issue I'm already filled up with it. I don't even think I really need to give you guys any details about the stuff, since I'm pretty sure you all have read and heard about Kangin oppa's issues already. I just hope things get settled down. Super Juniors Fighting~

DBSK: Yunho oppa's new drama "Heading to the Grounds" is said to get CUT off on air. I heard that the drama didn't get that much viewers attention and so they had to cut down the scenes and just end it that way. I feel bad for all the cast, coz they really tried their BEST for it and sad that because of the new dramas that were coming out, they weren't able to compete. With oppa's first debut and the law stuff that the other members are facing, this hasn't been a good view for DBSK lately.

SS501: Woo Hoo, the boys are BACK! Persona Concert in TAIWAN was a huge success and with the upcoming REBIRTH mini album. Ohh may~~~ SS501 is going SKYROCKET! Fighting~~~

Shinee: The babies are coming back with their new single " Ring Ding Dong " I have seen the video's and heard the song. I love it and it shows that the boys aren't babies anymore and transformed to a full young looking MAN!

FTisland: Releasing their first Japanese Album and Hongki being in a new drama ( " You're Beautiful " ) in which has been rated to be one of a MUST SEE drama this year. Things are going steady for the GROUP. Slowly but surely. :) FTisland fighting

Big Bang: With G-dragon's success in his new solo album the other member Taeyang was silently working with his own solo songs too and he just recently wow-ed me and I'm pretty sure some of you with his CHARISMA! Taeyang will be performing live next week @ SBS inkiago

NEW list of obsession: JQT, Secret, B2ST & MBLAQ

Chapter 28

2009-10-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

Scene: At the Airport

HJ: I can't believe you guys

JM: Did you really think manager-nim would just let you have almost a month off without any catch?

HJ: He didn't even said anything, when I asked him. Not until you guys came out.

JM: Ani~~ Hyung got it all planned out already.

HJ: Planned?

JM: Yeah, he said that since we're all going.. We might as well make a documentary about our vacation and showcase that on our comeback.

HJ: Hence the " SINCE WE'RE ALL GOING NOW" if it was just me, then nothing like this kind of activity should be happening.

YS: Give it up already, you know how Hyung-nim is~~ He will take every opportunity there is left in this world.

HJB: Hyung, why are you trying to get rid of us?

HJ: You guys are like PLAGUE

HJB: Hyung~~ how could you say that? that hurts my feelings

KJ: Ya~~ stop being dramatic.

HJB: ( Pouts ) nobody understand my feelings anyways other than FOOD. That's why I love FOOD, coz it could never disappoint you.

Scene: Where were you?

( Young Saeng and Hyun Joong were sitting next to each other at the plane )

YS: By the way, where were you at that time?

HJ: When?

YS: When you suddenly disappeared at our concert in Singapore?

HJ:Oh that time? I went to the Airport

YS: Chincha?

HJ: Yeah, at that time.. I was really determined to go stop noona. I know I acted rush and wasn't thinking it clearly. During at that time, I couldn't think of anything else, but to go after her as soon as possible. I forgot that we're like THOUSANDS of miles away from each other.

YS: Aside from that, did you ever thought if she might have left already? Even if you did leave, by the time you get to KOREA, Hwang Bo noona could have been gone already.

HJ: I didn't realize it until I saw some of our fans in the Airport. They were all in a hurry and shouting at each other to hurry up and get out of the airport, coz the concert will be starting soon and they needed to get ready. By that time, that's when I realized everything. I acted so immature and didn't even thought about the situation clearly. How could I leave our fans who traveled from far away and went thru alot of trouble just to see us.

YS: I know you would get back to your senses anyways, that's why I wasn't worried that much.

HJ: Thanks

YS: For what?

HJ: Believing and having a TRUST in me.

YS: What the heck are you talking about now?

HJ: I know it's hard to trust someone, and I know how it's hard not to be trusted. So I want to say thank you to all of you guys for believing in me and for trusting me as your group leader.

YS: What~~ are you going to cry now? I think this is the RIGHT perfect moment for some tear action. Ready~~ lights camera ACTION! ( Acting like his filming some drama movie )

HJ: Yaaaaaa~~~ I'm being sincere right now.

YS: Well, I'm not up for some muishyness. I'd rather take a nap. Annyeong! ( Covers his face with the magazine he was just reading. ) Your welcome~~

HJ: What?

YS: ( removed the magazine ) You never showed us anything that could make us not TRUST or BELIEVE in you. So why should we? Right? Happy now? Can I go to sleep?

HJ: ( Pushed the magazine at YS's face )

YS: Yaaaaaaaaa~~~ stop! I can't breath... You know what~~ for that? I don't TRUST you anymore. I take that back~~ Now I have a total reason not too. You could prolly KILL me while I'm asleep. Suffocating me or something...

HJ: Suffocate you with what?

YS: I dont know.. with this MAGAZINE? like what you were just doing to me.

HJ: Oh shut up man~~ go to sleep, before I seriously suffocate you with my fart

YS: ( yells out ) I wanna change SEATS!!!! pleaseeeeeeeeeeee~~~ HELP!! Someone's trying to kill me with his fart~~

HJ: Hahahahaha~~~~ ( grabs YS and tried to make him shut up )

Scene: ADVIL

Melanie: OMG, aside from what's going on back in Korea~~ she has to face Hwang BO unnie. Ahhhh~~~ My heads about to break into tiny pieces right now.

Linda: Boss, are you okay? You need something?

Melanie: Please give me some ADVIL! I need some right now~~

Linda: Ye, araso~~ I'll go ahead and get you some at the pharmacy.

Melanie: Thanks Linda

Scene: What really happened

HB: Otokie, what really happened back at home? Should I call unnie?

Ring Ring Ring......

Hyeon: Yeoboseo?

HB: Unnie~~~

Hyeon: Oh Hwangbo-yang~~ You called

HB: Yeah, I saw the news about HJ and YJ

Hyeon: Oh goodness! I couldn't even believe it myself. I've been taking care of that kid for a long time now and I would have never expected something like this could have happened. Not once that kid ever hid a secret from me.

HB: Well, it wasn't a secret that he had to hide unnie. He never knew about it til way later.

Hyeon: So you knew about it?

HB: I didn't intend to know about it. It just so happened that I over heard them talking about it.

Hyeon: OMO! How come you never informed me about it?

HB: It wasn't my place to say anything.

Hyeon: True, even if I knew about it. I wouldn't or I couldn't have done anything anyways.

HB: How are the boys? How are they holding up?

Hyeon: If you meant to say how's HJ, then I can't even answer you directly. I don't know if his completely being OKAY about it? Or is he trying to HOLD it in. The manager and the president canceled all their activities for now.

HB: ( shocked ) Chincha? Waeyo?

Hyeon: You already know~~ when scandal happens.. I think it's good for them too. At least the boys could have some rest.

HB: What about the TOUR?

Hyeon: that one got canceled too. I heard they're on vacation and I'm not sure to where, since it's supposed to be a SECRET. Not even the staff knows about this VACATION leave. They're said to be sent away for more TRAINING to make it seem not too controversial bcoz of the HOT scandal that just came out. That's about what I got.

HB: Really?

Hyeon: Yeah, but don't tell anyone.. It's supposed to be a SECRET! The fans has no idea what the boys are up to. The manager hasn't gave away anything and only stated that the boys are sent for more TRAINING and a special surprise for the fans. The company apologize for the sudden cancellation of the tour and promised to give them the BEST, when the boys are back.

HB: Ah, araso. Kansahamida unnie~~ ( Call ended ) Where could have they gone to? L.A? are they coming over here? is he coming over here? Wait, he should be~~ YJ and JY are here. I know HJ, he wouldn't believe that cover up about JY being not his KID. I know YJ just made that up.. it was the only way out for all of them. ( Took a big deep breath )

Ring Ring Ring.....

( The sudden ring of the phone had given HB a big fright... )

Caller ID: Unknown number

HB: Unknown? should I answer it? What if it's HJ? Yeo~bo~seo?

YJ: Unnie?

HB: Oh~ YJ-shi?

YJ: Ye, did I call you at the wrong time?

HB: Ani ani~~~ ( tried not to be sounding too obvious and nervous ) How come it said unknown, when you called?

YJ: Oh, I'm using the house phone.

HB: ( Trying to act like she doesn't know ) House phone?

YJ: I'm in L.A right now.

HB: Oh really?

YJ: Yeah, I got her this morning.

HB: How come you didn't call me?

YJ: I wanted to surprise you, but I guess I couldn't help to call unnie.

HB: How's JY?

YJ: Ah~ JY-shi?

HB: Yeah, how's the kid?

YJ: His asleep right now.

HB: Poor kid~~

- silence -

YJ:( Awkward ) Oh yeah, he prolly got tired from the long flight. You know kids.

HB: Yeah, his really a hyper one too. Just like... ( she stop herself before she could mention HJ ) YOU~

YJ: Yup, just like me. Anyways unnie.. Just wanted to let you know I'm back and that I would love to have some time to talk to you tomorrow. You don't have to go to work early tomorrow. I'll pick you up.

HB: Oh okay~~

YJ: Araso, i'll see you tomorrow unnie. Night

HB: Goodnight, bye.

YJ: I have to do this~~

HB: *sigh*

To be continued....

SS501 Rebirth Mini Album

2009-10-15T17:14:00.000-07:00

REBIRTH of 5men ( SS501 comeback )

Release date: October 20, 2009 ( Special Edition )

Kim Hyun Joong ( Leader )

Park Jung Min

Kim Hyung Joong ( Maknae )

Heo Young Saeng ( Prince )

Kim Kyu Jong ( Center )

To see more of SS501 pictures, please support and buy their ALBUM :)

Credit: issuebong@newsen + nate.com+spn.edaily.co.kr + SS501TripleS @wordpress

Chapter 27

2009-10-15T02:46:00.000-07:00

Scene: Vacation

Ring Ring Ring....

HJ's brother: Yeoboseo~

HJ: Hyung, my bad. Were you still asleep?

HJ's brother: Don't worry about it, what's up?

A girl: Who's that sweetie?

HJ's brother: Shh~~ it's my brother.

( HJ's brother is known to be a playboy and HJ knows that himself. )

HJ: Oh! did I caught you in a wrong time?

HJ's brother: No No No! what's going on?

HJ: I already talked to my Manager about going over there and it's all settled already.

HJ's brother: ( Couldn't believe what he was hearing ) Oh chincha?

HJ: Yeah, why? does it sound too impossible to you?

HJ's brother: Well, I thought you said your all PACKED up the last time I asked you. Remember?

HJ: Well, things changed and now I'm on VACATION. Plus, were normal workers too. We do get vacation leaves.

HJ's brother: Oh that's good then. How about your group members? Are they coming too? That would be great, if they do~~ You guys could do a surprise performance at the wedding. How's that? Oh wait, your going to the WEDDING right?

( The rest of the MEMBERS were eavesdropping with the conversation and suddenly butt in the conversation )

SS501: ( yelling ) YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~ we're going too

HJ: What the? where did you guys come from?

JM: Huh? Have you forgotten that we LIVE here?

HJ: Oh yeah, right~~ Wait~~~ what are you guys talking about going? Who said you guys are coming?

SS501: WE did~~ ( smiling charmingly at their LEADER )

HJ brother: Oh this is going to be a BIG SURPRISE for the couple.

HJ: Wait~~~ Hyung~~~~ they aren't coming with me.

HJ brother: If they can't come, then just by yourself is fine. SOLO performance~~ hahaha

HJ: I'm not even sure, if Im going. I have a very important things to do out there.

HJ brother: WOW, so much for VACATION bro.

HJ: okay okay, FINE FINE FINE! I'm going~~ When is it again?

HJ's brother: It's in TWO WEEKS from now. Would you still be here by then?

HJ: I should be~~~ I got almost a month OFF!

A girl: Hon~~~ I'm hungry

HJ's brother: Aite aite, will get something~~~ Sorry bro, gotta go.

HJ: Your still the same... Aite, call you later about my flight. Araso?

HJ's brother: Yeah yeah~~~ bye

HJ: Bye

Scene: It wasn't just my IDEA

HJ: Are you guys serious? ( Looking at YS )

YS: What? Why does everyone LOOK at me right away?

HJ: Well, your the ELDEST among them

YS: So you assume I got something to do with the IDEA?

HJ: YES!

YS: Yeah, your right.

HJ: See~~~~ why would you let them get into this?

YS: It's not just my IDEA! It's them too~~ don't just blame me on this. I just went to talk to the manager for them.

JM: You can't do anything about it now. We already purchased our TICKETS

HJ: You guys are INSANE!

HJB: We want to see noona too

YS: See? your the only one.

KJ: You really think a mah let you off easy like that? Cmon~~ I wouldn't make such sacrifice to this extent just to let you go easily. Who knows~~~ you might get BUSTED and it might just be my chance.

( Everyone laughed as if it was a JOKE! but for KJ, it was somewhat a joke and half way the TRUTH. It would be really unbelievable, if he did got over her that fast. HB was a special and different in KJ's eyes after all.)

Scene: Swollen eyes and pale face

( Melanie took YJ and the kid at her condo, so they can take a rest from the long flight. )

YJ: I should wash up right now, and go to the store.

Melanie: Oh no, your not going anywhere missy.

YJ: What are you talking about Melanie~~~ I thought I already told you

Melanie: You really want to surprise her that bad, don't you?

YJ: You don't understand MELANIE~~~

Melanie: Oh dear, I do understand ALOT of what's happening. Look at you? You can't even stand straight or even talk straight with me. Your eyes are swollen up from crying, as if you already drained all your tears. Plus, look at your face~~ your pale as heck. You really think that your ready to face unnie right now? By the looks of it, you could just pass out any second from now darling.

YJ: ( took a deep breath and sat down ) I just need to get this thing over with. The more I wait for it, the more I get nervous, guilty and just thinking what if she knew and what if she wont believe me?

Melanie: You said it right? You didn't mean to do all of this and if that's true.. then she should be able to hear you out and understand you completely.

YJ: Are you sure?

Melanie: Yes, I'm sure. Get some rest.

YJ: Thanks Melanie~~~~

Melanie: No problem, okay. I have to go now and go back to the store. If you need anything.. Just help yourself out. You already know where to get everything.

YJ: Yeah, bye.

Melanie: ( She got in her car ) Oh snap~~ it's going to be interesting tomorrow.

Scene: I'm back

Melanie: Sorry guys, I had to leave and came back all late.

HB: Oh Melanie your back

Melanie: Yeah, sorry I had to talk to a friend and all.

HB: Ah~~ well, the magazines are on top of your table.

Melanie: Oh cool, thanks unnie.

HB: Melanie~~~

( Melanie's body went all cold as if she was frozen at the moment she heard her name being called by HB. )

Melanie: ( By any chance~~ did she knew I went to go pick up YJ? ) Yes, unnie?

HB: Is it okay, if I go home a little early today?

Melanie: Waeyo?

HB: I just don't feel quite good. I was going to leave earlier, but I wanted to wait for you and ask you.

Melanie: OMO, otokie? kwenchana?

HB: I'm okay~~~ just a little stomachache. Maybe it's the food that I've been eating. I guess my tummy hasn't adjust to the American food just yet.

Melanie: Really? are you sure? Do you want me to take you home? I'll drive you

HB: Ani ani~~ it's okay. I can just take a taxi.

Melanie: You sure? I can really take you home unnie

HB: Nah, it's okay. By the way, a couple came and was looking for you.

Melanie: Waeyo?

HB: I don't know, but they were talking about wanting us to design her wedding gown. I told her it's best to talk to you about it. We don't do wedding gowns. Do we?

Melanie: It's a new project that I've been working around, since I got engaged and all. I've been getting ideas lately. Anyways, I shouldn't keep a sick person.

HB: Yeah, thanks for letting me off early. I promise, it wont happen again. Jalja

Melanie: Annyeongsaeyo unnie, please rest and I'll see you tomorrow.

HB: Yeah, bye~~

Scene: Oh snappers

Melanie: Woo~~ I thought she knew something. Ah~~ finally the issue I've been waiting for. Wait~~ wait~~ Linda~~ Linda

Linda: Yes, maam?

