Manager: Ya! Hye Jung~~ What was that earlier? A death wish? Didn't I told you not to~~ Ahhhh! Chincha, I'm going crazy.
HB: It's done already, right? Nothing happened, so why are you still worked up about it? Stop worrying already.
Manager: How? How am I going to easy up on this? When you know well enough that I'm not doing this to hurt you. You know damn enough, that this could led into assumption for other people. We both know damn well this is going to ruin you in the future. Hye Jung~ remember that you made the choice. Not me, but you did.
( HB turned her back from the manager and started walking a few steps ahead. She suddenly paused and looked back. )
HB: ( Looks back ) I made the choice, because I didn't have any.
Manager: Why are you being like that Hwang Bo-shi? Your stronger than this...I know you're.. Don't let this thing~
HB: If you know someone or anything that can take this away, then be sure to let me know. Coz for the most part? I'm so so so tired of it.
Manager: is that how desperately you've loved him?
HB didn't respond, but she did turn her head back towards the manager for the second time around. Her eyes were getting watery, tho she held it strong. Fighting for those tears to not come out and start running to her cheeks. She didn't want a single tears to fall off. The manager stared at her and saw the agony and pain she has on her eyes. Hwang Bo didn't have to explain or speak, it was all there. Written all over her face expression and her sorrowful eyes. Manager-nim understood it clearly than any other person could. The feelings that Hwang Bo has for Hyun Joong wasn't just a silly love thing, but something more serious than that, something more deeper than that and that's why Hwang Bo herself is having a hard time handling it. She was in this position way back, but she was never in a position that she's closer to being broken.
Manager: OMO~~
( Hwang Bo turned around right away, afraid that she might have been showing it to much. Afraid that she's revealing everything without a word. Which scares her to be that obvious to people.)
HB: I don't have any schedule or today right?
Manager: No, not at all.
HB: Then may I have this day to play? I want to rest and relax.
Manager: Yeah, yeah. Sure, sure. Do that. Do you want to take a vacation? A week? Go to Jeju island? Oh wait, maybe not Jeju. I don't think Jeju is ever a good idea. Just somewhere else?
HB got in her car and sat there for awhile. She was calming herself down, but instead of doing that she suddenly had a flashback of what happened earlier. The scene where she meet HJ's eyes for a couple seconds and how that affected her. Tears suddenly came out, yes the tears that she was holding and fighting for earlier are now sliding down her cheeks.
HB: ( Laughed) A tear? It used to be bucks of bucks of them. If I did collected them all, it would have been a river by now.
( She continued laughing by herself like a crazy women. )
HB: If he were to hear what I just said right now, then he would have prolly have told me to always carry a boat around. Just incase something like this could be happening. Such a silly 4D thinking, but why did I ever find that attractive? Maybe coz I'm crazy too?
( She continued to laugh, seems very amused of what her mind is thinking. But she knows after recalling all the beautiful memories, this is something not good for her. It's amazing how she can be happy to just be thinking about him, but suddenly too, when all of those memories are done recalling itself, she feels nothing but a sudden burst out of pain, coz reality is where she is standing and her reality where her bad memories started.)
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wow this chapter is sad. :(
ReplyDeleteTwacy... you are messing with my emotion here. i was happy one moment... now i am depress.
Still nice chapter!
OHHH sad again !
ReplyDeleteYep ! we'll go ga-ga like the general here...
Lol! Nooo~~~don't go crazy too. XD
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