Chapter 36

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( Hwang Bo never spoke a word to any media reporter as a promise she made to Hyun Joong. She did had a hard time, but endured it for the man he loved. She wasn’t about to ruin his carrier now or ever. It does hurt her to deny their relationship to the public, but it would hurt her even more to destroy his dreams and for the other members as well. )

HJ: Your having a hard time aren’t you?

HB: Huh? What are you talking about?

HJ: I can tell. I can feel it too.

HB: Am I really that obvious?

HJ: It’s not really that hard. With our current situation right now, it would be weird for us not having a hard time. I feel so... Coward? Ani~~ more like useless. Useless that I can’t even do anything to make everything right for your sake.

HB: Have we talked about this already? Haven’t we finished this conversation along time ago?

HJ: It’s never going to finish til I find a way to keep you away from all this.

HB: I’m fine, what are you worrying about? They aren’t attacking me with rocks or anything. I’m not physically hurt by them, so there isn’t anything major about this.

HJ: Maybe not physically, but I know your hurting emotionally. I know I am~~ Having to hear that my fans are attacking you verbally, it hurts me twice. I felt like I had to pick between you and them. It hurts that I can’t reveal what I feel. It hurts that they're( fans ) hurting the most precious person to me. It hurts me that I can’t tell them you’re my girlfriend and express that to the world even. I hate that I’m Hyun Joong who is useless of a person.

HB: Joongie-shi, do you think everybody has to know? Do you think it matters that we can’t say it to the world that we’re both in love? Maybe it hurts a little that we have to deny it. But I don’t really care about that. I care about your feelings and what we have for each other. Only the both of us matter. As long as I know you love me and I love you back, then that’s good enough for me. If I have you and I’m already happy with that. Don't you think that's enough already?

HJ: you know what? Your happiness is too low, that it sounds so unrealistic.

HB: So your saying I’m just lying right now?

HJ: Aniyo~~

HB: So what are you trying to say now?

HJ: Omo, it’s turning into a fight now.

HB: I’m not trying to start an argument with you. I just wanna clarify what were you trying to say.

HJ: I’m just saying, your becoming too cheesy these days.

HB: So you would want me to say that I don't care~~~ ( singing the 2ne1 song )

HJ: Can you stop teasing me with that.

HB: Your the one that confessed that.

HJ: I merely did it, so people wont be so suspicious anymore.

HB: Why are you giving me a long explanation? It's not like I asked for it. Hahahaha! Are you guilty?

HJ: I'm not and stop it already.

HB: CL-shi is a young bright & talented girl, while I'm an Ajumma. Omo, Otokie?

HJ:Seriously? Look... Can CL-shi make my heart skip a beat lik you can? NO! Can she make me feel so happy in a split second without even doing anything, but just being by my side? NO! Does she know me? the real me that is? NO! Do you? YESSSS!

HB: Now look who became cheesy.

HJ: that's not being cheesy at all, that's just speaking the truth.

HB: Oh please~~~ like that is all true. I bet it has some sugar toppings on top. hahahaha!