Melanie: Who took the mails out today? Please tell me it's you~~~

Linda: I think it was Hwang Bo unnie

Melanie: What~~~~~~~~~~ are you sure?

Linda: Yeah, she was all surprised that we actually have a Korean newspaper.

Melanie: Chincharo? OMO, otokie~~~ Oh no, this is just bad.

to be continued.

Chapter 26

2009-10-09T00:48:00.000-07:00

Scene: Solution

Manager-nim: I'm pretty sure you guys already know why your being called out here. ( Holding a paper that contains the scandal issue. ) Well, as of now... The issue is still going to be a hot one and to avoid anything farther. I want you guys to take a break. I canceled most of your activities for now, that includes the Asia Tour. With all of this negative stuff coming out, I don't think its the best way to resume and continue on our schedule plans. We still don't know the reactions of the netizens toward this scandal, until then I want you guys to take a break. I know, that this isn't a problem that focused on all of you, but you guys are a group. A band that contains 5 members, who got together for one big reason in life, and that is to achieved each others dreams.

JM: A mistake of one is a mistake of all. That's one rule of becoming SS501. Right?

HJB: Yup, even wrote that down somewhere.

KJ: ( Smack baby in the head ) Ya~~~ were being serious out here.

HJB: Ouch! What did you do that for? I was being serious, I really did got that written down somewhere. I can even show it to you right now. ( Just remembered something ) Wait~~ never mind, I'll show you when we get home.

HJ: Hyung~~ that's not fair. This is all because of me. All of them isn't even involved in this situation.

KJ: Were you really paying attention at all?

YS: Didn't JM just mentioned it like a couple of seconds ago? The mistake of one is going to be a mistake of all? Have you forgotten about that?

HJ: No I haven't, that was just something silly we made up~~ How come you guys aren't saying anything about this? Manager-nim, resume everything for the rest of the members. I don't have to show up, let them do their JOB. What about our fans? are you guys just going to let them wait? What the heck are you guys doing. Say something~~

YS: Maybe it was just something silly to you, but it was something we all made and agreed. Just because we said those stuff when things were going okay, doesn't mean we can just forget about it, that now reality really is right in front of us. When are you really going to open up your eyes, that your not alone on this.

JM: We already told you. We're a team~~ We're brothers~~ We're SS501! If we can get thru this together, it just proves that we really made it and that we weren't just bunch of kids from before who's still dreaming up until now.

Manager-nim: Yup, you guys are right. This is just an obstacle that you guys have to get thru. As you get older you reach certain level of situations in life, get pass thru it. Believe and Trust each other. Plus, don't you guys have trust in your supporters and fans as well? I know I got trust in each and everyone of you, and that's why I wasn't even hesitance to be your manager, coz I saw the potential and the determination to get a hold of your dreams. As much as I scold you guys, it's my way of putting your eyes awake. This is reality and this is LIFE! Life of a star~~ a life that each and everyone of you dreamed of. A life that all of you have to face.

HJB: Hyung, don't you have faith and trust in us?

HJ: That's the thing~~ because of those two, it made me so dependable towards you guys, that being the leader of SS501 makes me feel a burden and causing you guys trouble. Leaders shouldn't be like that.. I'm the one supposed to solve problems, I'm the one should be leaned on by my members. But how is it that it's the other way around? I became so dependable to everyone that showed kindness and close to me. I never learned anything, not until those people were slowly leaving me by my side.

KJ: So this is what it's all about huh? Are scared of people leaving you again. Because of that, you want to leave first? This is all just just bunch of excuses, if you think your not acting like a true leader that your supposed to be, then start becoming and acting like ONE! Stop running what's in front of you.

(Everything was being discuss already and HJ had no power to object at all. He was being overruled by his own members. What can he possible say to people who want to be there for him? Were they even wrong for that matter? NO! so he just kept his mouth shut and accepted the fact that he has no way out of it.)

HJ: Hyung, can I talk to you alone please?

Manager-nim: Yeah, what is it?

HJ: First of all, I want to say thank you~~~ for not scolding me about this incident.

Manager-nim: Well, your not some 10yr old kid anymore HJ~~ and plus, scandals are bound to happened to people. You guys aren't ordinary boys anymore. I was just a little disappointed that you never came up to me and talked about it. I could have helped you or even just listening to you could have been something of an effort. If you think you failed. What do you think I would feel? I'm your manager.

HJ: I'm sorry hyung. I wanted to tell you about it, including the rest of the members. But things were just really happening so fast, that I didn't even have time to think about it.

Manager-nim: Well, everything happened already. Hopefully, you have learned your lesson.

HJ: Trust me hyung, I have.

( HJ went straight out and told the manager about him wanting to take a vacation in America. But the boys knew about his plan way ahead and wanted to tagged along with him. They know why he picked the destination so specifically, tho HJ doesn't have any clue that the boys already knew and want to tagged along with him.)

Scene: YJ arrival @ LAX

(At the plane, YJ already have mixed thoughts in her head, onto what is she going to tell HB about her sudden return to L.A? What if HB heard about the scandal already? Has she? YJ was sure enough that the scandal would be all over the newspaper by now. Korean or Singaporean news reports, its for sure to be in the headline news section.)

YJ: Otokie? What am I going to tell them now?

Calling..... Ring Ring Ring

Melanie: Yeoboseo~~

YJ: Hey, it's YJ

Melanie: I know it's you silly~~~ Wait, your calling me with this number. That means your back arentchu?

YJ: Hahaha, nobody can escape the GREAT Melanie-shi

Melanie: Nobody can escape me, specially you. When did you get back? Where are you actually?

YJ: Me and Jongyi are at the airport right now.

Melanie: OMO, when did you arrived? How come you didn't call me way earlier?

YJ: It was a sudden trip back, so I didn't have time to let you know.

Melanie: Yeah, I thought you wouldn't be here til 2weeks from now. For the weeding.

YJ: I know, but just that a lot of things happened back home. I just want to go somewhere. Like a place I could breath in.

Melanie: What problem? is there something wrong?

YJ: Let's just talk about later. Ohh, and yeah. Please don't tell HB unnie that I'm here. I want to surprise her.

Melanie: Oh okay? Well, I'll be heading out right now to go pick you up. So just text me where u are. Araso?

YJ: Yeah, thanks hon. See you in a little bit.

Scene: You got mails

Melanie: HB unnie, a mah go out for a little bit okay? Did someone took the mails already? Has the new cosmo magazine issue arrived yet?

HB: Oh yeah, I forgot about that. Lemme go ahead and grab it.

Melanie: Thanks unnie. Just leave them in my table please. I have to go now.

HB: Ye, araso. be careful.

Melanie: Annyeongkisaeyo~

HB: Jaljayo

( Melanie left and HB took the mails out.)

HB: Oh cool, they have Korean newspaper out here too? I didn't know that. Oh here's the new issue of Cosmo Magazine.

( HB took everything out from the mail and placed everything at Melanie's disk except for the newspaper. )

HB: Shall we take a look of what's going on back home?

( HB opened the newspaper and was found herself stoned out on what was printed in the headline news section. She blink a couple of times to make sure it wasn't some hallucination shes having.)

HB: Otokie, How... What...

Scene: You wouldn't believe what happened.

Melanie: What's going on YJ? Your not the type of person who would just randomly do stuff.

YJ: I made a big mistake Melanie and I screwed it all up.

Melanie: What are you talking about?

YJ: Have you seen the newspaper this morning?

Melanie: I know that we get some everyday, but I don't really read them. I usually get the magazines at stuff. Your the one who usually read them, I don't.

YJ: Well, if you did. You would have known what's going on.

Melanie: Then tell me?

YJ: You remember HJ right?

Melanie: Your EX? the famous boy band guy back home?

YJ: Yeah, well... I'm pretty sure you already know why I came back to Korea right?

Melanie: YJ-ah~~~ Don't tell me... No, you wouldn't do such a thing. Did you?

( YJ didn't say a word, but rather she went to hug her friend so tight. She wanted someone to comfort her at that time, someone who can understand her feelings as of right now. Nobody in the world can do that except for Melanie.)

Melanie: No~~~ No~~~~ No~~ YJ! Why did you. OMG! what were you thinking?

YJ: ( Crying in the arms of her Bestfriend ) I didn't mean to Melanie. I thought everything was going so well, and I disregarded the obvious signs that were right in front of me. I was being in denial, because I really thought it could work. I just wanted JY to be happy. My son wants his father. What was I supposed to do?

Melanie: You sure it was only for your kid? Or it was one of your selfish wants also?

YJ: He loved JY like if it were his real son. Tho it was for a short moment. My son felt like he had a dad. How could I bare not to sacrifice that?

Melanie: But its wrong of you to decieve and lie to someone YJ. You can't force love, you can't just demand it and expect it would somehow magically appear right infront of you. If you really wanted his love, you should have earned it and not planned it. The outcome of this has nowhere to go but hurting yourself and even other people, that you might even care about. Have you even thought of that? How about your kid now? How in the world are you going to explain it to him, that the father you once introduced to him wasnt even really his real dad. Ahhh~~ chincha!

(YJ stayed quite. Melanie made her point and shes starting to realize
that she never really thought of that part. Indeed she was being selfish, but she was blinded with the things she desired and want. A happiness for the both of them and her child, that she neglected the possible consequence that could happened right after.)

Melanie: I swear YJ, this is just really so immature. I couldn't believe you would go this far.

YJ: I know, because of my immaturity act. I even hurt HB unnie.

Melanie: Huh?

YJ: Ughhh, how stupid I was for not noticing it. How blinded I was for my own greed. I really messed up so bad this time Melanie, and I don't even know how to fix it anymore.

Melanie: Omo Omo, are you telling me that's why you sent HB unnie out here? To get them separated?

(Melanie really knows YJ from the tip of her head to her very tippy toes. She just knows it by looking at her face and reaction.)

YJ: Nooo Nooo! It's not like that. I guess now I know why HJ was really mad at me, because his thinking the same way as you right now. But the truth is.. I never really meant to do that, I wanted unnie to come over here because I know she has a talent, and I know she can expand that somewhere bigger out here. She was a really good friend to me back home and she was there all these times that I needed her. I wanted to repay her back. I really didn't saw that her and HJ had a special feelings for each other, maybe because I didn't want to see it or I was just being so delusional and preoccupied with my own fantasy. I don't know, but one things for sure I didn't meant it to happened like this, if I could just turned back time? I would have done it in an instant without thinking nor regrets about it.

Melanie: Damaged has been done already. Now you have to face it. Don't worry, not a problem in this world that can't be solved. I'm always here for you. Together we can get thru this YJ. Let's just hope that HB unnie hasn't found out about it yet, not until you explain to her first. It would come out really ugly, if she hears it from someone else.

to be continued.....

Chapter 25

2009-09-28T23:35:00.000-07:00

Scene: Do you believe in KARMA?

YJ: you did it again YJ, you completely destroyed his life for the second time around. I guess, it's the other way around this time. It used to be me leaving~~~ now it's him who left me.( tears ) Hah~ karma do exist.

JY: Mom, why did dad left so in a hurry? and why are you crying mom?

YJ: Nothing baby~~ Something just got in to mommy's eyes. Where is your bag? Mommy needs to start packing

JY: Waeyo? Why are we packing?

YJ: We have to go back to L.A baby.. Mommy has work to do out there and your auntie Melanie's wedding is coming up. We need to be there.

JY: Are we coming back? is daddy going? What about Halmoni?

YJ: I'm not sure honey, daddy is really busy right now. But will see okay?

JY: I'll let him know. I'm sure daddy will come, if I tell him right?

YJ: Don't be persistent JY~~~

JY: But mom~~~

YJ: No buts~~~ Mommy needs you to behave right now. Understand? Now, where is your backpack?

JY: It's right over there.

YJ: Go ahead and get it. okay?

JY: ( Started running to go get his backpack )

YJ: Don't run..!

JY: ( Stopped ) Ye~~~

　Scene: Shot's with no carbs

KJ: All shot's with no carbs.

HJ: What are you talking about? I haven't even started yet and look~~~ ( Looking at the glass of shots he took already. )

KJ: Are you really planning to get drunk? Actually, by the sound and looks of it.. your already drunk to me.

HJ: Ani~~~

KJ: Since when does leader ever express himself openly?

HJ: Stop calling me leader already~~~ have I told you that I don't deserve to be called as one?

KJ: Cmon~~ let's go.

HJ: Where are we going? ( protesting.. )

KJ: Stop being a push over and just come with me. ( Dragging HJ out of the place. )

Scene: SOBER up with some PHO!

HJ: What are we doing here?

KJ: Auntie~~ two of number 5 please...

HJ: I told you~~ I don't want to eat. I just want to DRINK!

KJ: Stop yapping and start EATING!

( HJ who looks like a hopeless kid followed what KJ told him to do. He ate his hot food and even burnt his tongue. )

HJ: Ah ah ah~~ hot hot!

KJ: Aish~~ seriously? Do I really have to take care of you today?

HJ: Your the one who took me here.. and your the one who took me to drink. So its kinda your fault~~~

KJ: Who told you to drink that much? Huh?

HJ: Well, now you have to take care of me. ( Smiles like a drunk person. )

KJ: Just finish up your soup, so you can sober up a little bit.

( Silence~~~~ The two boys were eating their meal, like they haven't eaten for the whole entire day. )

HJ: Did you know that YJ lied to me about JongYi?

KJ: Huh?

HJ: She told me JY was never my son. She confessed that everything was a lie, just to get me back and start a life with HER and JY. How could she do this to me? I don't want to believe her KJ~~ JY is my son, he has to be my son.

KJ: I can't believe this~~~ are you sure YJ noona said that to you?

HJ: I can't believe she would go this far~~~ I really don't want to believe her.. I want to understand why? I want to know~~~ I want to able to know what's the truth and what's a lie.

KJ: Maybe YJ noona did it all for her kid. I mean, isn't it normal to risk and do whatever it takes for someone who's really important to you? For their happiness? ( He paused for a moment... before he continued ) Like what HB noona did.

( After KJ spoke Hwang Bo's name... it went for a long silent moment. )

HJ: Just like what your doing~~

KJ: Ani, I'm only doing what I think it's right.

HJ: Eventho it hurts you? You think that's right?

KJ: Eventho it hurts me. I don't think it's RIGHT! But I believe in it~~ That's why I'm telling you hyung~~ don't let me regret my decision.

Scene: Hangover

Ring Ring Ring~~~~

HJ: ( struggling to find his phone.. ) Yeoboseo?

HJ OB: OH! HJ-ah~~ Are you okay?

HJ: Hyung~~ yeah, I'm okay. Waeyo?

HJ OB: You don't sound okay.

HJ: Just a little headache.

HJ OB: You mean hangover?

HJ: Just a little!

HJ OB: Aigo! top stars do party alot.

HJ: Ani, just looking for answers.

HJ OB: Problems? Girl Problems?

HJ: Something like that.. Anyways, what's up hyung? isn't it a little early for you to call?

( HJ didn't want to tell his brother about his problem. He want to be the bigger person and deal with it himself. He felt his been depending alot to the people around him, and he realized how much he depended himself towards HB noona.)

HJ OB: I called you last night, but you weren't answering your phone.

HJ: Oh, about that... Mianhaeyo~~ I was in a middle of something. I was meaning to call you back.

HJ OB: Good thing you didn't. I dont want to be talking with a drunk person.

HJ: I wasn't drunk~~~~

YS: ( background voice ) Yessssssss you were~~~ I can still smell the alcohol in you.

HJ: Shut up and go back to sleep ( throws a pillow @ YS )

HJ OB: Hahaha, anyways! I called, coz my friend Alex~~ you know Alex right?

HJ: Yeah, what about him?

HJ OB: Well, his getting married and he wants me to invite you too. Tho, I told him your busy. But it's worth a try. right?

HJ: Chincharo? his getting married? Where is it? Aren't chu in US right now Hyung?

HJ OB: Yeah? haven't I told you that already?

HJ: Where exactly? when is the wedding? where is it going to be?

HJ OB: Los Angeles? wait~~~ why does it seem like your so interested? Are you coming?

HJ: Of course I'm coming~~~ I LOVE WEDDINGS~~ I LOVE Los Angeles~~~

HJ OB: Okay~~~~~ ( confused to why his brother is acting all weird. )What did you drink last night? coz I think something got mixed with that drink.

HJ: Anyways, hyung~~ I'll call you back later.. okay? I have to go and ask for permission. Araso? bye

HJ OB: Okay, just give me a call. Bye

Scene: Happy News, then Bad News kicks in.

JM: Toss the paper to HJ. That reporter guy really knows how to put a timing on releasing that scandal. Good thing Noona and Manager is so fast to take care of it.

( The paper had a headline on the top, saying~~~ which one is the truth? )

HJ: I have the same question in my mind too~~~ Wait, YJ did the conference already?

JM: Yup! if it's on the paper. She must have done it already.

HJ: That means~~~ that means~~~~ KJ-shi~~~~ ( runs to KJ & HJB's room )

KJ: What's wrong?

HJ: YJ did the conference already.. that means.. Her and JY is going back to America today. She's really taking him away~~

KJ: Moya?

HJ: We have to go now~~~

( HJ and KJ went to the airport as fast as they can, but it was already too late. YJ and JY took the very first flight to L.A. The plane left 30mins ago before they could even reach the airport. )

Scene: Back at the dorm

HJB: What's going on? ( Looking @ JM )

JM: Dont ask me~~ I'm confused as you are~~~

YS: Dont look at me either~~ I don't know anything!

HJB: Hyung always says he doesn't know anything. But in the end~~ He knows everything.

YS: Are you hungry?

HJB: Ye~~~ ( smiles )

YS: Thought soo~~~~

HJB: Sooo? your cooking?

YS: NOPE! your.... thinking too much. I'm going back to sleep ~~~~ Annyeong~~~

HJB: huhuhuhuhu~~~

JM: Stop being a cry baby and learn how to cook. What will you do without us huh? What? are you going to starve yourself?

HJB: Ani~~~ *sobs* *sniff*

( Now that YJ has finally taking JY away. Will HJ go after them? TWO times in a row that people has left him without saying a word. I wonder what could this bring to HJ? is he going to break down again, like he normally do? Or will he take a step and go after those people who left him? If he does decide to go after them.. who will he go after first? YJ & JY or HB noona? )

Chapter 24

2009-09-22T22:11:00.000-07:00

Scene: I want it to be a surprise

HB: Sorry about earlier. You probably thought I was some kind of a stalker.

HJ's older brother: Hmmm, Are you? ( Teasingly giving her that suspicious look )

HB: Hahaha, you seems to be a little different then your brother. But you guys do look the same.

HJ's older brother: Do we?

HB: Well, you guys are brothers. Have you ever been mistaken by being HJ before?

HJ's older brother: Quite a few times. I got used to it somehow.

HB: You don't seem to be very proud of it

HJ's older brother: Oh no, don't get me wrong. I'm proud of my brothers success, it's his dreams and he made it. But I don't really want people to know me, because I'm his brother. I want people to know me because I'm ME and his my little brother. I think that was a little confusing, sorry.

HB: I understand. Sometimes, we want people to know who we really are as individual, rather than being link to someone.

HJ's older brother: Yup! Anyways, how come your here? Did you left my brother?

HB: Yup, he was too bossy~~ and a very nagging one too!

HJ's older brother: I wouldn't be surprised on that.

HB: Nah, it was just a temporary job. But I found another one, and here I am. By the way, are you really going to invite HJ to the wedding?

HJ's older brother: I'll give him a call later on... His pretty busy lately. I hardly get to talk to him. I'm pretty sure he'll be glad to know that I've finally meet you in person and that your here.

HB: About that~~ can you not tell him, that I'm here.

HJ's older brother: Huh? why? Did something happened between you two?

HB: Ohhh no~~ nothing happpened. Just that, I want to surprise him. Yeah! a surprise. ( I hope I'm not being too obvious. )

HJ's older brother: You guys are just too CUTE!

HB: What's so cute about it?

HJ's older brother: Nothing~~ Wait, where did they go?

HB: Aisssh~~ they left us again.

Ring Ring Ring~~~

HJ's older brother: Arent you going to get that?

HB: What?

HJ's older brother: Your phone?

HB: Oh yeah~~~ excuse me. Yeoboseo~~

YJ: Unnie~~ Mianhaeyo, I was kind of busy

HB: It's alright, how is everything?

YJ: Uhmm, everything is great

HB: How come you don't sound like your okay.

YJ: Ani, just a little exhausted from yesterday. By the way, how is everything out there?

HB: Everything is fine. Me and Melanie are out right now.

YJ: Oh really? Have you meet her fiance yet?

HB: Yeah, actually their bestman is..

YJ: Unnie, i'll give you a call later okay? Someone's looking for me.

HB: Ye, araso. bye ( call ended )

YJ Unnie, I'm really really sorry~~~ ( tears ) But I don't think I can tell you what's really going on out here.

JY: Unnie, someone was looking for you. Are you okay?

YJ: Yeah... Yeaaah~~ I'll be out in a bit.

Scene: Big Big Trouble ( Manager-nim's office )

Manager-nim: Hyeon-shi, can you call HJ and KJ out here. I need to put some sense with those guys. Always giving me trouble~~

Hyeon: Ye, manager-nim.

( Hyeon went and looked for the boys, but a man came by and sat down infront of the manager-nim. )

Reporter: Good morning manager-nim

Manager-nim: Good morning

Reporter: Handed a folder with a article print on it

Manager-nim: What is this?

Reporter: Please, take a look at yourself.

( Manager-nim's eyes got widen with the headline that was printed bold in the article. " SS501 leader Kim Hyun Joong is now a father " a big picture of HJ and YJ were printed in the article. )

Reporter: I'm just here to give you the very first copy, before it comes out tomorrow. I'm pretty sure you would want to see it first. ( smirk ) I have to go now, you have a nice day manager-nim.

( The manager couldn't move, he was glued in the chair and unable to speak. This type of things was what they were avoiding at the concert. They didn't called the police, because scandal like this might happened. But how did it happened? How did that reporter guy got a scoop? KJ came in first and saw the reporter guy passed by. )

KJ: Wait? I think I've seen that guy before.. ( Sat down infront of the manager ) Did you call for me hyung?

Manager-nim: How did this happened?

KJ: About last night? that wasn't my fault.

Manager-nim: Other than that... We have more problems that we're going to face right now.

KJ: What problem?

Manager-nim: Did you see the guy that just came out? He was the reporter who wrote this article scandal ( passed it to KJ )

KJ: ( shocked ) How did this came out? Wait, I remember that guy just now. He was a reporter?

Manager-nim: What do you mean by that? is there something that I need to know?

HJ: ( came in ) Did you call me manager-nim?

Manager-nim: Take a look at that article and tell me why did I call you for.

HJ: ( More shocked then KJ.. ) How~~~ what is this?

Manager-nim: Shouldn't I be asking you that? Why a article like this is coming out tomorrow? How did an article like this was written? Why is YJ being link to you? A father HJ? is there something that you guys want to tell me, before another scandal comes out? Where is YJ? Hyeon, can you please call YJ.

Hyeon: Ye manager-nim.

( YJ finally arrived and entered the room. She saw the article. After reading just the headline.. she knew what's coming after that.. )

YJ: Otokie~~~ how did this happened?

Manager-nim: I don't know how am I going to fix this problem.

YJ: There is only one way to fix this problem. I'll deny everything...

KJ: What?

HJ: Are you crazy?

YJ: We caused this problem, and we need to fix it. This scandal could hurt all of you guys, there is no other choice. After the press conference, me and JY will fly back to America.

Manager-nim: I'll leave the decision to the both of you

　 Scene: You can't take it back

HJ: Noooo~~~ you can't do that. You can't take away my son again for the second time.

YJ: Stop it already HJ~~~ be reasonable with the situation. You know we all don't have a choice, it's already out. This is all my fault, if I never said anything or even cameback none of this would have happened.

HJ: So your saying you wouldn't have the intention of letting me know the truth? about my son?

YJ: Do you really want to know the truth HJ?

HJ: Ugggggghhhh~~~ YJ. I want you to tell me the TRUTH!!

YJ: Fine~~ I'll tell you the truth..... JY was never your son~~ I just made that up, coz I wanted you back and I wanted us to be a family. Are you happy now? coz that's the TRUTH

HJ: I don't believe you YJ~~~ JY is my son and you can't take that back anymore. You understand that? I'm so tired of all your lies. You need to stop with your fantasy, coz it would never happened. You already hurt too many people from your foolishness.

YJ: Yeaaaah, thats what you think of me anyways. Hurting people.. blaming me for everything~~ Even HB unnies departure. You blame that to me.

HJ: Dont you add her on this conversation.

YJ: Why not? Your telling me I'm being foolish and selfish.. What about you huh? Weren't you being selfish to unnie? being foolish about not telling her everything?

HJ: Enough already YJ

YJ: Nooo~~ because you just keep saying this to me~~ but you don't even look at yourself. Have you ever thought.. that your actually lying to yourself too? HJ~~ I'm not the only one that needs to wake up now. You also need to wake up HJ.

HJ: I just don't know what to do anymore~~~ ( Tears ) I don't know what to believe.. Why did you have to do this to me? Why is everyone leaving me... I feel like I'm losing everything! one by one... Pleaseeeee, YJ~~~ don't take JY.

YJ: I'm really sorry HJ. I'm really sorry.. I didn't know things would have gotten this way. That's why I want to make it right.

HJ: It's already happening... What else can we do about it?

YJ: I didn't mean to hurt anybody~~ I just wanted JY to be happy.. I wanted to be happy~~ I didn't know wanting happiness could turn to something so horribly wrong.

HJ: You were wanting happiness, but you were taking someones happiness too~~~

YJ: I'm sooo sorry HJ~~~ I'm sorry!!!

HJ: I'm sorry? What am I going to do with that? is that going to make everything back to normal? If it can~~ then I will accept that... ( He walked away and left.. ) 　

( The kid had gotten close to him now, and HJ already accepted the kid as his own. With this sudden confession that YJ made~~~ it just made HJ 's mind & heart even more confused. )

Scene: I don't know what to do anymore

Ring Ring Ring.... ( Caller ID: Kyu Jong )

HJ: What?

KJ: We need to talk

( HJ and KJ meet up in a place and had some couple of drinks.. )

HJ: What do you want to talk about?

KJ: Hyung, I don't like the fact that we're fighting! It was wrong of me to talk back like that. It wasn't the right place for me.

HJ: Actually, I'm glad that you did. Because if you didn't.. I wouldn't have realized what I lost and what I have just taken for granted.

KJ: But hyung... You were having problems. JY and all.

HJ: It's no excuse for me to treat HB noona like that. If only I could turn back time. Now its already to late... Maybe it's better this way.. Maybe god wanted it to be like this, coz maybe... Just maybe.. if she stayed.. I would have hurt her even more. ( Tears )

KJ: Hyung, don't say that... I know you didn't intentionally tried to hurt noona, it's just that your situations couldn't be avoided.

HJ: No KJ-ah~~ you were really right.. I was too naive to see what was infront of me. Too selfish about not thinking other peoples feelings, and too foolish to think she would always stay by my side whenever I needed her. She deserved more... I'm blaming everyone else... but I never heard myself saying... it's partly my fault. I feel ashamed, that I'm actually SS501's leader. How could a leader be so self-centered? so shameful.

KJ: Hyung, stop drinking already~~ your getting drunk...

HJ: KJ-ah~~

KJ: Ye?

HJ: Eventho~~ sorry couldn't changed everything.. I still want to say that to you.

KJ: Hyung~~ You don't need to say sorry to me. You need to say that to someone else. Someone else who deserved it more.

HJ: I wish.. I could say that to her.. I don't even know how am I going to face her again~~

To be continued.....

Chapter 23

2009-09-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

Scene: The world is too small

Ding Dong Ding Dong

Melanie: Morning unnie, are you ready?

HB: Morning Melanie-shi~~ Yeah, I've been ready since an hour ago

Melanie: Excited much?

HB: A little, is it too obvious?

Melanie: Just a little~~ kekeke! Come on lets go, we're meeting up with my fiance and his friend.

HB: A friend? Are you trying to set me up Melanie-shi?

Melanie: Ani ani~~~ I haven't meet these friend of him too. I've heard alot about him from my fiance and his going to be our bestman, so I really do have to see this guy and see how he is in person. His from the navy, so yeah.

HB: Oh really? that's cool.

( Melanie and HB arrived at the coffee shop that they were supposed to be meeting. )

Melanie: ( Introducing HB to the two person infront of them )

HB: Omo, chakaman~~ aren't you HJ's brother?

HJ's older brother: I'm sorry, but have we meet before?

Melanie: You guys know each other?

HB: Ani ani~~~ I just seen pictures of you.

HJ's older brother: Woah Woah~~ pictures of me? where?

HB: Omo, I totally explained it wrong. I used to work with your brother before, and I've been to you guys house a couple of times already and have seen pictures of you guys when you were little til recent pictures.

HJ's older brother: Ahhh~~ I remember now. Your the lady that my brother use to keep mentioning on the phone.

HB: Yes, you must have prolly heard of my name quite a few times on the phone when his talking with you. He pretty much memorized and said my name in every level tone there is in the world. To highest and it's lowest.

( That stament made everyone laugh. Melanie doesn't really know about HB's past job, so she didn't know about the Hyun Joong being any link to HB and neither did she know about her fiance's bestfriend being HJ's older brother too. )

Melanie: Sounds like pretty bossy to me.

HJ's older brother: That's my brother for you~~ hahaha

Melanie's fiance: Yeah, you should invite your brother to the wedding.

HB older brother: I'll tell him, but I'm pretty sure he'll be busy.

Melanie: Wow, the world is really small huh? I mean, who wouldn't know you guys actually know each other.

HB: Technically, we dont. I don't really personally know him

Melanie: Well now is your chance.

Everyone: ( Laughing )

( HB just kept everything low key for herself. What is she going to do, when HJ actually shows up in the wedding? is HJ really even going to the wedding, if he does know that HB's going to be there? )

Scene: All for the fans

Manager-nim: ( Dialing ) Have you guys found him? Any signs?

Other Line: Nope, we have been to alot of places already.

Manager-nim: I guess, we have no choice but to call the police.

Other Line: Should I go ahead and call the police?

Manager-nim: Yes, I'm afraid we don't have any choice.

Other Line: Araso, manager-nim I'll go ahead and call them

HJB: Hyung~~~~

Hyeon: Hyun Joong-ah~~ Where have you been? you almost gave me a heart attack

Manager-nim: ( Drops the phone.. ) HJ-ah~~

Other Line: Yeoboseo? Manager-nim~~~ Yeoboseo?

Manager-nim: ( picks up the phone ) Ye~~ Ye~~~ I'm still here. Nevermind, don't call the police anymore... HJ is back! You guys need to get back right away. We need more people out here. Pali Pali

Other Line: Araso manager-nim.

Manager-nim: Hyeon-shi, take HJ and get him dressed already.

Hyeon: Ye, araso~~ HJ-ah pali pali! We need to get you ready.

Manager-nim: The rest of you guys. Get ready for the next performance.

( HJ only gave YJ a very fierce stare, while she was helping him getting dress with his clothes for that night. HJ didn't gave YJ any reason to open up her mouth and neither did YJ dared to spit a word out. The night ended, and HJ gave his all to the fans like what he usually do in every performance they have, it was a great performance and the fans loved every bits of piece of it. The boys were really amazing on stage. They were really pro performers. The fans loved it alot and all the screaming and yelling had ended with a successful event. )

Scene: Celebration or Confession

YS: Kwenchana?

HJ: What do you think?

YS: I dont think your okay

HJ: Then why even asked me, when you already know I'm simply not okay?

YS: Woah Woah~~ Calm down there boy~ You don't know how worried we're, when you just rushed out of the place.

HJ: You guys didn't have to worry about me.

JM: Ya~~~ how could you say that? Why are you being sooo selfish

HJ: Me selfish? How am I being selfish? She's being SELFISH!!!!!

JM: Why are you putting everything on YJ noona?

HJ: Why are you defending her? Do you even know everything?

HJB: Hyung~~ stop it already. We should be arguing

KJ: Yeah, thats right. JM-shi doesn't know everything. Actually, why don't you tell us all what's really going on?

YS: Ya~~ KJ-ah

KJ: I mean, arent we brothers? arent we supposed to help each other out with everything that burdens us?

YS; Stop it already...

KJ: No~~~ Hyung needs to be honest to himself. Why couldn't you just tell HB noona the truth? Why did you have to be so stubborn and think everything could be just fine as long as she doesn't know and pretend like everything is normal between you guys.

HJ: What's that have to do with everything? Why huh? is it because you LIKE her too

KJ: Yeaaaaaaah, your damn right I do~~~ At least I admitted that to myself. How about you? Huh? Do you even know why she left? how much she was suffering?

HJ: How dare you say that to me~~~

(HJB separated them and YS took HJ to their own room. )

HJ: Ugggggh! Since when did that brat learned how to talk back?

YS: Calm down

HJ: How can I calm down, when what he said....

YS: What? were all true?

HJ: Moya?

YS: I'm just saying, maybe because it was true and that's why your acting like that. I'm wondering too, why didn't you just tell noona? I mean, its very obvious that you like her.

HJ: Do you think she would understand? if I did told her?

YS: Why not? It's your past

HJ: Yeah, it was my past that I can see in my present. Don't you guys understand that?

YS: Why didn't you just gave it a try, you never know.. Hb noona could have understand your situation. If she does love you, she would find a way to understand your situation no matter what.

HJ: I wasn't sure

YS: That's your problem.. You can't asure everything. Not everthing in life has assurance. We take risk.

HJ: I know YJ has something to do with all of this. She always ruins my life.

YS: Are you sure your mad at YJ for not telling you? or is it because HB noona left you for almost the same reason? FOR her dreams?

HJ: Why would you say that?

YS: I mean, its clearly she took the JOB over there for her own carrier. I mean, didn't noona always wanted to go study abroad? Didn't she mentioned that before? What else could be the reason for her to leave Korea? She doesn't know about you having a kid, or does she?

HJ: ( flashingback )

HJ: What's that have to do with everything? Why huh? is it because you LOVE her too

KJ: Yeaaaaaaah, your damn right I do~~~ At least I admitted that to myself. How about you? Do you even know why she left? how much she was suffering?

( flashback ended )

HJ: Wait~~~ ( Runs outside and looking for KJ )

YS: Ya~~~~ HJ-ah where are you going? ( followed him~~ )

( HJ went rushing to the other boys room. )

HJ: You told her huh? ( grabs KJ )

KJ: Told her what?

( HJB separated HJ from KJ for the second time.. )

HJ: You promised me, I trusted you~~~ How could you tell her about Jongyi

KJ: I never broke that promise~~~ I didn't have to tell her, coz she knew everything before I even did.

HJ: What?

KJ: That's right, she over heard you and YJ talking and she knew everything right from there. Do you even know much she was suffering then? No, coz your too naive about everything. Noona prolly left, because she thinks its for the best for everyone. I saw how much she was in pain, and it hurt me seeing her that way. I wanted to help her so bad, but I couldnt do anything hyung... I couldnt do anything. ( crying... tears were flowing. ) Because as much as I wanted her to need me, and ask me to take away her pain. She didn't... coz she still choose you. You who is the cause and reason for all her pain and suffering.

( HJ got speechless and tears started flowing too. He couldn't say anything back to KJ and he also couldn't believe HB knew everything about Jongyi. He just couldn't believe everything is happening so fast. )

to be continued....

Chapter 22

2009-09-17T23:05:00.000-07:00

Scene: Where is Joong Joong?

KJ: ( Bang~~ Bump~~ )

Anon: Ouch!!

KJ: Mianhaeyo~~ Kwenchana?

Anon: Yeah~~

KJ: Let me help you get up..

Anon: Kansamida

KJ: By any chance.. Did you see anyone coming out from here?

Anon: Ahh~~ yeaah.. I think so

KJ: Which way did that person go?

Anon: I think it was that way~~ Yeaah yeah, he went that way. (pointing to the direction )

KJ: Kansamida~~ Again sorry, I didn't know you were there when I opened the door.

Anon: No problem~~ don't worry about it. You should better get going, before that person gets any farther.

KJ: Ye, araso

( KJ didn't even catch the persons name, but he wasn't really concern at that part. He had to find Hyung Joong as soon as possible. With him still in an angry state, nobody knows what he'll do and what will happen to him being alone by himself. What was he thinking leaving alone without anybody with him. In streets of Singapore, it was surely a foreign place for them. KJ just keep repeating to himself, were could his hyung have gone. )

Scene: Everything is in Chaos

Manager-nim: What happened?

JM: Nothing~~ Just a little misunderstanding

Manager-nim: A misunderstanding that had gone into a situation like this? Are you fooling me?

YS: Manager-nim, calm down~~ everything is under control

Manager-nim: Where is Hyun Joong and Kyu-shi?

HJB: ( Stuttering ) Uh~~

Manager-nim: Everything is under control? and now that I'm asking you guys we're your BROTHERS. You can't even give me an ANSWER? is this what you call handling it?

JM: Kyu is on his way to look for Hyun Joong, he should be back soon. So don't worry about it. We will take care of this situation.

Manager-nim: How are you guys going to take care of it huh? The show is tonight~~ thats like a couple of hours later from now... have you guys forgotten about that?

JM: Aren't you concern that Hyun Joong and Kyu Jong is out there roaming around in the streets, not knowing the place? You should be more concern of that, better then what's going to happened later. You know that without them, this show wouldn't even be possible.

( JM already got the manager right in his tongue. What can the manager possible say back to that? )

JM: YS-shi, can you try calling HJ and see if he answers?

YS: I've already done that, but his not picking up my calls.

JM: Did you try calling KYU-shi?

HJB: I did, but his not answering either.

YS: He lost his phone, didn't he?

HJB: Oh yeah, that explains why his not answering. Aisssh~~ Ahhhh~~ why is this happening.

JM: YJ-shi, are you feelin better? Do you want us to take you to a hospital?

YJ: Ani, I'm okay. Just go find HJ. His really different when he gets mad. He might do something stupid. I know him.

JM: Manager-nim, we'll be right back. Please take care of YJ-shi.

Manager-nim: Araso, call me right away. Bring these guys with you, they know the place around. They are from here, so it should be easy for you guys.

( The boys went on a hunt for HJ and KJ, but luckly they spotted KJ not to far from the area. Now they're looking for HJ, in which none of them couldn't find him. They already search everywhere, as much as they wanted to search the whole area of Singapore, it would take them days to do that and they didn't have that much time. The concert was at that night, they had to go back.)

Scene: The show must go on

JM: We have no choice, we have to go back. Manager-nim is calling me already.

HJB: How are we going back? We haven't found Hyung yet? We can't go back.

KJ: I agree with baby~~ we need to find him. Forget the concert.

YS: Guys, be reasonable now. Listen~~ We have thousands of fans waiting for us out there. We can't just disappoint them. The rest of the people will go and search for HJ, if in anycase. We have to call the police and whatever goes for calling the police.. we just have to deal with that issue later. For now, we really have to get back.

(HJB was really pissed that they couldn't search for HJ any longer, so does KJ. But JM and YS was able to pursue the both of them to go back and get ready for the concert. JM already explained to the manager, how they couldn't find HJ and everyone was panicking, coz what are they going to do now? The show must go on, considering what they saw outside. Fans were already there 5hrs before the concert was about to start. Fans with banners all over the world went to Singapore to witness this event. How are the boys supposed to turn their backs from their fans?)

Manager-nim: Okay... okay.. We got this.. Since we need more time til we find HJ~~ I want all of you to come out over there. JM you'll be the MC for tonite and I want HJB, YS and KJ to perform UR man in tonights opening. Araso?

SS501: Got it~~~

( The Four members came out proudly on stage, they didn't want to worry the fans. The SS501 members know, that all of their fans came to see them perform and have a good time. They all wanted that, and thats why they became SS501, to give happiness to the people who believe in them. To show their appreaciations for the support, they wanted to give the fans the best concert they ever been to. But could that night be possible? could they really perform and not disappoint the fans that waited for these day to come, for a long time? with all the circumstances that has been going on backstage? could they possible go on? without Hyun Joong? without their LEADER? )

JM: As you can see~~ we're missing one person right?

FANS: YES~~~~

JM: Who could it be? Kyu Jong -shi?

KJ: Present~~ ( smiled )

JM: Ohh there you are... Hmmm, ( Teasingly Singing... ) Ohh Baby baby~~ ?

HJB: ( Smiled brightly and waved at the fans ) Present~~

JM: Ahhhh~~ our Maknae has been charmingly smiling these days. Hmmm, Young Saeng-shi?

YS: Annyeongsaeyo~~~ ( Bowed down, smiled and waved at the fans )

JM: Ahhh~~~ the Prince is here too~~ Hmmm, Where is our Leader? Ohhh yeah, I almost forgot. He told me~~ his coming out later on for a surprise~~

HJB: Surprise?

JM: Ye, he said~~ his gonna come out later on with a special surprise performance for the fans that came all the way out here tonight.

KJ: Chincha?

YS: How's that for you guys? Are you guys willing to wait for the LEADER to come out later on?

FANS: ( Screaming........... ) Yessssssss~~~ ( Chanting.. ) Kim Hyun Joong... Kim Hyun Joong.

JM: Araso Araso~~ let's be patient... For now.. let's give it up for THE URMAN performance~~

FANS: ( Screaming.... ) I'm URMAN~~~ ( singing along with the lyrics )

JM: Any sign of HYUNG?

Manager-nim: Nope~~

JM: Should we call the Police?

Manager-nim: Let's give it a little more time, if we call the Police now~~ I'm sure its gonna be all over the news. ( Walking back and forth )

YJ: Any signs of Joongie-shi?

JM: Nope~~ He hasn't called either.. GAAAAAAAAAAAAHH~~

YJ: We should call the Police already.. it's been how many hours

JM: Manager-nim~~

( The URMAN performance had ended already, and Hyun Joong still hasn't showed up nor there was any feed back from the people who went to search for him. )

3members: Any signs? ( Out of breath )

Manager-nim: JM go out there.. and tell them the next performance would be the BOF ost's

JM: Oh ye, Araso~~~

KJ: Manager-nim we should call the police already. What if something happened to him out there.

Manager-nim: Hyeon-shi~~ give me my phone. ( Dialing.. )

to be continued....

Chapter 21

2009-09-15T00:36:00.000-07:00

Scene: When emotions take over

( HJ was walking straight to were the dressing room is and was looking for YJ, but bump into Ji young the new assistant who replaced HB. )

HJ: Where is your boss?

Ji Young: ( Scared ) Boss-nim?

HJ: Who else would be your boss?

( Ji Young looked like she was about to pee in her pants. )

Ji Young: ( Points out towards were YJ was seating )

( HJ walked towards YJ and it seemed like there was nobody in the room, but just the two of them. He can only see YJ and nothing else matter at that time, not even the staff that were actually in the room mattered to him, it looked like he was about to attack her with the fierce and clearly pissed off face he had on his face.)

YJ: Oh Joongie-shi~~

HJ: ( Grabs her in her shoulder, together with both of his strong hands who took a good gripped on YJ) How come you never told me anything? Why did you sent her away? Are you scared of her?

( HJ was still in his tight grip of YJ, and you can tell YJ was really terrified. HJ already lost it, he was clearly out of control and his emotions was taking over him. The man wasn't thinking straight anymore, even the people around them stopped what they were doing, and just stared at them. Not a single staff dared to interrupt what was going on and none of them were able to moved. )

YJ: HJ let go of me~~~ what are you talking about? stop it, your hurting me..

HJ: You know damn right what I'm talking about... you planned all of this... did you?

( KJ and the rest of the SS501 members finally came in the scene and saw HJ having a tight grip at YJ. JM grabs HJ's hands and KJ took YJ away from HJ, while YS and HJB was telling the other crews and staff to get out of the room. )

JM: Ya~~~ what the heck you think your doing? putting your hands on a woman and looks like you were about to shook her off. What's wrong with you?

( YJ was in tears and KJ was trying to calm her down. HJB went and got her some water, while YS went to see what's going on with HJ and JM side. )

KJ: What happened?

YJ: I don't know.. he just came and started getting all angry about something I don't even know.

( HJ over heard her saying those words to KJ )

HJ: Moya? you don't know? then how come HB noona is in the plane right now on the way to US?

YJ: I thought all of you guys knew about it already?

HJ: I wouldn't be here talking and asking you about it, if we knew.

YJ: She told me that, all of you knew about her decision of leaving already. Plus, it's not my business to tell you everything about what's going on in her life.

HJ: I know you YJ and I know your purpose of sending her away.

JM: Can we just all calm down? and talked about this in a calm voice.

YJ: You know me? you know everything about me dont you? You just think I'm someone who uses people? is that what your trying to say?

HJ: Yeah infact thats what I'm trying to say~~

HJB: Hyung~~ stop it.. that's too much already.

HJ: No~~ I'm not stopping until she tells me the truth.

JM: What is the truth?

Scene: The truth and lies what makes everything complicated, but it's also what clears everything in the end.

( HJ got silent all of a sudden, and YJ too was in her silent corner together with KJ who knows something. YS was just shocked that JM asked that question, but that question already has put HJ in a position, that he had no escape but to tell every single one in that room about the things that has been going on, and the connection between him and YJ. )

HJ: She thinks Hye Jung would be a threat to her plans, and everything she came back for would be going down to nothing.

JM: How would noona be a threat to YJ?

YJ: How is unnie a threat to me? Why is it because YOU LIKE HER? Ahh, so this is what it's all about.. Huh? You like her and you think I'm scared of that.

HJ: Yeah, and your plan of having a FAMILY would be all nothing. Thats what you wanted right? You coming back out here in Korea, to finally make me see my son, who you have hidden from me for years. Having me feel guilty for it and you would think I'll be running back at your side, just for the sake of our son? Stop using people already YJ. I'm telling you now, I would never let you use our kid for your selfishness reasons again.

YJ: She really that special to you? that you would think of me as that kind of a person and taking her over ME and our SON?

( HJB and JM was just in deep silence, what else can the two boys do? Well, what else can the 4 of the boys do in the scene that was happening right before their very eyes. )

HJ: Thats where you miscalculated YJ.. I would be the best father for JongYi, but I would never come running back to your side. Never~~

( YJ just dropped down from shocked, while HJ went out and god knows where he went after all that thing happened in the room. )

Scene: What just happened?

KJ: YJ-shi, are you okay? HJB get some more water. pali pali~~

HJB: Ohh! ye ye ye~~~ ( running to get some more water )

JM: She okay?

( YS took a piece of paper and making some air for YJ to breath and KJ carried her to the sofa, were she could lay down. )

HJB: here's the water hyung~~~

KJ: You guys stay here and i'll go find hyung~~

　Scene: Arrival from Korea to Los Angeles

HB: ( breathing the air ) Ahhhhh~~~ Finally a step to my new life.

Melanie: Hwang Bo-shi~~ over here!

HB: ( smiled ) Did you wait long?

Melanie: Only for an HOUR!

HB: Omo, I'm so sorry~~ If only I could make them FLY faster.

Melanie: Hahaha, I think we can just get along just fine.

HB: I think so too.

Melanie: Let me help you

HB: Ani, it's okay...

Melanie: How could you carry all of it? come on.. lets get going, so we can have dinner already. Waiting for an HOUR was kind of gettting me hungry right now.

HB: Araso, lets go.

　Scene: The reason why she came back

Melanie: So how's my lovely bestfriend out over there in Korea?

HB: Oh she's fine.. she likes it alot out there~~

Melanie: That answers why she doesn't want to leave Korea. Well, not just that~~

HB: What do you mean by that?

Melanie: Well, as you know that YJ-shi already has a son right? I'm pretty sure it's already obvious why she came back over there.

HB: To put her family together?

Melanie: Ding ding ding! Yup, that's her main reason why she came back to Korea. I mean, to think about it.. We're already successful with our stores out here, but she really wanted to branch out in Korea for all of the places. As you know... we have branches in some other countries, but she picked Korea to managed from all of them. Well, at first she told me it's her homeland. But I didn't buy that... I'm Korean too and Korea is my homeland, so what does that got to do with business? Location is another thing, spreading your business in a certain location is a whole different story too. But I'm glad shes doing good out there and made it thru. I heard its all because she got you and you have made things easier for her. Now, I'm also going to be counting on you from now on unnie. Let's take care of each other and cheers for our FUTURE work together.

HB: Cheers~~

( HB already got into her apartment in where she would be staying and like she promised to YJ she would call. She took her phone and changed the sim, so she could use it and call her. )

(Calling.. ) Ring Ring Ring Ring.... tot~~ please leave a message~~

Melanie: Are you sure you don't want me to help you unpack?

HB: Ani, it's fine. I can do all of it, thank you so much. You already helped me alot

Melanie: No problem, who are you calling? Your boyfriend back home?

HB: Hahaha, ani~~~

Melanie: yah yah yah~~ that's what they usually say~~ hahaha, anyways, I'll come pick you up tomorrow morning okay? Let's go for a tour and show you the city.

HB: Okay, bye~~

Melanie: Bye, see you tomorrow.

( HB took melanie outside from the gate and said their goodbyes once again. )

HB: I wonder if she's busy~~~ Maybe I should call one more time...

( Calling... ) Ring Ring Ring Ring...

HB: I should just leave a message...

" YJ-shi~~~ I'm already here and the place is really great. Melanie took me into these great restaurant and like you told me, she's really nice and fun to be with. She told me shes really excited to work with me and I think I got the same feeling too. Hope everything is okay out there and please give me a call back. Okay? Bye "

HB: Okay, now I need to unpack my stuff. Ahhhh, that long flight got me tired. I wonder how was the concert?

( HB didn't know what was going on back in Korea, how it wasn't just a CONCERT event but more than that was actually happening back home. )

to be continued.....

Chapter 20

2009-09-12T00:40:00.000-07:00

Quick Review on Characters

Hyeon: HJ's REAL assistant and HB's cousin

Ji Young: The person who took HB's position and YJ's new assistant.

Melanie: YJ's business partner and bestfriend who managed the stores in US branches. She will be taking care of HB while she's over there. HB's going to be working under her.

Scene: Airport

HB: I checked everything already, so you guys should be good.

YJ: OK, thank you soooo much~~

HB: How come the boys arent here yet?

YJ: Ohh, I heard that they're coming later on... I talked to the manager-nim and he said coz of the FANS situation.. We and the rest of the crew need to get a head start out here first in the airport.

HB: Yeaah, those fans can get really serious. I remember before.. I almost got dragged away.

( Memories started flashing back on her.. that day when she almost got dragged away by the fans.. HJ was there and grabbed her by the hand and pulled her back. That was the first moment that she felt safe right next to him, she was secured that HJ could protect her, but now that she thinks about it.. She's the one that's protecting him. )

YJ: Chincha?

HB: ( Backed to her senses.. ) Oh! yeah yeah, so all of you have to stick together and maybe that's why manager-nim made this set up.. so you guys wont have to get separated.

YJ: Probably~~

HB: All your tickets.. Keep it together.. okay?

YJ & Ji young: Ye

HB: You guys should board now, and get settled down inside.

YJ: Unnie~~~~

HB: Hahaha, what's wrong?

( YJ went and hugged her tightly as she could.. She didn't want to let go, but HB somehow got to separate herself from her. )

YJ: Be careful over there.. okay? I already told Melanie about your flight and she'll be there early just to make sure. If anything.. Just call her or me. Okay?

HB: Araso araso~~ I got Melanie's number in my phonebook already, so don't worry. I'll be calling her tonight.

YJ: Okay okay.. Jaljayo~~ Don't forget to call me when you get there. Okay?

HB: Yeah! I promise.

YJ: Bye~~~

Scene: SS501 @ the Airport

HJ: Noona, where is my passport?

Hyeon: I got it right here..

( Fans were screaming everywhere... HJ was in the middle of a tidal wave full of fans screaming each of the boys names including his... But as HJ was walking towards the escalator, he somehow got a glimpse of HB in the crowd or he thought he did.)

HJ: HB Noona?

Hyeon: Here, just wear it in your neck~~ where are you looking at? I'm right here?

HJ: Oh! yeaaah, kansahamida! ( Puts on the passport in his neck, so he wont lost them again like what happened last time. )

( HJ looked back again to make sure, but the person wasn't there anymore. )

HJ: Ani, it couldn't be Noona.. She should be in the plane by now.

Hyeon: Something wrong? Did you forgot something?

HJ: Ani, but hey noona~~~ is everyone at the plane already?

Hyeon: As far as I know... they already boarded.

HJ: Araso!

( HJ wasn't hallucinating at all.. He really did saw HB in the airport. HB waited for them.. until they were gone out of her sight. HJ didn't saw her at the same spot again when he looked back, because she was pushed aside from the mad screaming fans who were taking pictures and fan cams of them. That time when HB was pushed aside.. she thought of HJ again and how this time.. He wouldn't be there to pull her back, because he finally left.)

HB: Annyeong, Mr. Kim Hyun Joong.. Have a nice trip, and always be healthy. ( Tears started flowing in her cheeks. ) Aish, chincha~~ I told myself to never cry anymore, but look who's tears are flowing now?

Scene: One last cry~~~

HB mom: Did you check everything?

HB: Yeah, thanks for the help mom.

HB mom: No problem dear, go and get some rest already.. You have an early flight tomorrow.

HB: Awwwwwh, a mah miss you so much~~

HB mom: Stop acting like a baby~~ your too old now.

HB: Hahaha, that's what I'm going to miss the MOST!

HB mom: Araso, good night! Love you~

HB: Night mom, love you too.

HB doubled checked everything, but while checking..Suddenly a drop of tears just flowed slowly in her cheeks.

HB: ( Wiping her tears out ) Come on now~~~ stop crying!!

( The more she keep saying STOP! the more tears flows down her cheeks )

HB: I hate this~~~ I should have just left, right after I dropped YJ and Ji young from the airport. Why did I even waited til he got there?

HB mom: Here some tow~~ otokie~~ what's wrong?

HB: Ohhhh~~~ ( wipes her tears ) Nothing~~

HB mom: What do you mean by nothing, when your eyes are clearly covered with tears.

( HB couldn't help it but run towards her moms arms, and hugged her for comfort. She bottled her emotions for so long, since that day she found out about everything... She could no longer help it, but vent it out all. HB told the mom everything and what she was really feeling deep inside. How hurt she was and how hopeless she felt.. The mom was just listening to her patiently and didn't even gave out any comments. Not even a single sarcastic comment, that she normally gives out everytime they talk. )

HB: Mom, am I really that weak?

HB mom: Your not weak at all dear.. For a person to sacrifice his/her own feelings for the sake of others is not something everyone can just do. People are greedy by nature~~ giving up something they really want or precious to them is something not everyone can easily do and you did it. You have given up what was precious to you in exchanged for their HAPPINESS, and that right there what makes you the stronger person. I want you to remember this...Your stronger!!! and you will always be~~ I know that for sure, coz I'm your mother.. and I didn't struggle on giving birth to someone who is just a WHIMP~~ Do you understand that?

HB: Hahahaha, thanks mom~~

HB mom: Okay, you should go to bed now and rest. We have to leave early the next morning.

HB: Araso!

HB mom: I'll turn off the lights on my way out.

HB: I would have never thought... I could sacrifice this much to a person, but I guess I really did love him that much, that I didn't even realized I have given up so much.

Scene: I would have said goodbye, but I couldn't.

KJ: Have you guys seen HB noona?

JM: Nope

HJB: Me neither~~~

YS: Haven't seen her, since like... I don't even remember when the last time I saw her.

KJ: Where is hyung?

JM: Last time I saw him.. he was with YJ

KJ: Araso~~~

( KJ went around to look for HB, he lost his phone... so he couldn't really call her either. Plus, they were in Singapore for concert.. He was pretty busy himself, but it's pretty amazing how he always spare some time for HB. )

Hyeon: Oh! HwangBO-shi~~ are you at the Airport now?

HB: Yes unnie~~ Just wanted to call you before I board the plane. Everything okay out there?

Hyeon: Yeah, the boys are practicing right now and everyone is really busy preparing for the concert.

HB: Oh, sorry to bother you.. but just wanted to say goodbye, since I didn't got a chance to say it properly to you.

Hyeon: Don't worry about it.. You have a safe trip okay? and don't forget to call me.

KJ: Hyeon Noona~~ is that HB noona?

( HB heard KJ in the background )

HB: Unnie, I have to go~~~ bye!

Hyeon: Wait~~~ Yeoboseo? HwangBO-yang~~~ Yeoboseo?

KJ: What happened?

Hyeon: I thinks shes already boarding the plane

KJ: What do you mean by boarding in a plane? Isn't noona out here?

Hyeon: What are you talking about? Didn't she told you guys already?

KJ: Uhhh, told us what?

Hyeon: That she's leaving for US today? and that's why shes not here.

( KJ was shocked to hear the news, it looked like someone poured a bucket full of ice on his head.)

KJ: Noona, your not kidding right?

Hyeon: I thought she already told you guys about it... I even asked her and she said... she has talked about it together with you guys. From all of the boys.. I would have expected you to know about it.

( Hyeon was trying to call HB again, but she wouldn't picked up.. She has already turned her cellphone off. )

Hyeon: She's not answering... I think it's already OFF! It says the subscriber cannot be reached.

KJ: She never told me anything... Where is Hyung?

Hyeon: She's with YJ!

( KJ went to look for HJ immediately.. He was running all around the place~~~ panting heavenly! He finally spotted HJ along with the other members. )

KJ: ( Rushed and ran towards HJ.. he was panting like crazy..)

HJ: What's wrong?

KJ: HB ( panting.... ) Noonaaaa.. ( panting )

HJ: What about Noona?

KJ: Did you know that she's leaving for US?

HJ: Huh? isn't she out here? ( Confused )

KJ: That's what I thought too, but ever since we landed Singapore.. I haven't seen her

JM: That's true~~~ I never saw her

( HJB & YS both nod at the same time to confirmed the two confused person infront of them, that they too haven't seen her since they landed Singapore. )

KJ: So none of you guys knew about her leaving?

HJ: There is only one way to find out.. ( HJ stormed out of the area and even bumped into HJB shoulder.. He looked fierce... )

JM: Yaaaa~~~ where you going?

to be continued...

It all happened too fast, within a blink of an eye...

2009-09-08T02:52:00.000-07:00

Too many things has been going on right now... Jaebeom leaving 2pm, because of something that went out of hand, that it shouldn't have. But it really sucks that he had to pay a price of giving up his own future to protect his beloved members and for those he loved... Now, Jaebeom leaving wasn't enough for the anti's.. they start spreading rumors about Wooyoung fainting~~Which is becoming a HOT Trending topic in twitter right now. When will the anti's ever stop? Will they ever?

To top all of those news.. Leader Kim Hyun Joong of SS501 just recently got diagnosed of Swine Flu. He and the rest of the SS501 members has been traveling in and outside of the country lately, so they do have the biggest chance of getting the flu. As of now... not much details is out about the leaders condition aside from him being treated at the moment and resting. Joong Joong oppa get well soon.

Chapter 19

2009-09-04T13:35:00.000-07:00

Scene: My answer is YES!

YJ: Have you thought about it unnie?

HB: Yup!

YJ: Waeyo? You look too unsure about it.

HB: Ani, I'm just a little tired.

YJ: Do you want to take the day off today? I don't want you to work in such condition.

HB: It's okay... I'm fine, don’t worry much.. I’m here to discuss about the offer and that I’m accepting it.

YJ: ( Big smile ) chincha? Your accepting it?

HB: ( Smile ) YUP! Who wouldn‘t want to accept such a great offer?

YJ: I'm so glad to hear your finally accepting it. We need to celebrate.. How about dinner? Shoot! I need to call for a babysitter. Wait okay...

HB: Ani, it's okay...

YJ: Aniyo, unnie~ ~ we have to celebrate. Come.. Let's go and tell
everybody.

HB: Ye, araso..

( YJ told everyone and they were all very happy to hear about it.. She really deserves the JOB and all of her colleagues thinks the same way too. )

Everyone: Congratulation!!

HB: ( blush ) *bows* kansahamida

YJ: Are you going to invite anybody? What about the boys? You should invite them too

HB: OHhhh! Uhmmm, they're busy.. With the upcoming Singapore concert… remember?

YJ: True huh.... Which reminds me.. The outfits? Is it all ready?

HB: Yah, it's on the right closet.. Everything is tagged already too.

YJ: I know.. I can count on you.. See, that’s why I picked you unnie.. I made some decision in my life before, that up until now I'm still regretting.. but sending you over there.. I never doubted that decision.

HB: you praise me too much, that at the same time it sounds like your spoiling me too much.

YJ: Do I? Your an amazing woman unnie.. and even I'm wondering how come there isn’t a single guy spoiling you right now. ( looked back and smiled )

HB: Oh gosh, is this one of those boy talk again?

YJ: What's wrong with that?

HB: look who's talking...

YJ: hey hey.. My situation is a little different and complicated. As you know.. I'm already a mom.

HB: with one adorable kid.. ( Smiled )

YJ: Yup, his my little precious. The reason why I'm doing everything.. It’s all for my little guy.

( Got quite.... )

HB: hahahhaha ( awkward )

YJ: Why are you laughing? ( She started laughing too )

HB: Just random.. It reminded me of something that my mom used to tell me. She actually sounded like you... and thought how corny it was and now it doesn’t seem too bad at all.

YJ: Really? It might sound corny, but wait until you have one. It make sense to you even more.

HB: Aigo, let's start with having a boyfriend first.

YJ: you'll have plenty of selection, when you get to L.A~~ ( Teasing )

HB: Hahaha! Silly, you shouldn’t be tellin me that.. I'm going over there for work & school. Remember?

YJ: Don’t tell me your really going to work and school the whole time? Have fun too! It's a new place for you... Explore and enjoy...

HB: Your just about the weirdest boss I ever had...

YJ: I don’t treat you as my employee.. I treat you as my older sister. There is a big difference~~ Right now I’m talking to you as a little sister.

HB: YJ-yang~ ~

YJ: Ne? ( fixing the outfits )

HB: Komawa

YJ: For what?

HB: Forgiving me all the opportunity to really reach my dreams.

YJ: ( looks back ) Unnie, you did it yourself! All I'm doing right now is opening a path for you... You did all the work.

HB: In any case .... I still want to thank you for opening that path for me.

YJ: Oh come on~~ your going to make me cry.

HB: Seriously, I’m sincerely thanking you.

YJ: ( Hugged her ) Then… your welcome.

Scene: Celebration Night

YJ: Unnie, order whatever you want~~

HB: Actually, this is my treat.. So you go picked whatever you want.

YJ: Ani~~~~

HB: It’s mine~~ stop arguing with me.

YJ: Araso~~ ( Smiled )

( Both of them ordered what they wanted and bonded like they were really real sisters. With the small amount of time they have spent working together, it‘s really amazing how they both got really close to each other. But then again~~ HB is someone who isn‘t that hard to get a long with. The moment you meet her.. You will get that feeling that you have known her for years. Even the waitress mistook them for being sisters, and that made them laugh and even went along with it. )

YJ: Unnie, are you worried?

HB: Huh? About what?

YJ: Going abroad alone?

HB: Well, it is my first time going out of the country and this is not some kind of a vacation trip. You know?

YJ: I completely understand how you feel.. But don’t worry~~~ My friends are going to be taking care of you out there.. Your going to be working with her. You’ll love her..

HB: Fighting~~~~

YJ: Eh?

HB: Aja Aja, fighting~~

YJ: Fighting~~~ Hahahaha!

HB: Oh yeah~~ I would like to request to leave earlier than what has planned.

YJ: Request?

HB: Yeah, well.. I want to get settled over there.. At least get familiar with the place and all. Having to move with a big and unfamiliar place.. I need to get used to it.

YJ: But what about the Singapore concert with the boys?

HB: Everything is ready, and you can just take Jin young with you.

YJ: True, you also need to get settled down over there. But I was kind of looking forward for that trip too.

HB: You wont be needing me over there anyways… by yourself… I know you can managed it.

YJ: Ani~~ How can I managed 5 boys? With all those outfit?

HB: You’ll be fine without me.. The moment you guys leave for Singapore .. the next day.. I'll be flying to L.A

YJ: Wae? Why not wait til we come back? I want to sent you off too.

HB: Hahaha, that’s like the same thing as I go with you guys and leave when we come back.

YJ: That’s perfect~~

HB: Hahaha, it’s okay.. I’ll see you guys before leaving Singapore~~

YJ: Araso ( A little sad, that she couldn't convinced her to go ) Are you really sure?

HB: Yes~~

YJ: Anyways, have you told the boys about it?

HB: Eh?

YJ: Aren’t you close with them?

HB: Oh yeaaah~~ of course. They know already.

YJ: I don’t know, but sometimes.. I feel like a bad person for sending you away~~

HB: Wae?

YJ: I don’t know.. I just get that feeling~~

HB: Omo, don’t think that way~~ your doing it all for me and I can’t even express how thankful I am for that.

YJ: Chincha?

HB: Of course

YJ: So your completely happy about your decision right? It’s not like you were pressured or forced. Right? I mean, you don’t have to take it unnie.. I don’t want you to regret anything and I don’t want you to feel pressured by me.

HB: YJ-yang~~ I completely made the decision myself and this is all for my own good. So you don’t have to worry, coz you didn’t pressure me at all.

YJ: You sure?

HB: Yes~~~ Positively sure~~

Note: Sending away HB wasn't YJ's intention of separating them, she doesn't even know yet what's going on with the two, neither do HJ knows about his true feelings... But since HB knows what she feels, she tries to escape it.. The offer was just a perfect timing for her to get away. She doesn't know what else can she do? The more she stays in.. the more she would get hurt and situations might get unpredictable.. and something could go worst in the end. Her going far away might help her and everyone's situation and that's why she took it.

To be continued....

Leader's condition

2009-09-04T12:22:00.000-07:00

I heard that HJ almost fainted, and good thing Hubby ( Young Saeng ) was there to catch him from behind. With the ridiculous schedule they have? I wouldn't be surprise, that later on... all of them will be having this kind of incident, and that's one thing we fans don't want to happen. I hope they do think about the boys health first as much as we fans think about it. I know they're getting popular and all, but nothings can go farther, if incidents like this happens pretty much all the time. It scares me what will happen the next time around. :(

SS501 fighting~~ Please do get some GOOD rest.

F(x) Lachata

2009-09-02T21:16:00.000-07:00

Note: Ohhhh snap~~~ Here comes my new OBSESSION. Omo omo, AMBER is just too JJANG~~ I love her!! I'm one of her BIGGEST FAN!!! Can't wait for MORE with F(x)

Full Video Credit: Sment @ YT

SBS challenge 1000 songs SS501 cut

2009-09-02T14:12:00.000-07:00

Note: Just because I miss him so~~~

Full Video Credit: Ohdestiny11 @ YT

Chapter 18

2009-08-30T21:46:00.000-07:00

Scene: I can tell it's you from a mile away..

HB: wait... is that Kyu-shi?

( HB went and parked the car and got her phone from her pocket to call KJ )

Ring ring ring..

KJ: HB noona? Yeoboseo..

HB: Look across the street... ( waves )

KJ: ( waves back ) Wait.. ( looking @ both sides and went to the other side... ) Noona, what are you doing here?

HB: Ohh, I just dropped off HJ. I was on my way home, when I saw
you crossing to the other side. What’s up with the glasses? & hoodie?

KJ: Well, I didn’t really want people to recognize me or causing any attention. Wait, how did you know it was me?

HB: Hahaha, I can spot not just you but the five of you anywhere. But now that I think about it, seems like everywhere I go.. I see you guys! I’m really curious about that.

KJ: ( Changed the topic... to something his more curious about )Sooo~~ did he…

HB: Told me about it?

KJ: What the.... you can tell when it's me like a mile away and now your reading my mind?

HB: I'm good like that.. To answer your question... Uhmmm…YES, but NOT really.

KJ: ( looks @ her ) huh?

HB: Well... He didn’t directly... said it to me..

KJ: tssah! What a coward..

HB: Yaaaa~~ Kyu-shiii.. What made you say that?

KJ: What other word can I describe him?

HB: Your brother isn’t a coward...

KJ: Sure he is… For not tellin you all about it, then his nothing but a coward.. If
anyone out here needs to know, then it got to be you noona.

HB: He doesn’t need to tell me anything... His not obligated to do such explanation towards me, it’s not like we’re both going out. Anyways, it’s getting really late. I should head home now, before my mom wakes up and starts freaking out, if she knows I’m not in bed. Do you want me to take you home?

KJ: Ani~ I'm fine... The dormitory isn’t far from here, so I'll be fine.

HB: Are you sure?

KJ: I’m sure~~~ thanks noona.. Drive safe.

HB: ye, annyeong~~

KJ: Yeah, you guys aren’t going out.. But why does it feel like Hyung can’t live his life without you by his side.. His constantly in need of your presence…. Am I feeling jealous right now?

Scene: Home sweet home

HJ: Ohh~~ Kyu-shi, did you went somewhere?

KJ: Your back? I just took a midnight walk.. Get my exercises going..

HJ: Very dedicated I see..

KJ: So did you got to meet up with your friends?

HJ: Ohhh~~ yeah.. We didn’t stay long, since we both have work tomorrow.

KJ: Ahh, I see.. We should head to bed now..

HJ: KJ-ah~~~

KJ: Ye?

HJ: Can we talk?

KJ: Uhmmm, NO?

HJ: Seriously~~~

KJ: Of course… What’s up?

( HJ shared everything to KJ, and told him about his real situation… )

HJ: You said exactly the same thing as my friend ( He was referring to HB )

KJ: Great minds think alike….

HJ: Pleaseeeeee.. Don’t tell anybody about this….

KJ: Not even HB noona?

HJ: Huh?

KJ: Ani~~~

HJ: Just pleaseee.. Promise me!

KJ: Araso Araso.. I promise.

Note: KJ is stuck with two people who he made a promise with... Seems like KJ is always getting stuck in the middle...

Scene: Feelings vs. Dreams

YJ: Unnie~~~ I have a very good news for you…

HB: Chincha?

YJ: I’ve already picked the person who will be managing the L.A branch~~ and nobody is perfect for that JOB other than you unnie~~ I’ve figured… I’ll sent you abroad, so you can continue your school out there and managed the store. Seems like I’m really busy out here and I need someone I can trust out there. Your just the perfect person for the JOB.

( HB couldn’t believe with the offer that YJ just presented to her.. She became speechless and almost out of breath…. She wanted to say YES immediately like normal person would do, if they were offered with an opportunity as big as this one.. Like the same moment, when she got hired. But the weirdest thing happened.. Seems like something was holding HB back to say the word YES! )

YJ: Unnie? What's wrong? You don’t think it’s a great offer?

HB: Ani Ani~~~ it’s the best offer that anybody could get… It’s just that.. It’s really big that I can’t believe its happening…. I just probably need some time.

YJ: Don’t worry~~ think it thru. This is really a big step, and among everyone out here.. I know you’re just the right person for the job. I can't trust anybody but you unnie, and that’s why I picked you.

HB: I’m really really really grateful for the opportunities that you have given me.. I also appreciate the trust...

YJ: No unnie… I should be the one thanking you~~ Thank you for the hard work, and not just that.. For being like my older sister too.

( HB’s heart started aching… these person in front of her.. thinks of her as someone trustworthy.. Much worst.. YJ thinks of her as a SISTER! It was already weird enough for her to know that they both share the same love interest. She felt suffocated in YJ‘s office… and just wanted to get out of there as quickly as possible. )

HB: I have to think about it…

YJ: Pleaseee do~~

HB: Ohh, if it’s okay.. Can I take the rest of the day off? I kind of have to do some errands.

YJ: Yeaah, go ahead.. We’re practically done with everything.

HB: Thanks, bye…

YJ: Bye! Don’t forget to think about it carefully… okay?

HB: Ye, araso.. Annyeong..

Scene: HB @ Home

HB’s mom: Your home already?

HB: I got off work earlier today…

HB’s mom: What’s with the face?

HB: I got promoted…

HB’s mom: Ohhhh honey…. That’s great… ( Hugged her )

HB: Thanks~~

HB’s mom: Aren’t you supposed to be happy? Since you just got promoted?

HB: It’s not just an ordinary promotion mom.. It’s a big step in my life… a open door to my dreams.

HB’s mom: Isn’t that MUCH more reason to be happy about ? Seriously… kids these days.. You can never understand them.. This is just like that one time, when you got hired to work with those idol.

HB: Mom~~~ it’s a promotion for me to go abroad, managed a store and study out there. I’m not totally happy about it, coz what about you… and everything that’s out here…

HB’s mom: Aigo~~~ I’m already OLD enough to take care of myself Hye jung-ah. You and me both know that.. So you don’t have to worry about me…. This is your dreams, that you fought with me for so long~~~ and now your having doubts of accepting such a great offer? Have you lost your mind? Or could it be there is something more to it?

HB: It’s not just the only thing I’ve lost~~ I’ll go up stair … kind of tired~~

HB’s mom: Your not eating dinner?

HB: I don’t have the appetite ~~~

( HB is feeling trap inside…. She knew that deep down inside.. she really likes HJ~~ she wouldn’t get hurt knowing that he has a child from his past, if she didn't felt anything for him. To top that…. her boss who she became close with is also someone who later on became her own rival. This is like a game in which the winner has already been chosen…a game that she has no fight at all. How can she hate someone who was always been good to her? She has no reason to hate her, but instead she should have more of a reason to LOVE her, for all the opportunities that she has given... with just the kid alone.. she has no right at all. Who is she to step in to their world like that? She's in no position... As much as she knows this... she couldn't do anything but cry that night.... She was hurting inside to know that she can't do anything.. and even started blaming herself for ever liking such a person like HJ. Asking herself over and over again... why him? and why is this happening... why does it have to go this way? The word why was repeated countless of time that night. )

To be continued…..

Chapter 17

2009-08-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Unnie Hyunika :)

( This chapter is dedicated to you.. )

-Flashback-

HB: Don’t we have another branch in L.A?

YJ: Yup, but I choose to managed this one out here…

HB: Isn’t L.A our main one?

YJ: I have more business that I need to do and take care out here.

HB: Hmmmm~~ What kind of business is that? A guy perhaps?

YJ: Hahahahaha~~~ Actually, I did came back for a certain person.

HB: I just caught you~~ Hahaha!

YJ: Shhhh~~ it’s a secret.

HB: Araso Araso

-Flashback ended-

Scene: HB @ home

HB: Hye jung-ah what are you going to do now? She's your boss... and the kid..

Ring ring ring.. Caller ID: KING of all jerks

HB: otokie~~ his calling me.. What should I do? ( panic ) No, I have
to act normal.. Like I don’t know anything.

Calling HJ back...

HJ: hello

HB: you called?

HJ: yaaa~~ how come you didn’t answer my calls?

HB: moya? and why are you yelling at me?

HJ: forget it!!

HB: forget you too… I'm hanging up..

HJ: ( suddenly became… calm ) wait.~~ Noona.. Don’t hang up..

HB: what do you want now?

HJ: are you doing anything?

HB: yaaa~ your calling me at these hour.. Just to ask me what I'm
doing? Are you crazy?

HJ: so your still up?

HB: well, duhhh! I wouldn’t be talking to you right now, if I was
asleep..chincha~

HJ: okay then.. See you @ 1st street Misukoya.. I'm hanging up.. My
phone is dying.. see you.. Bye noona.

HB: yaaaa.. Yeoboseo? Joongie~~ Yeoboseo? Yaaa~~ ughhh, chincha..

Scene: Sleepwalker

HJ: she'll definitely come…

KJ: Hyung, where you going?

HJ: Just going to meet up with someone..

KJ: Around this time? Be careful.. you know how manager-nim don’t like us going out late @ night.

HJ: if he doesn’t know... then he wont find out. Right? Don’t worry.. I'll be careful.. You should go back to sleep and watch HJB, he might be...

( HJB entered... With eyes close.. Walking... )

HJB: ( mumbless ) noona... Sooo pretty~~ ( grabs KJ's face )

HJ: hahaha

KJ: yaaa~~ let go of my face..

HJ: take him back to your room.. People say… it's not good to wake up a sleepwalker.. You might get beat up..

KJ: chincha?

HJ: chincharo.. Alright, I'm leaving...

KJ: ye, be safe.

( KJ took baby back to their room, while HJ went to go meet up HB. )

KJ: He seems to act normal, like nothing happened. I wonder what‘s his plan now? Does he even have any plans of telling us all about this? What about noona? ( tossing the pillow back and forth, while lying down in his bed ) When I saw her today… I felt really hopeless, like I couldn’t do anything.. I really hated that feeling.. Not able to do anything for someone who‘s in need of help. I just looked at her.. Her eyes was overflowing with tears.. I felt a little sharp pain in me, when I saw her crying.. and I don’t know why. Could it be.. because? ( Shaking his head and stopped tossing his pillow. ) Aniya.. aniya~~ what am I thinking..

( HJB tries to walk out again… and KJ grab him and put him back to sleep. )

KJ: Chincha these kid~~~~

Scene: She'll definitely show up

HJ: Noona~~ over here.

HB: ( Unhappy face ) Yaaaa~~~ what's up with meeting up so late?

HJ: I just wanted someone to drink with…

HB: Don’t you have the BOYS? Why don’t you drink with them…

HJ: Ani~~~ I just wanted to be around with someone, that I can talk to and feel completely safe.

HB: What?

HJ: Nothing, I just need some advice… Just order whatever you want.. Its on me.

HB: It should be… since you’re the one who invited me here.

HJ: Noona~~ have you ever felt confused before?

HB: Confused? Isn’t that a normal thing? People get confused all the time.. Like right now.. I’m still confused why you ask me to meet you up out here.

HJ: How is this confusing? You’re here to specially listen to me…

HB: Do I get paid for this?

HJ: Yaa~~

HB: Kidding~~ Gosh, relax…

HJ: Well, I have a cousin.. His in a little confused state right now.. Well, its not little.. More like BIG. Anyways, he just found out that he has a son.. On his state right now.. His job might get affected, but doesn’t want to abandon the child either. He wants to spend time with the kid and introduced himself as the little boys father. You think it will be enough for my nephew? Just knowing that my cousin is his father? but can't even tell the world?

HB: Well, life isn’t always FAIR to begin with.. But that’s his son.. Can he really bare not to introduce himself to his little one? Yeah, maybe work can be a problem a situation that needs to overcome, but that can always be fixed, arrange or settle. Your nephew's feeling and longing for a father.. You think anybody can just fixed that or replace that?

HJ: ( silent for a while.. )

HB: It’s your cousin’s choice.. But I hope he makes the right one. Plus, it's always better to know the truth, than not knowing it at all.

HJ: Yah, it's his decision~~ I also hope that he makes the right one.

HB: Well, I got work tomorrow.. So I should probably leave first..

HJ: Oh okay.. I’ll take you home.

HB: Ani, it’s okay.. I brought my car with me.

HJ: But you were drinking…

HB: I ordered Margareta virgin, so technically.. I didn’t drink anything alcoholic. You in the other hand had some, so if someone should be offering to drive someone home.. That should be me. Did you took a car with you?

HJ: Nope

HB: I’ll take you back to the dormitory then..

HJ: It’s okay, I didn’t even drink that much.

HB: You will be, if I leave you out here alone.. So come on and I’ll take you home.

HJ: If you say so SIR..

HB: Your always calling me different names.

HJ: I don’t know.. I just call you whatever comes to mind.

To be continued..

Chapter 16

2009-08-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

Scene: YJ and JongYi

YJ: baby... Why are you all alone out here?

JY: ( didn't respond )

( The little one didn’t respond to the mom, but instead.. he was staring @ his classmates, who were getting picked up by their dad, and some were even both of the parents came to fetch them... The boy had that envious look in his face, and it was very undeniable. )

YJ: baby, are you okay?

JY: ye.. Mom let's go..

( In the car.. the boy was still looking sad, and YJ couldn’t help but to notice the obvious mood of her child. )

YJ: wae? How come my baby is looking sad today.. Did something happen @ school?

JY: Mom~~

YJ: What is it darling?

JY: Why does everyone else have a dad, but I don’t? Do I have one?

( YJ stopped the car on the side, she couldn't believe that her only son is now asking about the existents of his dad... The boy has reached his age to were he notices the things around him.. More curious onto what he has and what he doesn’t have. A boy who is growing knowing their is only mom and no dad. The time has come that a question like this… finally came out.. A question that YJ has been avoiding for so long, to hope it would never be asked. But sooner or later she knows it will be come and today it happened righ at that very moment. )

YJ: ( grabs and hugs JY ) of course you do darling... You'll be meeting him soon.. We just have to wait for the right time.. Okay?

JY: chincha? is he out here? is dad close to us? ( smiling with full of enjoyment and excitement )

YJ: hahaha, yes... See, Mommy likes it better when your smiling brightly, than being all gloomy~~

Scene: You seem to know a lot about him

( The next day… and work is just one thing that people have to go by with their daily routines in life... )

YJ: Hmmmm, how about this one? What do you think unnie?

HB: For who?

YJ: For the leader

HB: Uhmmmm~~~

YJ: Why? You don’t think he’ll like it?

HB: Well, Jongie-ah~~ ( Picks another style ) would like this kind of style…

YJ: Araso, how about accessories? Let me see, how about this one?

HB: Uhmmm, how about that other one… He doesn’t really like dangly stuff..

YJ: Hahaha, unnie sees to know a lot about Hyun Joong... Even his taste of clothing..

HB: Ani.. Ani.. It’s just that I’ve worked with those boys as HJ’s personal assistant, so yeah.. It can’t be helped to know things about him.

YJ: Ahh~~ I see… Araso.. We better hurry up out here, so they can try all of the outfits.

Scene: Outfits for fitting

JM: Noona, I think something is wrong with this one.

HB: Let me take a look…

JM: Does it really go like this?

HB: Hahaha, you did it the other way.. Let me do it for you..

JM: Ahhh~~ so that’s how it goes..

HB: Yup, then your all set.

JM: What will I do without noona.

HB: Ohh gosssh, you’ll do just fine~~~

JM: Ani~~ we actually miss you… Specially someone~~

HB: Who?

JM: Who else… your nagging boss.

HB: Hahaha, wae? Did he miss yelling at me? Is that why..

JM: Who knows… He just became different than usual, when you left.

HB: Ahhh, I see.. Wait, where are the accessories.. that goes with this outfit…( looking for it... ) Hold on, I have to go ask Yi jen-shi , if she knows where it is

( HB was about to knock on the door, but heard YJ and HJ talking….. )

Scene: Let the truth be told

HJ: So what ? Are you going to tell me now? Or is today isn’t the right time either?

YJ: Why are you being like this?

HJ: No, Yi jen… why are you being like that… Always trying to avoid everything..

YJ: You knew why….

HJ: No, at least not the whole thing… Yi jen.. For once, please... face me.. and tell me the truth.

YJ: Do you really want to know why? Why I left and came back?

HJ: Yes~~~ I’ve been wondering that for some time now…..

YJ: Because OUR kid is looking for his DAD…

HJ: ( Speechless.. he knew it was coming.. But still, he couldn't seem to say anything... after confirming it.. )

YJ: is that enough reason for you HJ? Is it? Why aren’t you saying anything now?

HJ: Say what YJ? How come you never told me about this? Why did you have to LIE about all of this? and kept it a secret from me? is that what you want to hear? is it?

YJ: You know damn well… Why I had to kept it…

HJ: You thought I knew…… But I never did~~~ You assume I would understand and know everything…. I waited…. I waited for you to come back for years… but you never came back.. And now? Your telling me…. I knew everything…. Yeah, that’s true… I did knew.. About a couple of months ago.. That the kid that I’ve been visiting @ the park… is actually my own child, but not because it came out from you… But it all happened in a coincidence that I found out.

YJ: So you knew about Jongyi?

HJ: Why? You thought you could hide him from me? Well, your wrong.. Now that I‘ve confirmed it.. You can’t hide him away from me anymore.

YJ: What are you trying to say? Are you telling me …that your taking Jongyi away from me?

HJ: Maybe I should… considering you took him away from me.

YJ: You can’t do that HJ… I’m telling you now~~~ Jongyi will always be staying by my side… no matter what…

( HJ didn’t want to hear anything farther from Yi jen and left her in the empty room by herself…crying endlessly..)

Scene: Promise me…

KJ: Where did noona go?

JM: She went to go look for her boss

( KJ found HB in the rooftop… crying and couldn’t believe what was going on… )

KJ: Noona~~~ Are you okay? What happened? Why are you crying…..

HB: Kyu-shi~~~ Tell me… it’s not true right?

KJ: What’s not true? What’s wrong?

HB: No~~ it can’t be… this must be all a dream..right... Tell me it is...

KJ: Why are you acting like this?

HB: Why did that kid had to be HJ’s son….

KJ: Whattttttttt? say that again noona... Hyung has a son?

HB: No… I shouldn’t be telling you this…. What am I doing~~~

KJ: No~~ You have to tell me about it.. You already did…

HB: Uggggh, I’m soooooooooo stupid~~~

KJ: How did this happened?

HB: Pleaseeeeeeee Pleaseeeeee.. Promise me you wont tell anybody and not even HJ.. Pleaseeeeeeeeeee Kyu-shi~~ ( She looked like someone who was begging for somebody's forgiveness.. )

KJ: Araso, I promise…. Please calm down noona.. I don't like seeing you in a situation like this… I’ll be right back.. I’ll get you some water.

To be continued….

Chapter 15

2009-08-20T13:00:00.000-07:00

Scene: @ Dinner

HJ: Oh what do you know… it’s KJ-ah and Noona

KJ: Were you guys stalking us?

HJ: Wae.. Wae? We left first, before you guys even did.

KJ: Oh true huh~~ what happened hyung? You guys just left without saying anything earlier. We were kinda worried.

YS: Oh nothing, we just had to take care of something…

( HB stayed quite at the back.. She felt that… she didn’t have to talk or jump in the conversation between the boys.)

KJ: Noona, you okay?

HB: Yeah, of course…

KJ: Well, since we're all here.. is it okay with noona? If the both of them join with us?

HJ: Why do you have to ask? Are you guys on a secret date or something? Is this a DATE?

HB: Ani~~ Ani~~~ KJ: Sorta~~~

( YS and HJ looked at the both of them… since they both responded quickly but not the same answer. )

KJ: Actually, it's like this... noona just owe me a dinner, but I insisted of telling her it’s a DATE.

YS: Nice, it’s the FORCE technique… I should try using that one day.

HJ: You guys are impossible~~~ Anyways, are we getting a table? Coz I’m getting hungry hearing this non sense stuff from the both of you.

KJ: You should try it one day Hyung.. It’s very effective.

HB: table for 4 please…

Scene: Mommy… I want ice cream

Yi Jen: Did you miss mommy?

Jongyi: Ye~~~ Mom~~~ I’m hungry… I want Ice cream..

Yi Jen: I’ll buy you one, but you have to eat dinner first.. Okay?

Jongyi: Ye~~~

Yi Jen: What does my baby want for dinner?

Jongyi: Ice cream~~~

Yi Jen: Hahahaha~~~ Aigo~~ soo cute... you have to eat rice first dear…

Jongyi: then I could eat ice cream?

Yi Jen: Yes, baby~~ then you can eat ice cream.

Scene: Thanks for the dinner

KJ: Noona, I should take you home. Where do you live?

HJ: It’s okay~~~ I’ll take noona home, since I already know where she lives. I gotta drop by my parents house too before going back to the dormitory, it’s in the way.. So it would be easier for all of us if I take her.

YS: Kyu-shi let’s go~~ I need to take a number 2

KJ: Man~~~ you better not fart in the car…

YS: Ani~~ pali pali~~~

KJ: Sorry noona.. Hyungs gonna take you home instead.. Thanks for the dinner~~ See you next time ( Hugged her )

HJ: Pali pali~~~~

HB: Can’t you see we’re still in the middle of saying goodbye?

HJ: It’s not like you guys don’t see each other at work.

HB: Fine~~~ I’m coming~~~ Bye YS~~~ kyu-ah, drive safe.. Okay?

YS: Bye noona, and thanks for the dinner. Kyu-shi~~~ pali~~

KJ: Ye~~~ bye.

HB: Chincha, your so in a hurry..

HJ: You know I have to visit my parents too..

HB: Then you why did you offer to take me home?

HJ: Fine, walk then~~~

HB: Uggggghhh~~~

HJ: See~~ fasten your seat belt

HB: Araso~~~

Scene: When imagination becomes real..

HB’s umma: Oh~ Hye jung-ah~~

HB: ( Got out from the car ) Did you just got home?

HB’s umma: Yeah, it was kinda busy at the restaurant

( HJ got out from the car and helped out HB’s mom on her shopping bag… )

HB: Chincha? Who is closing today? Uncle?

HB’s umma: Wait~~ aren’t you Kim Hyun Joong? from that one cell phone commercial?

HJ: Yes, auntie.

HB’s umma: Omo~~ ( slaps HB on the shoulder..) Aigo~~ How can you make him carry those stuff.

HB: ( Ouch!! ) Aissh~~ I never told him to pick them up… He did it himself.

HB’s umma: Ani ani~~ you don’t have to carry those dear..

HJ: It’s okay auntie.. I’ll help you take them inside.

HB’s umma: Araso, be careful okay? Come… come on in.

( HJ and HB were making faces to each other, while the mom was opening the main door… When they got inside.. HB’s mom offered some drinks for HJ. )

HB’s umma; Here you go dear…

HB: Mom you don’t have to prepare anything.. His leaving anyways…

HJ: Ani~~

HB: What did you mean by NO? ( Whispers ) Weren’t you just in a hurry to leave earlier?

HJ: That was earlier.. I can’t be rude to elders...

HB: yaaaahh... so now you got manners?

HJ: Always have it in me~~

HB’s umma: I’m relief…

HB: Relief? About what?

HB’s umma: I’ve always thought, that my daughter was going crazy.

HJ: ( Choked )

HB: Kwenchana? ( wipes his shirt )

HB’s umma: Aigo~~ I thought you were really going to grow old with that imaginative boyfriend of yours, but it turned out mom was wrong.

HB: Whaaaaaaaaat?

HJ: Eh? You have a imaginative boyfriend? Hahaha, chincha? What’s his name?

HB: Umma~~ what the heck are you blabbering about right now? Umma always talking about non sense.

HB’s umma: Yaaaaaa~~~ You just don’t know how much I was worried about you.. But it’s a relief to know it’s a real person. So HB-yah~~ is it him? ( Teasingly smiling while pointing @ HJ )

HJ: ( points @ himself ) Me?

HB: ( Blushed ) Whaaaaaat? Nooooooooooo and what in the world made you think it’s him?

HJ: So there is really someone?

HB’s umma: You just got caught~~~ I think I better leave now.. It was nice meeting you dear…

HB: Umma~~~~~~~~ come back over here.....

HJ: Ani, thanks for letting me in auntie..

HB’s umma: Feel free to come back anytime… your most welcome in our house.

HB: His not coming back~~~~

HJ: Why are you so hot tempered? Auntie, have a good rest.

HB’s umma: bye…

HB: Don’t you have to go visit your parents? Leave now~~~

HJ: Araso Araso~~~ I’m leaving…but before that… Chincha? Is it me?

HB: Pssssssssh~~ you believe that? Can you tell she was just joking around?

HJ: Not really~~~ she was pretty serious..

HB: Apparently, you don’t know my mom well enough.

HJ: ( mumbles ) Maybe I should come visit more often then…

HB: What did you say?

HJ: Nothing, I’m leaving~~~ see you at work.

HB: Bye, take care.

Scene: SS501 dormitory

KJ: Oh hyung, did you just got home?

HJ: Yeah, like a couple of minutes…

KJ: Did you take noona home?

HJ: Nah, I made her walk… she was too annoying…

KJ: You did what? Waeyo? Hyung….

HJ: Hahahaha, calm down.. I took her home safely… Aite, I’m heading to bed now.. We got work tomorrow.

KJ: ( Took a deep breath. ) Araso, nite hyung.

HJ: Sleep tight.. Don’t let the big bugs bite..

KJ: Yeaaah, don’t worry.. I wont let that bug have a chance to bite~~~

Scene: SMS messaging

HB: That jerk... who does he think he is? He didn't even notice me today at work.. and at dinner.. he suddenly shows up out of nowhere... is he stalking me? I don't know why he keeps popping out in my life... But he did took me home tho... Should I call him and say thank you? Ani~~ Hmmm, sms? yeaaah.. I'll do that instead..

Text Message: Yaaaaa, HJ-ah~~ forgot to say thank you for taking me home and helping out with the shopping bags. Goodnight~

HJ: ( Big Smile )

Text Message: No problem, and thanks for the dinner too noona.. Anyways, I'm really curious about your boyfriends name... Wait, I mean.. your imaginative boyfriend.. Hahaha, that really cracks me up.. I never thought such thing existed..

HB: ( Pissed off ) Arrrgggghhh~~~ His really testing my patients..

Text Message: Pabo~~~ that's because it doesnt exist.. that's why I can never give you an answer for that... so stop asking me stupid questions.

HJ: ( Laughing ) I could just picture her out.. getting pissed off...

Text Message: Araso Arasoo~~~ Goodnight, see you @ work tomorrow.

HB: Work? Why does he keep saying that? Did you forgot again? that I don't work for you guys anymore?

NOTE: Additional Character name: Jongyi ( Yi jen's kid~~ " the mysterious kid " )

To be continued….

Chapter 14

2009-08-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

Scene: HwangBO meets the boss

HB: Annyeongsaeyo, good morning

YJ: Goodmorning~~ come come.. Sit~~ you want coffee? Juice? Anything ?

HB: I’m good, thank you tho.. I’m to excited right now to even think about anything.

YJ: Ohhh, just relax…. Actually, you’re already hired.

HB: What? Say that again?

YJ: Yes, you’re already hired. I just wanted you to come personally today, so we can talk about your schedule.

HB: Omo omo…. I’m not dreaming right?

YJ: Nope, not at all… You are very much awake.. Seeing your resume… you’re just the perfect person in which I’ve been looking for.. I saw that you have worked from DSP and I’m pretty sure you know about the SS501’s Asia Tour right?

HB: Yes~~~ I’ve worked for them, so I do know about the concert.

YJ: Well, we’re sponsoring them with their outfits for the concert and I think your just the right person for the job. I need an assistant …someone who knows the boys too.. At least in that way, it would be easier to work with them.

HB: Yes… yes… yes.. I understand.

YJ: OK, so with that being discussed already… Are you willing to take a shot and be apart of my team?

HB: I’ve been waiting to say YES, the moment I step in to your shop.

YJ: I’m glad to hear that~~~ Welcome~~ to the team. I’ll be seeing you tomorrow then?

HB: OK, thank you soo much….

YJ: No, thank you~~~ see you tomorrow.

Scene: HB @ home

HB umma: How was the interview?

HB: It was okay.. It wasn’t much of an interview.. I got hired right away.

HB umma: You seem to be dry for someone who just got a new JOB

HB: Seems like where ever I go… I can’t be separated with that guy.

HB umma: To who? Your imaginative Boyfriend again?

HB: Hahaha, ani~~ mom we should celebrate.. How about a bottle of SOJU? Yeah yeah?

HB umma: Just go and rest hye jung-ah.. Congratulation on your new JOB

HB: Waaaah, mom finally accepted my passion?

HB umma: What can I do?

HB: Yah, your right mom.. Nothing.. Hahaha

HB umma: Aigo~~~~~

HB: Night, love you

HB umma: Love you to dear.

( HB went to bed also, since she has nothing to do but prepare for tomorrows first day of work. She can’t even believe that with her two JOB, she got hired right away.. Working in DSP really did help a lot for her new JOB right now, not just that…but it lead her back to where she started. )

HB: Why do I keep crossing my path with them? Not that I’m not happy about it~~ I mean, working with them was fun too. But that annoying jerk was just a pain in the butt. Well, he can’t be like that to me anymore… since I don’t work for him. ( laughing.. ) I wonder what their reactions would be… Seeing me again, I heard they were pretty sad that I left… Awwwwh, sooo cute.. Don’t worry my boys.. You’ll be seeing noona again. ( Smiled ) Tho, I don’t want to see your LEADER, but since its work.. I have no choice. Gaaaah~~~ ( Her expression suddenly changed )

Scene: It leads back from where it started.

Manager-nim: Boys, your wardrobe stylist are coming today… so please stick around.. I need to introduce them to you guys. Well, one of them.. I don’t really have to introduced to you guys since you already know her.

SS501: ye~~~

( Yi jen and the rest of the team including HB came in to see the boys. )

Manager-nim: Guys, they will be in charged of your wardrobe and they are here today to get you guys fitted.

KJ: ( Happily smiling )

HJ: ( [ Shocked ] like his eyes were about to pop out and jaws were dropped. )

YS: ( Looking @ HJ to see how is he doing )

JM: Noona~~~

HJB: ( Runs and hugged HB )

( HJ’s expression changed to seriousness.. Didn’t even bother maknae hugging HB. He was to focused at one person inside the room, and that’s no other than Yi Jen his ex- girlfriend… the mother of the kid that his been stalking lately.)

YS: ( Whispers ) Hyung, you ok:?

HJ: Yeah, I’m fine~~

( Each one of the stylist group team introduced themselves and it can’t be denied that HJ and Yi jen were having eye contact a lot with each other. HB noticed it a bit, since she was a little confused about HJ didn’t seem like he saw her at all, like she never existed in the room. )

KJ: Noona, how are you?

HB: ( Looking @ HJ who was getting measured by someone else ) Huh?

KJ: ( Singing.. ) I can’t seem to get my eyes over you~~~ I was asking how is noona doing?

HB: Oh, waeyo? Did you miss me?

KJ: Hahaha, not really.. I had a feeling you’ll be back~~

HB: Aigo~~~ I shouldn’t have accepted the Job then, so the boys can miss me?

KJ: Hahaha, How cruel~~~

HB: Not as cruel as that one guy standing over there.

KJ: ( Looks @ HJ’s direction ) ( Mumbles to himself….) I know exactly why you came back.

HB: OK, got everything~~~ Hello~~~

KJ: Oh, thanks noona~~

HB: Were you checking out HJ or at my boss?

KJ: She’s your boss?

HB: Yeah, she’s young huh? It’s kinda weird, coz I’m older than her and she’s my boss.

KJ: I don’t see any difference with the looks tho. Noona looks about out age…

HB: Ohh stop it~~~ How about dinner?

KJ: Hahaha, are you asking me on a date?

HB: Why not? Since you said that.. I must have to give you something.

KJ: Hahaha, araso. Hopefully, we don’t have any last minute agenda. You know how it is already.

HB: Don’t worry, I’ll be seeing you guys a lot from now on… Might not be every day like it used to be, but I’ll be around. There will always be another day~~

KJ: true~~

Scene: Yi Jen & Joong Joong ( HJ )

HJ: So your back?

YJ: Left your arms up~~~ Me? Yeah, it’s going to be a year now.

HJ: Oh really? Why did you came back?

YJ: What do you mean why? I was born here.. Of course I would come back to my homeland.

HJ: I thought you were already settled in outside of the country with your dreams.

YJ: I did… and I brought it back out here..

HJ: Why? From all the places? It has to be back here? Why is that ?

YJ: I don’t have to explain myself right now~~~ I have my reason.. And today isn’t the right time to discuss this matter. I came here to see you guys for WORK, so can we please be professional right now and let me do my JOB.

( HJ walked away without saying anything~~~ Others didn’t noticed it but YS did. )

YS: Hyung~~~ wait up..

HJ: I need to get out of here~~~

YS: I’ll go with you~~

( HJ and YS left the place without saying anything to everyone and went somewhere else… But YS did called the manager to let him know )

Scene: HB and KJ having dinner

KJ: Let’s go noona~~

HJB: Where are you guys going?

KJ: Noona owes me a dinner..

HJB: Dinner~~~ food~~~

JM: Yaaaaa~~ your coming with me.
HJB: But I want to eat~~

JM: We’re gonna go eat~~~

HJB: Are you buying?

JM: yes yes~~~~

HJB: Araso.. Araso.. Bye noona~~ see you next time.

JM: Bye noona

HB: Bye boys~~ have fun okay?

HJB & JM: we will~~

HB: Why don’t we just join them?

KJ: Hey, you owe me dinner~~~ That means I get to pick.. And knowing JM~~ he has some exotic taste that doesn’t really fit my taste bud.

HB: Should we bring HJB with us then?

KJ: Ani~~~ that kid eats anything, so him and mal can get along with anything when it comes to FOOD.

HB: Ohhh~~ so you’re the picky one?

KJ: Ani~~~ just a little different taste than mal.

HB: Hahaha, araso~~ lets go…

( HB and KJ has chosen a place to where they want to eat dinner…)

YS: Wait~~~ isn’t that Kyu Jong-ah?

HJ: Where? ( spotted HB instead.. )

YS: Right over there.. Wait~~ isn’t that noona too?

HJ: Why are they together?

YS: Want to join them?

HJ: Yeah~~~ let’s go~~

to be continued....

Review of new characters

Yi Jen: The ex-girlfriend of HJ who left him for her dreams... or was it really because of her dreams? does the kid had something to do with it?

Hyeon: The cousin of HB who is the original personal assistant of HJ, came back from her long vacation. ( Not really new... I mentioned her before... Just incase you guys forgot about who she is. )

HB got a new JOB from Yi jen's clothing line as the boss's new personal assistant... Yi jen is sponsoring SS501 on their asia tour to promote her business... and HB will be helping the boys with thir wardrobe from now on.

Chapter 13

2009-08-15T22:39:00.000-07:00

Scene: @ restaurant

HB: Joongie-ah….

HJ: ( Silent~~ )

HB: Yaaaaaa~~~

HJ: Ohhh~ what?

HB: The lady is waiting for you to order…

HJ: Sorry, Hmm.. One black noodle for me please.

HB: Hey, are you sure your OK?

HJ: Yeah, why?

HB: You seem to be very out of it since we left the park. Did something happened?

HJ: Nothing, I’m just thinking about something.. But it’s nothing serious..

HB: If you say so… ( I don’t think it’s the right time to tell him… )

(Dinner ended and HJ took HB home safely, but seems like the guy couldn’t help to be zoning out. HB left the matter, and didn’t ask anymore. She didn’t want to bug him and thought it might cause a fight if she asked once more.)

Scene: HB @ Home

HB: I’m home

HB’s umma: Did you eat already?

HB: Yeah, did you?

HB’s umma: Yup, and your cousin called… Told me about your uncles situation. His fine and almost fully recovered now.

HB: Yeah, me and unnie talked. She’s back already.

HB’s umma: So does that mean, your out of JOB already?

HB: Yup~~ seems like it.. I already applied for internship tho~~ So until then, I’m out of JOB until someone calls me.

HB’s umma: I’ll hire you~~

HB: Umma~~

HB’s umma: I’m just saying~~ It’s better than not doing anything.

HB: I’ll help out, but you can’t make me stay.

HB’s umma: OK… Okay.. I can’t seem to changed your mind.

HB: Aigoo~~ here we go again!

HB’s umma: Anyways, I’m off to bed now. Good night Jung-ah and don’t forget to turn off the lights.

HB: Ye, good night mom.

( HB turned off the lights and made sure everything was locked, before she went inside her room. HB couldn’t sleep.. Thinking about her last day together with the boys would be tomorrow. )

HB: Should have told him today~~~ But he seemed to be thinking about something.. Plus, when he asked me to go with him.. I thought he had to go somewhere important, but we just ended up at the park, and all of a sudden after that… He changed mood. Well, his always been like that..

Scene: @ work

HB: Morning boys~~~

SS501: Morning

HJ: Why are you so energetic?

HB: Nothing~~ I'm just in a happy mood, so please.. oh please, don’t ruin it for me.

HJ: Weirdo~~~

HB: Nope, it’s not working…

HJ: A total loser and a weirdo combine.

HB: ( Glares )

HJ: Not working… ( Bleeeeh )

HB: Aigoo~~ each day passes by.. your becoming childish than ever.

HJ: ( Smiles )

HB: ( [thinking]… I’m going to miss those sarcastic smile.. )

KJ: Noona~~

HB: Ohh, Kyu-shi~~ what’s up?

KJ: Can you help me with my tie? I can’t put it properly…

HB: Chin up~~ there, is that better? Or you want me to do it a little tighter?

HJ: Yaaaaaaa~~~ it’s just a tie~~ Why are you letting her do everything for you… is she your maid?

HB: Yaaaaa, it’s just fixing a tie… Your so weird… go drink your coffee before that gets cold.

HJ: ( Mocking her) Drink your coffee.. blaah blaah blah...

HB: ( Looks at HJ ) What did you say?

HJ: Nothing~~~

KJ: I think someone is JEALOUS.

HB: Who?

KJ: Who else? The person that just started yelling out of nowhere.

HB: Who? Joongie? Why would he be jealous? His always been like that.. Aren’t you used to it? How about that much better? not too tight anymore?

KJ: Yes, thanks noona… Hmmm, I don’t think it’s a matter of getting used to it.. It’s the fact that you just don’t noticed it.. Or tries not to notice it.

HB: ( Confused ) Eh?

KJ: Nothing, see you in a bit noona.. We have to start the interview now.

HB: Ok, good luck… Fighting~~

KJ: Fighting~~~

Scene: You notice them, when they’re gone.

Hyeon: Morning my lovely kids… Did you guys miss me?

HJ: ( Eyes got bigger.. ) Noona~~ when did you got back?

Hyeon: Yesterday~~~ So how is everything with my kiddos? Were you guys on your best behavior while I was gone?

Young Master: Ye~~~

HJ: ( Looking @ his watch ) Where could she be? Is she late?

Hyeon: HJ-ah ! ! Here is your schedule~~ take a look at it.

HJ: Where is Noona?

Hyeon: Who? Hwang BO-shi?

HJ: Yeah? Is she late?

Hyeon: She didn’t tell you guys?

JM: Told us what?

Hyeon: That her last day was yesterday?

HJ & KJ: WHAT! ? !

( HJ and KJ looked at each other and couldn’t believe what they were hearing.. KJ immediately took his cell phone and called HB, while HJ was late for about just a couple of second. KJ beat him on calling HB. )

Ring Ring Ring Ring…. Caller ID: Kyu-shii

HB: ( Half asleep ) Who could be calling me at this early hour? Hello?

KJ: Noona~~~ is it true?

Beep beep beep… call waiting~~ Caller ID: King of all JERKS.

HB: Kyu-shiii, hold on ok.. I have another call on the other line. Hello?

HJ: Yaaaaaaaa~~ why are you late?

HB: Late? FYI... I don’t work for you anymore…

HJ: Chincha? So it’s true? That yesterday was your last day?

HB: Yup~~

HJ: Then why didn’t you say so?

HB: Say what? Oh shooot, kyu-shi is still on the other line.. Hold on ok? [ Other line ] Hello, Kyu-shi~ are you still there?

( Right when HJ heard that KJ was on the other line… he hang up the phone and calls back again.. )

Note: Oppps, someone is a little pissed... XD

KJ: Yes, so is it true noona?

HB: Yeah, yesterday was my last day. Sorry, I should have said my goodbyes.. But then, I didn’t want to be all dramatic, so I figured it would be easy to just leave without saying anything.

Beep Beep Beep.. Caller ID: King of all Jerks

KJ: It’s okay noona. It’s not like.. We can’t see you anymore.. Right?

HB: ( What the heck~~~ why is he calling me again... Can he just wait? ) Of course, you guys can always call me up anytime.

KJ: Good, noona have to go now… rehearsal is about to start soon. Call you later?

HB: OK, bye…. [click ] Hello? Joongie-shi? Hello.. Hello? Aisssh, chincha~~~ He knew KJ was on the other line.. He should have just waited, but instead he calls back.. That guy has no patients at all. It amazed me that I don’t even work there anymore, but still… that guy always finds his way to ruin my day~~ I’m glad that I’m done with that JOB, so I won’t have to deal with a jerk idol like him. Gaaaaaaahh~~~ I hate him!

Scene: @ the studio

HJ: Call later? Why does he need to call her later for? ( Took a sip of the coffee.. ) Eh! Noona, I don’t like this one..

Hyeon: Huh? But I’ve been making your coffee like that since forever..

HJ: Ohhh~~ Maybe my taste bud is a little off today.

Hyeon: You want me to make you another one?

HJ: Noo, it’s okay. Thanks tho.

Hyeon: OK, well.. Better go with them already and get your mic tested.

HJ: Araso~~

Hyeon: ( Calls HB… ) Ring Ring Ring….

HB: Yeoboseo?

Hyeon: Hwang Bo-shi, I have a question for you..

HB: What is it unnie?

Hyeon: What do you normally put on HJ’s coffee?

HB: The same as how you normally make them? I just followed the instruction you told me before.. Why?

Hyeon: Oh, nothing… Just asking~~ Oh yeah, by the way… You didn’t told the boys about you leaving? Because they were very shocked hearing about it. Specially HJ and KJ.

HB: Yeah, I never thought it would make a difference.. Me leaving~~

Hyeon: Seems like the boys really gotten close to you, coz they were really looking bum out after hearing you left already.

HB: Awwwwh, how cute of them… Well, I told KJ that they can always call me whenever they want to see me. So they shouldn’t be that sad.. I’m not leaving KOREA.

Hyeon: That’s true.. I’ll be sure to tell them that. Alright, talk to you later. OK?

HB: OK unnie, have fun at work. Bye

Note: Hahaha, the coffee wasn't the problem... it's the one who made it :) Since it's not Hwang Bo unnie... it tasted different for him. :)

Scene: It's all in perfect timing..

Ring Ring Ring……

HB: What is this? Another call? I’m really in demand today or what? Yeoboseo

Other line: Hello, good morning… Can I please speak to miss Hwang Bo

HB: This is Hwang BO speaking…. May I know who’s on the other line?

Other Line: Hi, I’m Ye Jin. I’ve received your resume and application. I must say.. you have some good recommendation here and I’m very much interested in you. If you have some time today.. Maybe you could drop by the shop and will talk some more about it.

HB: ( Excited ) Of course.. Definitely.. I would be there.. Yes.. Yes… I would be there as soon as possible. Thank you so much.

( Hwang Bo was so excited to meet the lady from the phone, she knows that there could be a big possibility to get the job that she applied for… With the sound of the lady on the other line.. It could be a for sure thing.. )

To be continued….

Happy Birthday HwangBUIN :)

2009-08-15T13:59:00.000-07:00

Happy 30th Birthday Hye Jung/ Hwang Buin
and
Congratulations on your new album :)

Fighting~~

Another year and day... In which I get to thank god and her parents for bringing such a caring and giving person. She's one of my role model in life and I'm pretty sure to others too. On this day, of her birthday.. I wish her great health and more success in life.

I'm a proud Hye Jung Angel who wishes her the best on anything, for she deserves everything in this world. ^__^

Hwang BO teaser "Arisong" ( R2song )

2009-08-12T10:40:00.000-07:00

Video Credit: BeauEstella & Hurmutube

Note: Hahaha, maybe because I'm just a JoongBO addict... that her MV reminds me of Joong Joong oppa's MV teaser. XD